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Owari // ALT + VENT ACC @owarialt.bsky.social · 6h

I hate having those thoughts before I go to sleep. Last night was probably one of the worst since I started crying. I just want to go to sleep.

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Owari // ALT + VENT ACC @owarialt.bsky.social · 18h

The cycle of being hurt and hurting others? I don’t want to be like this, but frankly, it’s all I’ve ever known. I don’t know why I’m so violent to everyone. Maybe it’s the fear of being betrayed for letting someone get too close. I dunno.

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Owari // ALT + VENT ACC @owarialt.bsky.social · 18h

I pushed away the one person that talked to me on the daily. I said only a week, but I’m regretting that. I miss having someone to talk to. I barely text my irl friends, and they barely text me. There’s a hole in my chest. I feel ashamed of myself and my petty behavior

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