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Getting good feelings looking at fictional characters fall in love but then I get hit with an immediate thought about how that's never going to happen for me haha lol.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Thinking about how I use to set aside time everyday to have My Little Pony Isekai fantasies where I could escape reality and spend time with my pony friends.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Imagining growing as a girl with sisters that you have a close bond with instead of a brother who was lowkey a piece of shit to you because you were autistic, fat, and ugly. I'm currently taking damage. youtu.be/WRInCg_uOWg

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Minecraft Damage Sound Effect

YouTube video by PureL

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Obviously I couldn't watch Chainsmoker Cat without trying nicotine first.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Fantasy of breaking a bully until they stop bullying me.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Literally all I actually care about is sex, drugs, and cartoon characters.

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mag @maggotmicrowave.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

goretober day 5: gun

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I want to touch people. 😔

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I wish people were objects because I suck at maintaining relationships and keeping myself presentable enough to not be scared that I am too gross do anything with.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

The Peeb mom moment at 2:44 makes me feel things. youtu.be/yvgykVTHEwQ

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HOW TO BE COOL - SKATE F4ST

YouTube video by Piemations

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I wish I could play video games.

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pup @pupc3st.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

tv time

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I wonder if I have ME/CFS or if I am just dumb and a bad person and an unproductive member of society. That would explain why my blood pressure is so weird and why I get so tired after doing basic tasks. Hopefully I can look into that when I am in a better situation I don't know.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

New art trendslop: Double D. Gaster

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

I like little chubby creatures.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Something about men yelling and showing obvious signs of frustration makes me so scared that I want to run away. And when I can't escape the situation I freeze up which just feeds my agoraphobia even more.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

When people make it clear that they are watching every move I make I lose the ability to function normally.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Had a dream that I was the backrooms guy (for some reason) and a guy broke into my house while I was delirious and I had to fight him off and slit his throat while barely being able to control my body. Then another guy showed up and I slit his throat too. And the blade was very dull.

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VIL🔞 @anvilwithoutan.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Tom n Redd goin at it all day, all night

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Taking a break from this terrible eye irritation to watch the fat ragebaited dog waddle around a waterpark. I hope he is happy even if he seems fed up with everything all the time.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I wish my favorite streamers also made asmr.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

What if I plucked a bunch of hairs, collected the root sheaths, and made a paste out of it? 🤔

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Timing the high perfectly for when this thing from Endacopia comes on screen. Adding another fictional character to my list.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

The worst thing about becoming wobblemeat when you're boymoding is 1. The embarrassment 2. The fear that someone might accidentally feel attracted to you and get mad that they are attracted to an aspect of an ugly autistic man with bad hygiene and fucked up posture.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I sure do love looping the same thought over and over for more than an hour.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I wish I didn't fall off of trying to make music and art as hard as I did. I was absolute ass because I had so much information but didn't know how to apply it and I didn't know how to practice but if I never stopped I would probably be pretty good by now.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I wonder how many people would be considered mentally ill or unwell if we removed the consideration for productivity. There is no way you grow up with all this intentional indoctrination, withholding of education, and high stakes and not be a little crazy. I mean, look at who won the last election.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

"No, you don't get it, that person can't be mentally ill or disabled because they are doing something in their free time that I don't like. And even if they were, we need to shame their symptoms and cause more confusion that will radicalize them even more."

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

The sounds of the outside world stress me the fuck out. I have an eavesdropping compulsion and I need these people to shut the fuck up. Why is their tone like that? Why do people talk like this?

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Episode 6 of Mitsudomoe is wonderful. Futaba is so precious and she loves her dad and her dad loves her.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Oh my fucking god. Of course.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

30 minutes gone, just like that. My precious time wasted.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Shoving myself into a corner, curling up into a ball, shaking my head, hyperventilating, jerking my body, and flapping my hands has got to be one of my favorite past times. /s

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Once I'm out of this situation I'll be so normal and I'll socialize and I'll draw a lot of pictures and I'll find long-term joy and I'll be stable and everything will be ok.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I'm so nauseous, can someone put me out of my misery?

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Spiraling over a hate comment directed towards someone else.

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(ꉺ෴ꉺ) @oropone.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I like how I really like butch bully-like characters but I actually want them to be nice to me.

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