iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 18/05/2026

for the record my opinion did a 180 this layer fucking rules

Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

thoughts out in writing and throw them to the wind, get them out of my system so hopefully i’ll be less stressed today idk i have to leave the bathroom now (i was shitting while writing this) but yeah that’s stuff that might happen lol this is my cat his name is nuclear bombs

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

also if you’re wondering why i don’t use the weekends to draw, my dads house im at on weekends highkey feels like a surveillance state sometimes. plus like burnout and fatigue and pain and stuff dunno who will read this, lowkey dont care? not in a mean way, the point of this was to get some of my

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

could be helpful for like. genuine therapy. now, like most of my art missions, this is likely to fail. i’d also probably do it somewhere else and also have to work out some logistics like “hey what if i want to make a comic with a friend in it who already has a sona?” but anyways.

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

made me want to do a similar thing, make short furry comics documenting like the best and worst things that have happened in my life as a way of venting those experiences, especially considering that i’ve been under a lot of social and psychological strain recently and talking about those things

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

anyways, the point i wanted to make in the first place is i’ve been reading the comics made by alteredpanel on tumblr www.tumblr.com/alteredpanel which uses cute furry comics as a way to journal the good and bad lived experiences of someone with DID. i don’t have DID, but the comics have lowkey

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@alteredpanel

a comic diary CW: this blog deals with topics of self harm/ending, substance abuse, csa and familial abuse. this is meant to depict an honest portrayal of life with DID. proceed with your wellbeing ...

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

trying to fit in some exercise means that like half those days i just end up working out while watching anime or youtube video essays it stinks, but hopefully i can figure out a way to move out and closer to work, family dramas just making that extremely hard psychologically. plus logistics

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

unfortunately employment is kicking my ass. i work an hour away from my parents house so usually i have to wake up at 6, get ready in a hour, drive an hour, work from 8-5, then drive another hour, eat a respectful family dinner, clean said dinner, and then i got like an hour or two to do what i want

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 16/05/2026

howdy, my nonexistent followers (my like 3 irl friends who follow this account) i have no real reason to post here other than to talk into the void for a bit of stress relief, today’s been big on family drama. consider this a vent post. i’ve wanted to start drawing and posting stuff here but

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 25/04/2026

need to send over discord but it’s too big, jjk manga spoilers lol

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

that one room where its a big box divided into thirds where each third is spinning and there are mannequins sticking to walls and infinitely respawning virtues on either side can kiss my ass tho the power introduction was very hard but i’m willing to give it a pass as a tough love intro. it was fun

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

i am still describing a like 8-9/10 layer, for the record. everything else about it was great. was definitely still worth the wait, and i’m pretty confident it’ll grow on me.

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

act 8 where i do feel like i just had no idea what was going on at times bc the rooms just had too much stuff happening (8-3 especially). i played on brutal, but im more talking about the quantity of stuff happening, rather than difficulty. and that’s probably by design, just wasn’t as much for me.

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

also i don’t think anyone really cares? but ultrakill act 8 is very good, but i do think its the first act in the game where i think things got too chaotic? in the other acts i felt like things were extremely hectic, but not so chaotic that i lost my bearings completely. there were a few levels in

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

post-work doodle #8-9: king doodles i did while waiting for people to respond to my teams messages during work. trying to figure out how to give him glasses without them being ugly. #art #furryart

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

daily doodles are still happening work just leaves me exhausted when i get back home so i may need to rebrand it LOL. thought i could do it daily but i didn’t account for like falling asleep after work and how one or two games of deadlock take up almost all my free time after work.

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 23/02/2026

daily doodle #8: been binging game changer and it’s been a fucking riot. henry the pig. #art #gamechanger

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 22/02/2026

daily doodle #6 and 7: these were done but i forgot to post them #art #furryart

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

daily doodle #5: king also watch game changer #art #furryart

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

OH NO. HAPPY FITS CONCERT ON APRIL 17TH IN GAINESVILLE. CHAT IM SO COOKED.

