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I know that's maybe weird to say when I've posted photos of myself intentionally looking hot. Idk. It's weird and confusing. Also looking back the vast majority of my yearning posts here are about making out which is really funny

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Not hangups about finding people attractive. I meant hangups about people finding ME attractive. I love that I'm hot now but it sometimes feels weird when I grew up as the kid nobody wanted to be around. People literally said "ew" when they found out I had a crush on them in school.

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Sometimes I feel like maybe all I wanna do with loved ones is cuddle and goof off and chat and play games and make out

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Its so hard to know the answer to a lot of things. Have I just not had a lot of good sex? Am I just way more vanilla than a lot of my peers? Has HRT just tanked my sex drive so I don't really care anymore? Do I have hangups about finding people attractive? Am I so touch starved it feels alien to me?

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There's been a lot of thoughts in my mind lately about sexuality and how much I'm even interested in sex (or at least sex in reality? idk) and thoughts about how kinky sex is kind of the most socially acceptable time for an adult to play pretend or whatever

bee (gay) 🔞 @nsfnork.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

i think it says a lot about me that petplay used to be like the bread and butter of my sexual fantasies for nearly a decade and then like 5 months ago I started pondering "hey what if I was a dog and DIDN'T jerk off about it" petplay has basically disappeared from my head

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I didnt happen . I never get what I want 😔

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bee (gay) 🔞 @nsfnork.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

@brain can i please have a vivid dream about passionately tongue kissing a sylveon tonight . Thanks

bee (gay) 🔞 @nsfnork.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

I could go for making out with a pokemon right about now

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bee (gay) 🔞 @nsfnork.bsky.social · 18/08/2026

Sometimes if you wobble your meat enough this sticky goo comes out idk whats up with that

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bee (gay) 🔞 @nsfnork.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

More emotions should be like horniness where you can just perform some action to stop feeling it . I should be able to like explode and release all my anxiety all at once and then be okay after

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bee (gay) 🔞 @nsfnork.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

It happens to the best of us. I'm constantly fighting through similar anxieties

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bee (gay) 🔞 @nsfnork.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

Not to turn this place into a venting account theres just less of you here and also these anxieties are largely tied to nsfw stuff

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bee (gay) 🔞 @nsfnork.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

Suddenly getting over a thousand followers on main sure is wonderful as a deeply anxious person who believes I'm fucked up and awful and everyone's gonna find out one day and it doesn't help that I've drawn weird porn and posted it online

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bee (gay) 🔞 @nsfnork.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

Labeled as adult content .. come on bluesky mods its just a photo showing off my soft, plush, grabbable thighs and modest bulge.... i didnt even post my tummy this time

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bee (gay) 🔞 @nsfnork.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

splatoon raider? i hardly know 'er

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bee (gay) 🔞 @nsfnork.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

no it's chill it's just funny to me when nothing happened. did one of my posts suddenly enter the algorithm ???

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That last part is the kind of thing thats like. yeah that doesnt surprise me . but also why would you not want to feel the boobs gently theyre so soft and squishy and tender

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well at least i know all my mutuals are chill with me being a fucking pervert (glances at what my main has been like for a month) nobody had any idea until now

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including people who recently followed me on main . how did you find me !!!!!!!

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wait why did i get new followers today . where did you come from. how did you find me

bee (gay) 🔞 @nsfnork.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

I dream of making a game so good i get sucked off about it