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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I wish I had something to show for instead of just begging for financial help but alas work and life outside of work has been pretty miserable. I've been undergoing some serious anhedonia and my drive to draw anything (besides stupid throwaway doodles) is at an all time low. I'm trying to recuperate

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Ktullanyx @ktullanyx.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Hello, I figured I'd boost this one more time. I just need another $450 to help cover my slice of bills for the month. Any and all help would really be appreciated!

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Ktullanyx @ktullanyx.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

The paycheck I received last Friday was incredibly meager no thanks to the previously mentioned illness that hospitalized me and put me out of work for a while. I could really use some help accumulating funds to pay for my half of rent and utilities. I'm really sorry I'm resorting to begging again.

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Almost lost my job today due to my health conditions being a liability. My boss was generous enough to give me a second chance but I am at incredibly low morale right now given that my physical conditions are not exactly ones that I can dissolve of so easily... Any help would be appreciated. 😭

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Sorry for the massive halt of activity for over a month now. If you follow my sfw/personal account here on bsky then you'd definitely be more in-the-know of what's been going on. I'm currently still in training for my new job so I may be absent for a bit longer until I get my bearings together.

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

With three ER trips and two painful menstrual cycles this month I don't think I can endure much more suffering. 😞

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

If you're interested in helping me out, I'd greatly appreciate it. I don't know if I'm capable of giving much in return, I still wanna do something special for Vore Day if possible, but I will be hopefully starting my new job soon so I'm not 100% certain I will be available. ko-fi.com/ktullanyx

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 21/07/2026

God I miss being able to eat food and not have to worry about it coming back up. I think I dropped nearly 15lbs this month alone. 😭

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

Bweh, I'm so sorry for not being around lately, I've been puking my guts out like every day for the past week or so. Food and liquids have not been kept down very well and I'm struggling to even draw because I'm so physically weak.

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

I took some ~embarrassing~ photos of myself exposing my tummy in various outfits, should I offer them for a small fee? 😏

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

My birthday is in a month from today. I should probably make something for it... 🤔

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 06/07/2026

Been paranoid just eating food lately because I don't wanna throw up any more...

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

Unfortunately, I'm in another financial pickle immediately after getting my bills taken care of. I just got back from the hospital and was diagnosed with viral gastroenteritis. Alas, because I am unemployed and therefore uninsured, my hospital visit totals up to $1,283... 🫠 ko-fi.com/ktullanyx

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 30/06/2026

Hi hi, I have rent and utilities due tomorrow and need some help getting those squared away. If you are interested in commissioning me, please fill out my form below. If you just want to donate, please use my ko-fi link! Thank you! forms.gle/eC23FLN3e3YR... ko-fi.com/ktullanyx

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

You have to be nice to me today because my uterus and my brain are kicking me while I'm down.

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

Sorry I ramble about the dumbest shit sometimes, I don't know how to process my thoughts cohesively and consistently. I tend to go off into tangents and side-stories or analogies and it probably gets kinda grating reading a long-winded post thread from me. Where's the art, Nyx?! Post some art!! AAAA

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

I'm weirdly defensive about where I'm from or where I live. Like, I get that I don't live in a relatively great place in terms of cost of living, political mindset, or even natural disasters, but I don't appreciate it when people not from here have the gall to insinuate everyone from here sucks ass.

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

Got some weird pain in the left side of my chest that I can feel front and back... what did I do?

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 26/06/2026

Sorry, I ended my stream early because I got nervous... I felt like I wasn't being interesting or engaging enough... 😞

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 26/06/2026

I realize that whenever I stream I don't really talk like I say I do... I'm not much of a yapper unless prompted to. I need people to talk TO me in order to yap. 😭

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

Sadly, I'm low on funds because I got laid off from my job last month. I need approximately $1200 total for my half of rent, water, and electricity, then I need to cover my car insurance and an upcoming psychiatry appointment. My commissions are always open, as well as my ko-fi. ko-fi.com/ktullanyx

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

Super funny whenever I have to shut someone down as politely as possible for overstepping and they just don't say anything ever again. I'm not scary and you're not in trouble, just have some manners...

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

Love putting lots of effort and detail into a piece of artwork when it wasn't necessary because I want to do better with rendering and anatomy, then trying to share it among my fellow artist peers in hopes to get some kind of feedback only for it to get ignored because I'm not part of their clique

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

Sometimes a nice nap can temporarily stave off the bad feelings. I desperately needed that I think.

