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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

I miss freaky posting on my alt vent account... *sighs and looks down sadly*

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

IM POSTING THIS HERE TOO BC I LOVE HER AND I WANT TO SHOW THIS OFF BC I WORKED HARD ON IT OKAY

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

Was looking at a at home workout and they immediately lost me with the 100 crunches 😭😭😭 Fym 100 crunches bro I can barely do like 3 sets of 10😭😭😭😭

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 31/03/2026

I miss my sister again We were talking about her at dinner and I just wonder what shes up to I have so many things I want to ask her and I dont know if ill ever get the chance.

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

"Why do your ____ look like that?" Shutupshutupshutupshutupshutupshutupshutupshutupshutupohmygodjustshutupstoptalking

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

I love using gacha life when I dont feel like drawing idec

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 27/03/2026

No im not okay leave me alone I dont wanna talk to you anymore you scare me and i dont like the way you talk to me

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 27/03/2026

So genuinely how do like 'get better' when it comes to having really disturbing and dark fantasies bc ts is so wrong and ik that but idk how to not think about it

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

I had a dream I was drowning and the more I tried to move and ask for help the weaker I got and the harder it was to do anything. Tbh it didnt actually hurt though and it still felt like I could breath but I just knew that I wasnt and everything started to feel weird and go white

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

Sometimes when he touches me his hands wander where I think maybe they shouldnt but then I think im just overthinking things because I always have bad intrusive thoughts anyway so its probably just that but then when it happens again I wonder but what if it isnt.

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 15/03/2026

They dont really talk about how fucked up it is to grow up in a mentally unstable household where every parent figure you have is mentally unwell Whole different kind of walking on eggshells Playing family therapist because we cant get an actual one😛😛😛

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 12/03/2026

I dont want to do ANYTHING!! I just want to SLEEP!!!! I hate this STUPID chud life!!!

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

I had a dream about a girl named Lucy and we met at a store where she worked, something behind a desk/counter and I remember very little about how she looked... she was taller than me I think, and she had blonde hair, and smiled a lot. She was very pretty.

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

I finished re9... screaming crying throwing up it was so amazing idc what anyone else says I think it was perfect though I wish we could've seen some of the others like Jill maybe...😔💔

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

Anyway re9 has been amazing im actually in love with it but they did not have to do my girl like that i mean i knew it was coming but it still hurt💔(iykyk)

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

Anyway Im like a month free of ai chat bots hella embarrassed to say I was actually kind of addicted to them but im done with them now after knowing how horrible they are for the planet and just ur mental health in general There have been times I really wanna go back though when I feel lonely or sad

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 04/03/2026

I hate constantly being between feeling on top of the world and like I could end it all any minute istg im gonna get whiplash bro.

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 03/03/2026

"I stayed with him for the kids." I don't know what a healthy relationship looks like and when I think of love the first thing I think of is screaming and fighting. I think, "What a scary thing that must be. To love someone, to hate them."

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 02/03/2026

Scared that letting someone see me at my worst will only confirm everything I've ever been afraid of😛

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 28/02/2026

He's so mean. So so mean. And he doesnt even realize it. I think that makes it hurt worse.

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

Playing re9 rn and im SO scared bro why is this zombie singing😭😭😭

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

Our neighbors have this dog and i dont think they pay much attention to it cuz its always just left outside and ive only seen water in the bowl out there once(super small bowl btw) and I feel so bad bc its literally the sweetest thing im so sad bro I hear it crying sometimes too like

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

Im genuinely so delusional but im constantly slapping myself back to reality 😭😭 I start thinking the most insane shit then im like girl be fr

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

Mid mental breakdown sobbing reminding myself it doesn't matter how much I cry, if I want anything to get better I have to actually do something about it.

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

World falling apart and all I wanna do is play silly games why is living so complicated

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 25/02/2026

One day im gonna go faaarr far away from here and none of this will matter

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 23/02/2026

Shaved my legs for the first time in forever and its giving raw chicken with frostbite rather than sexy runway model 💔✊️

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

Im tired of being tired and im tired of being sad and sitting around rotting in this pit where nothing feels right and everything feels like too much yet not enough and im so tired of being nothing I want to be yet too tired to try and change because I swear ive tried, at least I think i have

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 21/02/2026

I dont think im really alive Im just sort of thinking Thats all i am and all this is Just thoughts My hands look weird

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 21/02/2026

Sometimes I would think about running away with him To be honest, I still do sometimes. I think we sort of talked about it, how if I were with him, I wouldn't have to worry about anything anymore. He said I wouldn't have to grow up with him, and some part of me really wanted that.

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 18/02/2026

I've struggled so long with feeling like I don't deserve to be happy or get better because so many other people are struggling and it's like well why should I be able to be happy but not them its not fair for them

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

Dude ive got like s cold or smth and im so overwhelmed rn like ive got a runny nose and my throat hurts and im so tired even though all ibe done is sleep and my nose burns from having to blow it everu 5 seconds and my skin feels grows and my limbs feel like they're buzzing with ickyness

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 15/02/2026

I feel sick and I wanna throw up cause I feel sick but not in the sense that I want to throw up because I'm sick but that I wanna throw up because feeling sick makes me ick so I wanna throw up cause its icky

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 14/02/2026

Never really thought about how much effort I put into trying to sound nice or friendly until recently I haven't really had the energy to try and do that. I always try to make my voice sound softer/higher and smile and laugh and say the right thing but I dont wanna do it anymore

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 13/02/2026

I'm tired. Always tired. Even when I do nothing, my mind is constantly working, even when my body isn't. I will talk to my mother, and she will tell me I have to just push through, that I have to get up and do it even when it's hard. And I will tell her I can't.

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♡𝙿𝚒𝚗𝚔𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜♡ @p1nkalicious.bsky.social · 13/02/2026