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🍒 cherry🍒 @numbbutalive.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

Im tired really fucking exhausted Idk what to do anymore I guess I will never lead a life I once dreamed of

🍒 cherry🍒 @numbbutalive.bsky.social · 30/01/2026

i lost my father this month on the 21th i still can't believe it life would never be the same i always told myself that i don't have that deep relationship with dad I won't be sad if i lose him but I can't stop remembering him nor .....stop crying when i see things that remind him of him.

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🍒 cherry🍒 @numbbutalive.bsky.social · 17/07/2025

It's sad how no one cares, It's so shitty how i need to fake that I'm motivated and I'm okay alive and kicking at this point i want a reboot fuck the world fr

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🍒 cherry🍒 @numbbutalive.bsky.social · 15/07/2025

90% of my friends say km ghosting them and im a very secretive person about my family issues and saying to ppl im not in the mood to speak makes me feel like shit and most of them thinks it a mere excuse where im depressed and being home 24/7 makes it worst

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🍒 cherry🍒 @numbbutalive.bsky.social · 15/07/2025

fighting daily with each other and i always need to interfere so i break their fight so no drastic outcome happens and now i have no energy to speak to anyone or do anything i have been so active on socials but now i barely get online

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🍒 cherry🍒 @numbbutalive.bsky.social · 15/07/2025

well its not like i hate my parents but they are toxic asf acting like victims non stop

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🍒 cherry🍒 @numbbutalive.bsky.social · 14/07/2025

my life shift 360 degree last year my brother was the only father figure i had and he got married last year A lot of family dramas happened and that made me see my mom on her real color

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🍒 cherry🍒 @numbbutalive.bsky.social · 14/07/2025

I'm a self diagnosed adhd individual and i just need the money to get the real diagnostic and life has been hell for me these last five years

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🍒 cherry🍒 @numbbutalive.bsky.social · 14/07/2025

so basically idk from where to actually start .........its so annoying

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🍒 cherry🍒 @numbbutalive.bsky.social · 14/07/2025

so basically i will vent a bit here since no one knows me here and i feel like exploding fr

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🍒 cherry🍒 @numbbutalive.bsky.social · 14/07/2025

i wanna leave this country so bad .......

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🍒 cherry🍒 @numbbutalive.bsky.social · 14/01/2025

today is the new amazigh year happy new year assogas ambarkin 2975

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sbk⁷ @shesboredkids.bsky.social · 04/01/2025

before I fall sopekook | rated e #btsfics 🤍omegaverse au 🤍dystopia au 🤍dead dove dne 🤍dark themes 🤍pls read the tags 🫶 archiveofourown.org/works/619702...

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Chiehani⁷ @chiehani.bsky.social · 02/12/2024

Remember When I Saved You (Chapter 123) by Chiehani - 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS archiveofourown.org/works/40965984/chapters/155905195 #btsfic #yoonmin #OT7 #btsfic #yoonmin #OT7

Chapter summary of chapter 123 Gajah of the BTS fan fiction Remember When I Saved You by Chiehani as published on AO3. The summary reads: 'When it comes to matters of people, even matters of tomorrow
There is no way of knowing what will happen, so just take
Elephant steps, steps by twos and threes, twos and threes
We gotta go with elephant steps'

(Lyrics: Gaeko ft. RM: Gajah)

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yrrweg⁷🦢 @yrrweg.bsky.social · 19/10/2024

The sheet music from the concept clip for Imagine is apparently Spring Day 😭

A screenshot of the concept clip for Imagine. It shows a tape recorder, a mechanical pencil, and 2 pages sheet music on a desk

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🍒 cherry🍒 @numbbutalive.bsky.social · 28/08/2024

Idk if I'm even going to live that far I just wanna sleep through the whole day I don't wanna speak to anyone

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🍒 cherry🍒 @numbbutalive.bsky.social · 28/08/2024

I don't know what to do anymore I just finished college and graduated I just realized I never had a dream in life I'm not good at nothing and after staying at him (which I hate) I got depressed more than I was

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🍒 cherry🍒 @numbbutalive.bsky.social · 25/08/2024

Not me writing randomly after four years of stopping I'm not even sure if it's worth it

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🍒 cherry🍒 @numbbutalive.bsky.social · 03/07/2024

Happy bday 🎈🎂 to me 💜💜💜💜

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🍒 cherry🍒 @numbbutalive.bsky.social · 27/06/2024

Congrats to me it's 1am and I lost all of my sleep

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🍒 cherry🍒 @numbbutalive.bsky.social · 27/06/2024

I think I need to just stop having close people cause that shit hurts

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