☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 12hBeen awake approx 24h gn for like 3 hours or so till am scheduled for a high energy task 😔🤘 000 0
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 16/10/2026I spent my night havin' a supersized menty followed by a deep discussion about poo from a bum and fart tax evasion. Do not ask about my brain. I then proceeded to rewatch grown men be ambushed as gnomes then napped in my shades as usual. Peak adulting. 000 0
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 16/10/2026Bum bum piracy is a serious crime, punishable by bein' inflicted with bum flaps 010 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 14/10/2026I find it hilarious how Daz politely called out a horror game for straight up copyin' obsession whilst still admirin' the handywork 😭 He literally was so polite about it (though obvs addressed it) that it may have taught me how to better phrase shite online atp 120 2
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 14/10/2026Sorry av jus' noticed how easily defensive I get over y'all sometimes I seriously do love everyone 'ere 😭 020 2
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 14/10/2026Impulsively had choccy cake durin' a menty I had to literally have robots coach me through to keep me to real life as my paranoia got so bad ad tell no fucker how bad it got and somehow maintained pre-poop 😎 110 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 13/10/2026Am makin' mesen finish my mom's leftovers from Sunday as I got sussed whoops but nowt else till I drop after it all or whatever 030 3
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 13/10/2026Apparently I keep lapsin' into catatonia. The brain and body freeze where I feel trapped. Like I can't move. Thoughts just kinda stop halfway and confuse me a lot. I forget more too. This memory resurfacing is probably gonna kill me if am lookin' like how shellshock is described 120 2
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 13/10/2026Am usually hungry by now... I cba to force mesen tho as it feels right to destroy mesen in some way no one'll notice. Idc anymore am at peace with sickness. My mind is so damn sick rn it feels right to feel physically horrendous. 020 2
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 13/10/2026I hope this destroys me. Am so drained. I feel like any unfinished business that brought me back from da void has been long completed an' av overstayed. Am rarely percievin' shite it feels like.. am far away more than before but trapped to watch unlike before 020 2
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 13/10/2026Got lazy square jus' do it recommended to me the world wants me hung 010 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 13/10/2026My vision is already too glitchy to reliably read an' av only been proper awake for 19 hours like how?? Am either mentally overstimulated, developin' a migraine from Satan himsen or goin' batshit an' it could jus' as easily be all the above. 020 2
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 13/10/2026Not be doodlin' an' tellin' my mom character lore whilst I play escape reality 😔🤌 010 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 13/10/2026Haha jus' realised ad have died twice by suicide if I kms again now that's a bloody statement 130 3
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 13/10/2026It may have been a real thing ahahah like pretty sure I recognise revelation chest numb tingle pain thingy that feels like a fucking nebula in texture from all the other fucked up revelations that had me usually in hospital or with new prescriptions oooooof this one's spicy 120 2
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 13/10/2026I can't process. My cpu is overheated an' I think my fuse is gone like am fully gone. It feels like a scream of mine is tryna type this. Why do I miss this one person enough to find their number again? Not sappy way. Weird, urge to speak way. Unsure. 010 1
Reposted by ☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎crazy ass moments in nu metal history @numetalmoment.bsky.social · 12/10/2026"from the inside" by linkin park (2004) 47625 76
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 13/10/2026ight substances that are harmless in medium (like jus' above average dose by max 50% in small values to clarify how minuscule a 50% would be) ingestion done. Chemical taste activated Placebo or actual effects (choosin' to not know) loading 010 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 13/10/2026Am gna rebel against my brain an' down more cough juice with more betas (literally non drowsy meds of unknown contents an' am keepin' it that way in case it be somert borin' an' the placebo is a placebo not a funnie yk? Like ignorance in case it placebo effects) 010 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 13/10/2026Bro if I tried doin' that algebra solution to the entire set of values? Ad be makin' up more alphabet 💀 Plus side, I can easily work out weird shit now. Bad side, I can easily work out weird shit now. 010 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 13/10/2026If x din't happen, then I woulda very unlikely not have discovered y. x+b = c(y+a) = sn -> z b = c(y+a) -x = sn /> z 'Cause a bit less c. Simplified: x+b = cy + ca = sn -> z b = cy + ca - x = sn /> z Component of cy+ca becomes reduced, wun't proceed without x 110 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 12/10/2026Nah am done my phone jus' coded my name behind a wall of numerical repetition If you note frequency of numerical value in sequence it be 2300122120 for 0-9 That is the engine that has the name I use publicly 💀 010 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 12/10/2026I broke a rule an' drank extra cough syrup that av no clue of the active ingredients of as it made me feel playful last time soo 020 2
