iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

cms for @samuraiflame.bsky.social ✨my shoujo lover heart is on caffeine with this #art #illustration #VGenComm

black and white drawing of 2 characters in manga paneling style

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 08/07/2025

you can tattoo those guy omg??? 😂

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

also just found out my whole jug of turpentine has evaporated empty. no idea how that happened but ive basically been huffing brain damage gas this whole time. i cant even laugh at those zoomer lead vape stare meme anymore it’s gonna hit me next 😭👍

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

i wub collage art but doing it traditionally is just way too masochistic for me 😭

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

im still not used to the fact that i can just... repost my old stuff like that🧍 #art #oc

digital collage with a watercolor portrait

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 05/07/2025

also had fun with some kindergarten grade acrylic markers 🤭

acrylic marker drawing of Kali Maa on a slab of wood

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 05/07/2025

how do u redirect exp to your speed skill tree i srly need to haul ass... 😭

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 05/07/2025

((another one thankyew notification sound)) cms for @exocorpse.bsky.social #art #illust #inking

manga panel style illustration of two character in black and white

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pepo @peporonibaloni.bsky.social · 17/06/2025

uploading some vkei doodles now that I'm freer - idk if there are even a lot of vkei fans on bluesky but here we are #vkei #bucktick #vkeiart #atsushisakurai

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 14/06/2025

THEY GOT PANTS ON WDYM EXPLICIT ADULT CONTENT BSKY I GOT ANOTHER ACCOUNT FOR THAT 😭😭😭

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 13/06/2025

i was planning to use the itchio portrait generator thingy but it couldn't really capture that signature mentally scarred look of his that well so i gotta do it myself anw😭

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 13/06/2025

2nd time marrying a character that i had no interest in prior to downloading their game 😀 (first blood astarion)

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 06/06/2025

man i love making fem! version of my boys

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youmakemehuman @youmakemehuman.bsky.social · 27/12/2024

just pretend that I didn't forget my pw

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 05/06/2025

digital art is cleaner but also wayyy slower gdi 😭

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 25/05/2025

Thank uu I loved painting her as well 😁🩷🩷🩷

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 24/05/2025

I FORGOT ABOUT THIS. So thats why they asked about his fav thing 😭😭

Stardew valley screenshot of op's oc hitting level 100 in the mind and found the stardrop. The text reads: "you found a stardrop! Your mind is filled with thoughts of God of apocalypse"

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 24/05/2025

i got 2 dog owner oc neow

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 24/05/2025

thank uuu 🥹 and yass it was already such a relief when my suspicions turned into self acceptance but it just hit different when you finally gain acknowledgment from a "professional" too

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 24/05/2025

its prolly that skill regression canon event that ppl talk about but i cant fathom how i used to function before this anymore let alone mimic it. i’ll try to be more active but rn im just trying to survive and maybe crawl out of this art burnout hole after. love yall and peace out

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 24/05/2025

and i didn't have the balls to call out the ableism when i was in fact not officially autistic. but honestly even after getting dx i still face clown behaviour. literally had to get dx twice because the first one included another condition and ppl just ran with it & dismissed the big ass asd dx😭

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 24/05/2025

i'd be fine with self diagnosing, but it felt like the horrible shit i was experiencing wasnt just from being in the closet about it irl, but also from people who were aware but just didn't believe in my disability or didn't take it seriously

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 24/05/2025

i didn't think getting a diagnosis as an adult was even possible in vietnam but here we are. it can be done, though it's quite a pain in the ass and not exactly the most professional procedure out there. still, i felt relieved, along with some grief and rage after the fact too

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 24/05/2025

kinda disappeared last month to do some sidequests and uhhh this is one of them. it's official, im tism nation's citizen now 🧍 #actuallyautistic #shitpost

meme drawing of ginko from mushishi holding a green "mushi", asking "what kind of mushi is this?"
op's sona is next to him pulling another one out of their ear, saying "it's a neuron with extra dendritic spines found in autistic brains. got plenty more where that came from if you want a souvenir. mushi sounds tuff tho"

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 24/05/2025

cms for @lambcore.bsky.social its been 84 years since I last painted something in this style 😭💗 #art #commission #lambart

illustration of an anime character with pink twintails knitting on a glowing moon platform above earth's atmosphere

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 22/05/2025

getting a reminder that this song is older than me threw me for a loop lol 😂

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 03/05/2025

i heard that after purchasing you gotta leave him near an open window for ventilation... 😈🙏

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 11/04/2025

sketch cms for @exocorpse.bsky.social 🌹 im free again so hmu if you want to get something similar for your blorbos! orcus51.carrd.co vgen.co/orcus51 #art #commission

digital sketch of two character with clip studio paint ui surrounding them

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 11/04/2025

inspired by lover's eye lockets hehe

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 11/04/2025

this is so satisfying but it also took forever omg not even sure if I should pick this up seriously

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 11/04/2025

ok why did I sleep on clip studio paint animating #oc #art

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

and yep, im the aforementioned entity 👽 he was based on a vivid dream I had. not big on selfshipping myself, at least not the shipping yourself with your own oc kind (more power to people who does though!) so maybe imma make an oc representing myself in their world later teehee

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

the still-kinda-shitty-but-a-bit-lengthier version:

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

reposting old art bc new trend just dropped :3 #oc lore train!! Explain your oc’s lore in the shittiest way possible. minimum wage worker whose only jobs were selling fries and snitching on SCPs. he failed miraculously at both tasks so they moved him to a timed out padded room

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 08/04/2025

embrace the cringe be cringe and be freee

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 07/04/2025

naww that's so real thank you for sharing! 🥹 i also noticed that the less sane i am the more i draw, not sure if it's the same for everyone but lately i've been doing ok mentally wise so maybe that's why too lol

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ORCus51 @orcus51.bsky.social · 07/04/2025

back then i hated the way i draw sm but now looking back it's just,,, oughhhh...my shayla... 😭i even did composition exploration for the secret valentine thingy i was invited to and now it's just wham bam bam whatever manifested on the canvas will do

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