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Its my grandma’s funeral today. I still don’t know if/what I am feeling. Feels like I have already grieved for years and years at this rate. Dementia is fucking evil

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Starting to think about getting back to my Dorley fanfic :)

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

This time last year I woke up early to go to a themepark (Fuji-Q Highland) in Japan, I was reading and seeing the Charlie Kirk memes on a coach, what a bizarre day that was

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Had a big hamstring exercise day recently and aaaaaa its so sore

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

I'm so hyped to see Spiritbox next week. I should really start planning my outfit now lol

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

I hate shaving my legs so fucking much

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

more shelves more shelves more shelves

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Still far too worried to be horny on main since I found out this account was being monitored by people who used to be my friends :))))))

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

I need to start writing my terrible Dorley fanfic again. I completely lose confidence in my ability to write, but i need to remember it doesn't matter at all if its dogshit, I still made something and thats cool as fuck

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

I should probably make that website at some point

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Hello, if you want good voice coaching from a fellow trans femme, you should employ me! negotiable rates too, can do cheaper if you're in education, unemployed etc etc :)

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

I'm so hype to see Spiritbox soon :D

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

more shelves would fix me. just m o r e

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

ya girl actually bought herself some knee high socks :)

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Now this is a proper amount of estrogel

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

so it turns out they DID test my T levels when I last had my bloods, but just forgot to tell me? got the results now and they're nice and low (1.2nmol/L)

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

I swear I am the sweatiest person alive

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

my cucumbers have begun pickling :) I’m only making like quick pickles currently but its nice, I enjoy making a tasty thing :) the brine is half apple cider vinegar, half water, plus sugar and salt

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

I finished my little jar of homemade pickled red cabbage - next up, pickled cucumber :)

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Got correctly gendered in the gym today, which always feels good as I look like total dogshit in the gym

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Every so often I’ll be sat around and it’ll hit me : Oh shit I have a woman’s body, and thats fucking awesome

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

Aww, gutted. I loved Dolly Parton

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

I should start wearing knee high socks

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

sorry to be boring and repetitive but i have really bad insomnia yet again

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

well its happened, after a week of suffering, Grandma has gone now.

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

I’m getting into pickling things, first off, pickled red cabbage

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

Insomnia sucks. I get stressed that I’m not sleeping, which then makes it even harder to sleep. What a fucking stupid system

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

Tired to a level I didnt realise I could be

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

my grandma is dying :( it's not really a surprise, and its a long time coming sadly (she's had dementia for 15 or so years) but its still very sad and grim.

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

I've had this macbook neo (bought with my student discount ☺️) for a few months now and I'm still really impressed. I haven't had a laptop for ages, but considering how cheap this was its a really beautiful device, and considering I'm only using it for word processing and sending emails its great

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

insomnia hitting hard. Hopefully I can power through today then go to bed normally and go to work on sunday

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

I love fishnets but untangling them is an absolute fucking nightmare

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

The press will hound you to death, then post faux sadness at your death and pretend “oh how did we get here”. We got here because the press are utter scum

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

and the newspapers kill someone else. Despicable parasites, utter scum. If I wrote what I want to I’d be banned immediately. Fuck them all to hell

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

fuck me, nearly shat myself on that emergency alert 🫠

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Holly, Queen Of Pilk @onmehols.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

back at it again with the insomnia :))))))

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