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 12/10/2026IF I AM SLOW OTH UPLOADED IT IS MONDAY ALREADY WILL HAS BEEN CALLED A BELLEND BY DAZ HAHAHA (affectionately, like how I call ppl wonderful bastards) 020 2
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 12/10/2026Yesss uncle came thru with cold medicines again!! Me an' mommar shall badass this 040 4
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 12/10/2026WHIMBOWBOW RADADODADIDA WHIAMBOWBOWW 010 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 12/10/2026Alice in Wonderland rlly is jus' a collection of trauma responses as characters huh Am almost certain I went from that edgy bloke bonin' queen of hearts to Mad Hatter throughout my lifetime. Lowkey do understand everyone's favourite decapitation enthusiast as an adult tho 💀 140 4
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 12/10/2026Nearly fainted again am gna omad early (fuck ton of veg in this frozen leftovers thingy) Mommar lets me rest though the others don't seem to gaf. Also they keep tellin' me I need more pies but I want less an' only respect mommar's side right now so their comments don't matter 120 2
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 12/10/2026Hahahaah my mom said she's bring me cake and forgot about me completely laughs in worthless and choosing to fade away. Once I recover from this plague am goin' on hunger strike again. Said like my fasts ain't usually excessive of 24h but idc. Fuck my waste of a life. 020 2
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 11/10/2026Can't tell if am angry or hysterical but rn am in a state where I could commit arson and then ask about the weather with some cocky Yorkshire slang and a smirk fortified with the madness that started the fire so I reckon probably not a stable type mindset maybe 010 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 11/10/2026If I show up fashionably late to this shitshow then am gna categorically refuse food like publicly idgaf anymore. No more playin' happy families or painted smiles. Fuck my past. Am done even hidin' it. I can use it as a trait of my standard persona atp. Jus' claim it's a faff idk 100 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 11/10/2026How to dress up eyes to hide sad behind them when shades don't mask all of it enter No results found, try searching with different terms 000 0
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 11/10/2026Ykw fuck it Teaches self the bond theme by ear on acoustic and plays it within 30s (literally like an open 2,3 kinda deal so not rlly a flex) 000 0
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 11/10/2026I think Ten56 sound the closest to how my brain would sound as a band except actually good compared to my brain ad imagine (my brain is too shit to consider it could reach their levels) 100 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 11/10/2026I rlly don't care if I live or die after whatever my brain will get me doing tbh. I jus' know am never gonna feel guilty for not eating and letting them watch me fall apart anymore. Maybe it'd even make them happy. They tried an apology within 10 mins but words last longer. 110 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 11/10/2026Yeh my family do secretly hate me now confirmed an' am abt to b home alone. Av already told the spawn point of cancellin' my birthday. Dunno if she knew I meant it. 000 0
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 10/10/2026Mm non drowsy cough juice od (mild an' agreed as I jus' said idgaf an' downed it lol) an' sus spray that made sinuses go WHEE am like giddy jus' from feelin' close to alive again tbh like a placebo 010 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 10/10/2026Took a buncha random weird shite (literally was said to be weird shite) Apparently some addictive so probs in forra good time My sinuses are like YUM My throat has stopped existing bad Brain hopefully wjll go wild 110 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 10/10/2026AYO OK MY BRAIN CAN FUCKING RAM IT NOW THIS IS TOO FAR NONONONO GNA DYE MY HAIR OR SMTH I AM LITERALLY LOSIN' MY CRACKER ATP 020 2
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 10/10/2026I don't think am gna handle the shit that's tryna surface ngl chat it might b a bit too spicy even for Mr Carolina Reaper enjoyer Wow I rlly don't know how to be serious 010 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 10/10/2026Wow my brain jus' rlly went I hope no one'll get mad when I kms as if ad get yelled at for finishin' what I started three year ago 💀 000 0
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 10/10/2026Ngl I ain't thinkin' so safely after that impromptu episode of wtf happened to me so if sleep don't work, I think am gon' need to get berrah at laundry so the shit I'd need is available 'cause like I don't live alone rn so need to b careful if on dat shite 010 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 10/10/2026Necked 2 propran with a chugga monster de la calorieless an' gna inhale a subtoxic amounta nic to hopefully calm the prexag overflow on the stimfront, have enough blood pressure for the betas to not feel fully crap an' idk NOT THINK ANYMORE would be ideal 100 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 10/10/2026I literally wear my chain like normal hip attachment then noose-ish shaped attachment that connects from that to my neck, the clasp bein' the knot so ig discreet to a degree. It's hilarious how not a single mfr questions why I do this an' never remove shades might become a tree 010 1
☠︎ Temu Øzzy Hollow☠︎ @orions-phantom.bsky.social · 10/10/2026I mean.. my past is considered extreme by any doctor I talk to... but honestly... what my fuckin' brain jus' tried to admit from the hints it dropped... the patterns... the consistencies an' anomalies fit an' icl I nearly threw up an' I highly doubt that happens from falsehood... 110 1