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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

i love when someone i got bad vibes from that everyone else seems to like gets called out.

꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

why did i have to be cursed with stupid feet issues like i am not built to be on my feet for hours on end and i keep buying shoes that everyone says are great for theirs but MY FEET STILL FUCKING HURT

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

crying in the bathroom at work because elderly people are being mean to me again lol lololol

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

excited for my upcoming doctors appointment so that i can talk to her about everything that is wrong with me :’)

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

my lower back hurts so bad when i cough sos 🫩

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

i have only worked there not even a month yet and have already been asked to cover someone’s shift three times now. not rly complaining bc more money for me but i am TRYING to fully recover from being sick and having to go in on my off days is not helping lmao

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

i would get sick right now. i fucking would because if there is one thing i’m gonna do, it’s get sick.

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

had to listen to some girl call someone a fucking r slur like 5x in a row and you have no idea how hard it was for me to not say something 😭

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

me vs taking things personally 🫩

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

the fact that i love to wear black but i do not have enough suitable black clothing for work is a fucking joke actually

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

whatever though i actually like my coworkers and my mental health isnt deteriorating every second that i am there so i’ll take that as a win

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 13/08/2026

i miss coming into work and leaving at the same time every single day. now i have to depend on a schedule and remember it, and adjust when there are any sudden changes 🫩

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

just got my schedule for next week and i’m already stressed

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

an old lady threatened me last night because i wouldn’t sell her cigarettes without ID and i did not cuss her out i just laughed at her instead because i am calm and zen and mature !!

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

i have to work two saturday’s in a row oh they want me to kms don’t they

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𝑒𝑙𝑠𝑎𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒 ִֶָ ⚉˚₊⋆🗝️｡ ࣪ ꩜₊‧🪡.°⋆ @fairyelsie.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

if im real i actually have no idea what im doing and im just a giant ball of anxiety trying my best to make it through the day and then repeat forever probably

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

“i did my best” no you didn’t. the abuse and emotional neglect was not you doing your best, and this is exactly why i am ending the cycle.

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

need a bigger bag for work bc i cannot fit all of my shit in my current one anymore and i don’t want to carry multiple bags but everything i like is so expensive why 😭

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

also idk what the drama was and i’m better for it i think. i’m so nosey though but idc about it

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

having to dodge bb28 spoilers because i missed the first 20 minutes and then i have to work during tomorrow night’s episode ughhhh 💔

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

this is stupid but i am very nervous to start my new job because i actually have to deal with and interact with grown ass people all day long, when before i was interacting with children all day for the last 10+ years. i am intimidated and this will really push me to overcome my social anxiety

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

being in this much pain from my period shouldn’t be normal. in fact, i’m pretty sure it isn’t but i can’t see anyone about it until september so i’ll just continue to suffer i guess 🤠

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

can’t wait to get another ultrasound done tomorrow just for them to tell me again that the cyst is still there but it’s benign and then i get stabbed with a giant needle again

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

tmi but idc nobody will see that anyway unless it lands on the discover feed and then i will just have to kms

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

anyway i had an interview today and it went well so fingers crossed

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

working with children with behavioral issues is hard, but working with the grown ass adults that make the work environment extremely toxic for real makes me want to kms.

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

i know i should see a therapist but i also know i would be wasting their time and mine

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

sometimes i just want to be petty in peace

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

if you unfollow me again bc i didn’t follow back i’m just going to block you because i know you don’t actually want to be moots and that i’m just a number to you

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

my emotions fr feel so childish sometimes

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

nothing is going according to plan and i can feel myself about to crash out and i feel so dumb because in hindsight none of it is actually a big deal i just have a hard time with sudden change

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

reading is truly one of my most favorite things besides gaming, and it hurts that i do not have the energy for it most days.

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

i got my ears re-pierced today at a local tattoo shop and the owner was the most inappropriate and racist piece of shit. i fucking hate old white men

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

i don’t know what i actually look like lol

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

mirror version doesn’t translate to camera version which doesn’t translate to whatever the fuck people actually see when they look at me and it makes me want to cry

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

🙂‍↕️🙂‍↔️🙂‍↕️

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 29/06/2026

i am so tired of being so tired literally all of the time

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

i have two grad parties today, so after this i’m not socializing for awhile because i have only been here for 15mins and i can already feel my social battery going down

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

my problem is i have no issue ghosting people if they have made me uncomfortable and disrespected me on multiple occasions and i don’t care how it makes them feel because they never cared about how i felt when i told them numerous times

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

i miss my man so much why does he have to be sleeping rn men shouldn’t be allowed to sleep

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

it’s so fun when you apply somewhere local and then when they call you they tell you they’ll need you in the location that is two fucking hours away from you like hello why would you advertise for MY location if it’s not even in my location!!! fuck off

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 26/06/2026

@ my coworker today saying that they refuse to accept ARFID being a real thing and that people just need to grow up

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

this went from “private” to an escape from my main when i am feeling too overwhelmed w life to be on there, so i am literally just following anyone i enjoy talking to and love seeing on my tl pls do not feel obligated to follow me back ♡

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

i hate watching my friends put up with less than they deserve and unfortunately nothing i do or say will change that because they never listen 😔

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 22/06/2026

one of my cats got outside this morning and it’s windy as all hell so she was freaking out because she’s afraid of the wind, so that stressed me out, and now i’m crying about i don’t even fucking know what like pls i just wanted to have a good day lol

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

when a potential employer says they’ll call you sometime this week to set up an interview but then two weeks go by and they still haven’t called you 🫩

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

i hate having to go all the way to the hospital for a telemedicine appointment like girl i could have done this at home

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꒰ა ♡ ໒꒱ @notmakala.bsky.social · 17/06/2026

ngl i think people think i am really annoying and probably have me muted so they don’t have to see my posts but that’s okay

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