iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

anyway i just think thermal colours are neat. and that all fandom spaces deserve art of their fav ships in it. smth abt it being so romantic it's like another form of contrasting colours

anyway. no one Asked but this is the song that inspired all this. the lyrics don't match but the vibes do. and because i have an insta post where i took an infrared selfie with this song as bgm open.spotify.com/track/2MA6Yo...

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Tokyo Drifting

jimmy's red/heat bleeds into curly's blue because he's always been consuming curly his entire life. shout-out to DOVE (twt) 🗣️🗣️ for the eye thing inspo. having red highlights in the blue soothes my soul because jimmy will always live in him one way or another despite all

ok so yappery about this. very heavily based on infrared/thermal colours bc this is one of my favourite kind of symbolism. curly is blue to me bc to him jimmy will always be the sun. burning red hot and unforgiving as always, all-consuming with his rage and envy

we are NOT gonna Speak about the mistakes in this ☝️ nor how i gave up collar-down + background ☝️ i broke all bones in my body for this. never am i touching colour pencils AGAIN. raw/unedited here because my oomfies deserve to see how it originally looks (the blue looks fucked)

oru @orunpon.bsky.social · 14/11/2024

THE WAY YOU DRAW HIM!!! YUMMY!! 😋

oru @orunpon.bsky.social · 14/11/2024

#mouthwashing olé! matador jimmy because i just wanted to see him in a truje de luces 😁😋

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#mouthwashing formula 1 au made us proud, boy. drink up.

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close up 👍 he looks cute asf

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#mouthwashing we got dong sucking action going on

jimmy: fuucckkk...
jimmy: goddamn curly...

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oru @orunpon.bsky.social · 24/10/2024

shit so good it got me crying my fucking GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THIS

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#mouthwashing i forgot to post it here but pls enjoy ... archiveofourown.org/works/59990359

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oru @orunpon.bsky.social · 23/10/2024

thank you ... you get it ... ❤️🙏

oru @orunpon.bsky.social · 23/10/2024

i keep forgetting to update here scratches ass. im sorry for the drought gang i will work Hard...

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oru @orunpon.bsky.social · 22/10/2024

OMG THANK U idk if u use twt bc i yap more there but ill get active here more... so i can feed U...

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oru @orunpon.bsky.social · 22/10/2024

so good!!! i love the colours you used, the contrast between the saturated background and flames against the more muted colours... love them so much thank you for this <3

curly isn't a saint but he is in jimmy's eyes and that's all it matters. everyone has smth that has them going. for jimmy, it's his own personal jesus who will always tolerate his monstrosity with gritted teeth and narrowed, exasperated eyes but always silent

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parasitic, cancerous. curly forgave jimmy for biting him once and it enabled jimmy to slowly but surely cannibalise him whole. he's settled in the spot of curly's chest where his heart used to be bc poor curly entrusted him with it and jimmy ate it

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all the signs curly DECIDED to not heed. always making excuses for jimmy's bad behaviour, always indulging him, thinking he has jimmy under his control when really, jimmy has been not-so-subtly making him conform to him, stretch his boundaries for him

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i'm positive that curly is aware of jimmy's not so perfect record of idk. Subtle Assault. such behaviour doesn't manifest in one day. permissive as always, deaf and blind to other's wariness of jimmy. icarus who flew too close to the sun and burned bc of his love

#mouthwashing this sequence will always haunt me because curly really waddled through a bloody sea with blaring red warnings and crooked ladders to only see jimmy as the literal sun. a door in an all-white room. his single-minded purpose to reach the thing most important to him

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bsky.app/profile/orun...

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but curly finds himself believing again when gentle hands and soft lips are on him. a soothing balm. curly shifts and seeks for jimmy's lips with his teeth on his own accord. ... he might just make things right.

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jimmy eventually spills inside his captain, fire searing low in his belly. curly crumbles in jimmy's arms and the latter holds him close, lips against cheek. "we're gonna be alright, curly." it's a promise he's sick of. a promise that will never be fulfilled.

"f-fuck, curly. curly." lips desperately search for teeth, hot breaths mingling. wet squelches and soft noises break the silence of the lounge and all curly wants is to push him away. or kiss jimmy and come on his cock. he doesn't know anymore.

"but you understand, right? i was an ungrateful fuck and i realise that now. curly, i'm sorry." curly does and he hates himself for it. his pace quickens and curly can do nothing but take it, the pain and the pleasure, own eye misting.

"i'm sorry. i never wanted this all." jimmy whispers against curly's teeth. "never wanted this whole tragedy. just wanted to always be next to you. achieve what you did and maybe more. i was jealous." a moan slips and he tugs curly closer, desperate, cock buried deep.

lips find sensitive gums and exposed teeth and curly shudders; frail, helpless thing in jimmy's arms. jimmy bounces his captain on his lap and he revels in the way curly breathes: harsh and laboured.

clumsily, bandaged arms wrap around jimmy's shoulders for support. he wants to deny jimmy, to fight. but he couldn't, not when jimmy's so sweet when he's so drunk on his guilt. "does it feel good?" curly nods. "yeah? need'a take good care of you."

"curly," jimmy sighs into his jaw, kissing the taut and dry skin. he's healing, but slow. so slow. hips roll into him and a whimper slips from curly's jaw. he's used to jimmy's girth now, the sting of the stretch and then the intimate press of flesh within.

and it does things to a man deprived and wounded. a gentle, coaxing touch. curly only has jimmy now. he doesn't know which he should hate more: jimmy when he's mean or jimmy when he makes moths flutter in his rotting tummy.

that was their first time. he'll never make things right ... curly's lost his conviction when jimmy began to make it actually enjoyable. make it seem like he does care. his hands are gentler now with feeding and cleaning. with the touches.

"it'll be fast." is what jimmy says as he continues to violate him while he strokes himself with his other hand. "work with me, enjoy it. don't make this difficult." jimmy cums onto the stub of his right wrist with a moan and curly vomits all over himself pathetically.

the abuse continues until it breaches sexual territory. when his johnny hikes up his hips from thrashing so much and jimmy touches. touches and rubs and kneads and god it irritates, hurts so bad that curly tastes bile in his mouth.

he'll never, ever make things right, curly thinks when jimmy treats him roughly, amplifies his pain by making him choke on pills and pouring mouthwash over his body to 'disinfect and clean'. it's agonising, dehumanising. he sees how jimmy looks at him with disdain.

i'll never be normal again — is what replays as a mantra in curly's mind while days pass into weeks, months, and ... he's no longer sure how long he's been out here, surviving atop a bloody gurney and near overdosing on painkillers daily.