iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

fuck it the horrible thoughts account is getting use again

$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

oh i'm hurt hurt huh. how do i function. genuine question. does a lifetime worth of unintentional masking and some kind of plurality "let me" do this or is some sort of willpower that i don't and shouldn't have to thank for the fact i haven't killed myself yet from. just giving up

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

i wonder when i'll actually do something. again

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

i keep telling myself "you can't help others when you aren't in a space to help yourself", which, i will stand by, that is true, and doing so anyways only pushes you further into disrepair. but how do i actually help myself?

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 05/07/2026

shit from a butt day and you choose to crash out over people choosing to enjoy fireworks and tell them to grow up. genuinely under my skin and i'm the bitch that account hopped/prestige(d) to get away from bs drama i'm not even involved in like that

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

genuinely i'm manifesting that ruben sim outs himself as a pedophile so i never have to hear anything positive about that absolute wanker ever again. prime example of why you should just give blowjobs instead of missionary sometimes

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

i'm gonna be like that superhuman fella that decides to build himself a new superpower each day and choose to turn my arm into somewhat of a shotgun barrel so when i throw a brick it actually just explodes into a bunch of little pieces and flies like shrapnel

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

bladee why does your line "if it's wrong i don't want to be right" go so hard and ring so true

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 05/06/2026

there's a me inside here just for hatred

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 05/06/2026

when did i write the bio for here like that

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

girls hungry for gock bitch i'm hungry for a glock

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

god jane remover you are fucking awesome

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 29/05/2026

saw someone say that someone "had no life experience because she's 26". people like that are why US congress is made up of near exclusively walking skeletons and that's just shrugged off

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

actually no i get it i don't want to hear the opinions of 16 year olds daily

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

is it really only paypal or stripe??

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

there's no hurt in making like a gofundme or kofi for like 100 bucks so i could just suck it up and go "buy the damn hormones bitch" right? (she asks, knowing the answer already)

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

ah i just realised i'm probably more traumatised with "modesty" from my parents being christian than i realise

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

being straight would be so much easier like i'd be able to properly get off and find just being a whore and shit hot because it's basically all dudes that would wanna fuck but nooo if i wanna get came in i have to stumble on a pre-op trans girl. or post-op "cis" "girl". odd thought at the end but eh

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 27/05/2026

crashout so bad i'm returning to playing cyberpunk before fixing the dogshit CPU performance 100%ing issue

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 27/05/2026

i'm actually gonna become queen von any day now cos of ya'll word on my life. coming in my fucking notis tryna defend lil n s after a girl i barely know gets mass rep'd cos of that fella. get the fuck out bitch i KNOW you don't wash yo ass and then scratch yo crack raw before eating hotdogs

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 26/05/2026

oh yeah i'm definitely plural. maybe not exactly plural because the swap kinda thing seems to happen a lot smoother and it's all kinda very similar but i talk to myself and have way too many different style voices in my head to not be plural kinda thing. maybe plural isn't the term that describes me

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 21/05/2026

for the record if you're white and british i strive to do my best to make you feel racially attacked. sincerely another white person

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

main account post that sits on the thoughts account for now (i need an emoji for these things): i want nipple piercings

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

they're calling me a forced repper (poor) i'll genuinely just open like a gofund me or something deadass. or maybe suck it up and pray i can land a job and the fact that i'm quite obviously a tranny who's just lazy with her voice is not obvious to any employer. we'll see

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

response secured after like uhh 5 days of nothing. i WILL lock in on my life properly for once

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

i keep getting messages from this number but i had previews when locked off so i couldn't read them because i open my phone and they're just not there. i feel like i'm tweaking but that's the second time i've seen my phone do that to me except there was 5 messages this time

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

the sun's calling me. my first smiting is soon. i can feel it

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

i don't care if i ever employ the "everybody is stupid other than me". seeing people openly going "oh sorry you pointed out aaron was liking porn and got banned yeah no you deserved the 3 day """invitation to touch grass"""" deadass brings the loaded 6 gague shotgun barrel closer to my brain

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

if i follow you already here that's like a "hi i really like you and fw you come on in any time if you ever feel like it"

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

it/she's tempting but i need my pointless identity humor. my bull she/it needs to stay with me for a little while longer

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

i keep having the urge to go on a roadtrip. but like a long roadtrip along some motorways at very early morning hours. specifically in an electric car

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

whiffing the reading check and missing a word that you think would just be one you read twice like 7 times in a row so you double down and resort to gaslighting because the guy kinda sucks anyways

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 13/05/2026

burner account bitches don't bang around my bullshit

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 11/05/2026

i think i need to actually take a proper step back and examine exactly what falls under my "relatability is hot" kinda mindset. as in i really enjoy being friends/dating someone who understands me VERY thoroughly as if is was me

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

i don't really like how fast we all moved past that puppygirl discourse. like there hasn't even been mentions of that shit past me lowkey trying to point out "uhh hey girls i don't think saying puppygirls are the devil's creation or calling them 'a fake form of femininity' is good in any way"

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

yeah i like when the soft pathetic girl personality literally crumbles in on herself because she's the only social one i seem to actually be able to talk to other people with so i just say like 5 words that are the vaguest thing ever and it doesn't come out how i want it to

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

i'm closing bsky before i get hella sappy you don't need to see me in a state of vulnerable i barely even show myself

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

i want an angel with a heart of gold to hold me for just 10 minutes. at least. that could fix me. a little

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 08/05/2026

ohhhhhh that's what i saw in that one guy* who was kinda really weird in his* relationship with me, he's* an egg. it makes so much sense now *pronouns kept current because this poor soul either doesn't know, doesn't want to accept it or is. coping to avoid accepting it. so the previous one

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 07/05/2026

most trans girls have the little blahaj and while i do too spiritually my blahaj has always been the dunelm small car pillow they just called "beep" and i just stuck with the name. love that little fella

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

signal is sepia.69 no idea how the 69 was default too lmao

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

my ass is getting sussed for saying that shit there's no way

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

the current shit where we're REALLY getting pushed out of one of the major technical safe spaces now is saddening to me. but nobody who wishes to harm me can kill me in a way that matters so who cares

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

why are so many trans girls i know 5'6". including myself. i have no idea if i'm like actually 5'5" instead though nobody actually has an accurate tape measure in this country

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

well i managed to get windows back on it. cool

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

back to that strange empty feeling i guess

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

i forgot what i was going to say. something about calling nazi defenders illiterate i remember that much. who cares you probably agree with that already anyways. like that's basically common sense knowledge

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$epia @onebandsepia.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

if that kind of person/lib is the kind i have to stand shoulder to shoulder with to get any rights i might as well kill myself now ngl. we are straight up ngmi as a society

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