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

Been riddled with intense anxiety all day and I think it's because I highly dislike it when people assume things about me. 🫠

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

Feeling melancholy. Saw some of my friends names in the credits when I rewatched TADC finale and while I'm very happy for them to have contributed to such a successful indie animated series, I can't help but compare myself and question why I have never been contacted to work on projects before...

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

A follower from China on TwXtter called me 大佬 which means "big shot" in Chinese 😭😭😭

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 18/06/2026

Getting real ornery again about people who make showing off their OC(s) their entire personality. There's being proud of yourself and keeping it to relevant conversation, and then there's obnoxious "everyone look at me" behavior that really puts me off. Stop forcing it, get attention somewhere else.

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

Applied to two different positions for a federal job, here's to hoping I get considered for an interview and eventually hired. :u

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

I wanted to get some art done before going to bed but Fennel kept laying on my desk/mousemat/keyboard/tourbox/hand so I ended up just giving up and going to bed. 😞

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

Re-uploading this commission set with the new 10-image carousel update to see how it looks. Commissioned by @orchestration.bsky.social

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

Co-worker from the job I got let go from called me earlier today to let me know that more employees are getting let go and that the entire division isn't making budget predictions and I'm wondering if it's because more and more people are realizing that the owner of the IP is a massive fucking cunt.

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 10/06/2026

Oh oh, if any of you guys are really into furry and anthro artwork, please follow my long-time friend @ravanoms.bsky.social :3 They made a vore-centric account recently to help separate their works by general ratings due to bsky's recent NSFW flaggings and whatnot.

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 10/06/2026

I slept a resounding three hours I am ready to face the day

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 10/06/2026

Sorry, it's becoming a trend for me to bitch and moan on this account when I either can't sleep or feel lonely. I no longer have means to see a therapist so I'm just kinda shouting with my mouth closed. I will try to show some restraint from now on. 😵‍💫

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 10/06/2026

It's probably pretty obvious at this point but I have insane body dysmorphia and it doesn't stop at just the skin-picking. My physical build is too masculine, and the excess weight doesn't help either. I am working on the weight loss part, but my shoulders and ribcage are permanently broad...

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

I need to wear gloves at all times or something. I have been picking at my skin a lot more than usual lately and the wounds are only getting worse... 😞

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

Felt seismic activity in my area and was genuinely confused because I live in fucking Florida. 6.4 Magnitude earthquake reported off the NW coast of Cuba. <<;;

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 07/06/2026

Wanted to enjoy my evening by watching some Sopranos with friends, but one of the episodes we just watched happened to have a pretty visceral rape scene in it and now I'm really sad. :(

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

Just remembered I took my tirzepatide injection last night and now I know why I feel super fatigued and lethargic 😞

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

TADC finale still has me fucked up, I feel so hollow now. It was a great send-off, don't get me wrong, but it's like... seeing your friends off at the airport and never knowing if and when you'll see them again.

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 06/06/2026

A friend DM'd me the other day with a picture of Nagi Arato from Ruri no Houseki which you'd think is fine and all given I love her design and personality. But the artwork depicted her with a massive cock and balls and enormous breasts all adorned in a micro bikini. It didn't appeal to me at all.

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

I think I deserve a little treat today. I've been enduring intense abdominal pain and laying in bed for over 12 hours until the pain finally subsided. Would you like to be the little treat?

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

I got my earlobes pierced against my will when I was 6, and months later my ears got terribly swollen despite the pierced areas getting regularly cleaned and sanitized. I stopped wearing earrings since, and the piercing holes healed up and disappeared, but my earlobes get swollen still to this day?

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

Absolutely deranged question for you guys, but if I stopped drawing vore or NSFW stuff in general, would you still care to see my tame art and personal projects? This isn't to gauge my value to you as an artist, but rather just to see if you like, value me beyond the whole artist persona. :3c

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

Psychiatrist has a new diagnosis for me... C-PTSD 🫠

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

Happy Pride Month! I wouldn't particularly consider myself queer because I'm a cis woman in a het relationship, but over the years I've been making efforts to deprogram myself from my very conservative upbringing and be more accommodating and accepting of the diverse array of genders and sexualities

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Nyx in Dyx 🔞 @nyxindyx.bsky.social · 01/06/2026

Was gonna actually try drawing today but Fennel said no at any moment I picked up my tablet pen. Fucker is laying on my desk and sleeping on my TourBox and blocking access to my keyboard. You'll probably insist I pick him up and move him, but this cat is so full of spite, he'll just come back.

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