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ezgi 🤙

@opfer.bsky.social

81 followers 84 following 2.5K posts

⋆ 25, he/she ⋆ fan of a lot of things ⋆ interaction friendly Eng/Tur/Ger/Fr OK anemoi.straw.page yves and matzsang crazy

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

i want to thank tinashe already

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

i’ll kms i applied for a job and they offered an interview over the phone and then did not even call me and i wrote them a mail over it and i still did not get a reply SMHHH they should hire me as an apology or pay me for the anxiety caused or else i’ll flip like genuinely

ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

company by tinashe was released 10 yrs ago?? i remember listening to it when it was released and exactly where i was 😭😭😭😭😭😭

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

maturity levels down the drain bc i cracked up

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

this might be elevated by the fact that i have an irl so called ”best friend” whom i will likely break off contact with bc i’m done with that bullshit

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

how do i stop feeling like ppl hate me all the time grrrr

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 11/09/2026

just applied for jobs in the new time i’m going to move to😳

ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

it also felt like a divine messenger coming down to earth since i remembered plastic surgery again yesteday???

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

im sorry im cracking up so bad because i know her, and we were talking about plastic surgery irl previously but i imagined that sending me the reel is like going ”and with this YOU can be beautiful too❣️”

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

like a girl’s story in which she called herself beautiful, and now she sent me a plastic surgeon‘s reel in dms

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

i got assigned to bake a cake again FUCK

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

possibly getting miamilo keychains🤩🤩🤩

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

i had a larger cup of coffee than usual, a red bull and a small pot of leftover pasta and now a fee cups of black tea i am on a different plane

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

do you ever look at your friends and wonder how you managed to win their hearts because they are either so gorgeous or interesting or wonderful and showstopping

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

idk how many “i am a bad person and also i will die early”s i have left in me

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

excuse me WHO ???

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

😐

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

i mean they know that i’ll be fine and it’s just the evil brainworm speaking andddd usually i just leave to tear up and watch youtube or go on tumblr to reblog my silly lovies in the meantime

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

i ♡ telling my friends whenever i don’t feel well and dipping right when i get replies or advice

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

at the border to bulgaria waiting to get checked while i look up girls kissing and boys kissing

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

i’m in istanbul yay yay yay

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

wym i lost weight again can we stop the count 🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

incoming call from my brother bc he has to check my mail for me while i’m overseas 💀💀💀 i hope he doesn’t open a specific letter before asking me bc it’s Embarrassing </3

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

not even half past noon and i already sm😋

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

i’ve been back on the animal crossing new horizons grind lately guyssss my island is islanding but all i need is more bells😔

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

feels so different 😭😭😭

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

the assistants and other customers staring at me explaining what i want to go for pls😵😵

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

i definitely want to go out with you for a tea or dessert but not here 👉👈

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

i always feel so shy at the hair salon, love the energy of hairdressers but i cannot match it and i get 👉👈a little 👉👈nervous👉👈

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

on day 4 is crazy

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

how i sit there trying to answer a hundred questions in a conversation like the fattest cramp had not just hit me all of a sudden

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

worst of it all i was told to do something, and we were about to leave and i brought it up because it was forgotten and suddenly i was laughed at for that too????? for something that was not even my idea???????

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

i’m genuinely tired of how my habits are made fun of and i keep getting dehumanized for things others found valid initially then it gets to a point they end up joining in on the joke, and i keep getting interrupted or words put in my mouth, but whenever i defend myself they make fun of that too wth

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

wait wym a band i really like was here in my city today do i really fumble everything 😔😔😔

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Cravat クラバット🍷 @datcravat.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

mia fey beach photocard

Digital art of Mia Fey from Ace Attorney in a black bikini at the beach. It's a waist-up shot and she's leaning forward, adjusting a large straw hat she's wearing with one hand. The piece is painted with saturated colours. "Mia Fey" is signed in the bottom left corner.

ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

idk why i wss so dramatic this morning i am okay

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

someone hit me with a frying pan or shake me around i need to stop tearing up when i’m entering the public

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

not the fainting soell pls

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

i hate being broke and not being able to fulfill my hyperfixations while pmsing hard becaus i know i could handle this shit with ease any other time but i’ve been fighting for my life out here

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

ive made it a running joke blaming my brother bc technically he is the reason i had to go to the city earlier bc i would have had the option to go by train if i was at my grandparents’ town💀💀 my other brother is in istanbul too rn (also few family members) so at least i couldve had sb around in case

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

and driving in istanbul too….id cry and die probably

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

im more sad over not seeing istanbul i think bc i love it there and all its chaos😔😔😔 but i also would never in my life rent a car and drive 8 hours like my city especially has the craziest drivers i think, even as a pedestrian i am fighting for my life

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

having major fomo that i cannot be at the istanbul festival when i’m in turkey rn but wayy south where no train or prop public transport system exists except for a 13-14 hour bus ride or plane flight but hell no i cannot spend that much money + i’d need a hotel😭😭😭😭😭😭

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 11/08/2026

pms eraaaaa🥰

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

i feel so greedy

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

i feel like my anxiety has been a lot more severe than it used to be but i can hide it better somehow while back then (though still pretty bad) it felt milder and i could not hide it at all :’

ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

hyper ego tomorrowswsswww

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baked tofu @woosannie.atiny.social · 06/08/2026

woosansang is the gift that keeps on giving

ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

this cafe keeps playing my favorite songs so either they have good taste or i have a pretty basic taste regarding turkish alternative songs

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ezgi 🤙 @opfer.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

they were not wrong

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