iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

How im not "trying hard enough" yeah, I fucking guess im not dropping 10 bucks to join a private discord server for an artist so I can meet some people who are into what im into, sorry im in fucking debt and am working my way out to solve it, sorry i have people reminding me no one will help u out

But I bet you ill probably see a fair bit of rude comments telling me how wrong I am for these views, while someone i know personally got chased out of this space for these exact same things + constant drama

Its why I just gave up on expecting this to be anything, I attempted my life around a month ago twice due to some comments, im tired of not using my bluesky as my space, I know at this point unless I sell my own soul and just wag my ass, post diapers, and more, no one will care about me

If I, miss no name does it, im crashing out and should do it in private with my one friend I have, clearly they know better with their 40+ friends they post about opening up about these things for

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I want friends who I *can* do horny things with, but not only horny stuff, id want to talk about games and stuff with them, and also open up about personal stuff if they let me, thats only something big people get to do on bluesky and twitter

Its emotional immaturity, the fact many spaces where people can make friends are closed off. Gated private, the fact that abdl isnt really abdl anymore,its dl with sometimes letting ab exist, so you got a bunch of horny losers who exist in this space, hard to make actual friends in a space like this

Ive got too many shitty experiences for this thread so I'm gonna just, stop posting in it rn, and do what I said to do

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Im not the type to name drop, but it is fun when someone opens the door to try to help, only for them to 8 minutes into it try to push you to erp with them, idk why someone would even try to help at that point. Id tell them I cant really help, its the kind thing to do

Most people ive met, here, Twitter, discord, do not care about me, they care about what sexy thing I can give them, and even as ive seen here, if I complain or show weakness, im actually a emotional liability or a risk to their happiness, so they then avoid me, its fun knowing that

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Ive had people ask me for erp while im breaking down emotionally, while they opened the door for me to do it, ive had people ask me to dom them despite the fact literally every where I go I explicitly post how I am uncomfortable domming, most of my exes were the same way too, this is normal

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Why are you even surprised? I made a mistake attempting to make friends in the abdl space, that's all it was, im not the first one to say stuff like this, ive had people ask me to wear outfits that I was showing them for pure sfw reasons cuz they got off to it

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Sorry, but Im probably just gonna sleep the week away due to finding this out about everyone i know, I need new friends and a path foward

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I wish my existence didnt only matter for sex appeal to many..

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Its not common for us! J-just.. uhm.. one moment.. theres a knock at my door..!

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Gonna try out kernel hearts soon, bwaa rouge likes my beloved

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I didnt even think of it that way, now that you mention it, youre right lol

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Yeah, it was kingdom hearts, by the way, its.. i suppose it reminds me of simpler times, and its a very comforting experience, even so far

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I guess my only exception to myself personally is if someone draws porn based on a personal friends kid or their pet, i dont really think thsts okay but thats just me

You can always speak to me!

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Id like to mention here and piggyback that I share the same stance, because ive had people think "oh because you're indifferent it means you still shun them" no, i dont care what people like, and I support that stuff. As long as its not a real world crime to a real person or animal im fine with it

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