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

also daily doodle #5 because i missed yesterday #art #furryart

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

daily doodle #4: character introduction for mason the walking disaster it’s a little work in progress so forgive any goofiness #art #furryart

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 18/02/2026

ah shitdaily doodle. well i probably shoulda seen it coming considering im employed. keeping it casual tho who cares

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 17/02/2026

why was i so aggressive when writing this what the hell

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 17/02/2026

daily doodle #3: not a character intro since i wound up playing deadlock with some friends. secondary sona king. wanna learn about him? wait for the friggin intro. #art #furryart

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

daily doodle #2: doing some character introduction pages, i’m not a writer so excuse any quirks with the introductory blurb. #art

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 15/02/2026

daily doodle #1 mason and something that may or may not become a comic. done in pen since had no pencil so i couldn’t erase. don’t know if the doodles will be daily, we’ll see. #art #furryart

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 05/02/2026

I GOT MY FIRST PAYCHECK RAAAH IM USING IT TO BUY MORE SOCKS RAAAH

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 17/01/2026

last night was my last day of food service (hopefully), so hooray to that. was a good job, but i won’t miss being on my feet all day, every day

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 17/01/2026

i’ve been dealing with that too, starting a year or two ago. usually when i think about or do something stressful (according to friends it’s happened in my sleep lmao). i havent found a solution other than lessening the stress i’m under (e.g. it was at its worst when i was in school and job hunting)

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 05/01/2026

i hope this job position doesn’t fall through bc i have an agreement with myself that when my first tech job is confirmed then im allowed to buy a dropout.tv subscription i wanna watch game changers lmao

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

I GOT A JOB OFFER HOLY FUCK

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 24/12/2025

“what’s your christmas eve plans?” i am in shrimp town. i have been counting, bagging, and selling shrimp for the past six to seven hours. organizing shrimp, moving shrimp. today, my life is shrimp. also i’m having pizza for dinner 💰💰💰💸💸💵💸💷😊😊🔥🔥🔥🔥😊😊🤘🤘🤘

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 24/12/2025

shoutout to spending money. gotta be IHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEITIHATEIT anyways merry christmas

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 22/12/2025

working at my restaurant gig, a kid just wandered into the kitchen doorway, hit a near flawless griddy while chanting six seven, and ran away the kids are… well maybe not alright, but definitely interesting.

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 20/12/2025

had a 9.5 out of 10 interview and the one 0.5 mistake is fucking killing me i wanna rewind time and fix ittttttttttt

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

literally nobody would find this funny other than me with my 350 hours in game and it would take actual weeks to recreate all those manga panels and i literally don’t want to do it but i can’t get the idea out of my head and it’s driving me fuckin nuts

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

mha spoilers: it’s when bakugo and deku saved all might from afo: all might is now haze, the team carry with unclaimed souls afo is an ulting lash bakugo is now viscous, snatching haze away from an ulting lash with cube rescue beam deku is now ivy, and gearshift is replaced with ivy ult

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 19/12/2025

i need to vent about something important i have had the idea in my head for the last several weeks to recreate the big sakuga moment of mha’s final season using deadlock characters even thought i don’t have the time, skill, or giving a shit to do it. just because i think it’d be funny.

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 15/12/2025

my brain be full of so much fog bro

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 04/12/2025

my current service job has begun playing christmas music. i will be insane by the end of the season.

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 27/11/2025

well i heard back. and that’s about as much as im willing to say about that.

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 11/11/2025

trying so hard to focus tonight and it is just Not Happening, Lmao

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 09/11/2025

had a genuinely S tier interview and now remembering how much it Fucking Sucks waiting to hear back from them it’s an entry level job for a small firm and it was the 4th out of 5 interviews. it’s crazy that entry level software work can have that many interviews and it’s not just me right

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

the natural conclusion to this joke is that a truck driver drove 3 hours and stopped at the restaurant for a piss break and he was unable to piss because i was sorta shitting i had to get up and run out there and apologize for shitting and tell him to go shit and it was. awful, lmao.

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

the joke btw is that sitting on the toilet means i’m not walking so the back pain lessens. so i just shit a lot. i’m currently on the toilet.

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 04/11/2025

nothing makes one shit more than having back pain at a food service job

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Nqnt41 @nqnt41.bsky.social · 26/10/2025

cut my hair short for an interview, missing it

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