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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

My man is worrying me so much. Fuck. He is just. I know he is busy. But. I just want to know if he is safe. God. This is frustrating

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 25/11/2025

I just want to cry. I feel very lonely and tired. Just hold me tight. Or simply sitcnext to me and let me lay my head on your shoulders

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 18/10/2025

Have experienced being the beloved friend of someone. But i still need to experience what it is to be someone's beloved forever. Someone who treats me softly

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

Missing someone who doesn't want to be mine.

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 17/09/2025

I know I can never be someone's first love. But I can be the last love . But denying me that chance to prove it is also unfair to me.

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 07/09/2025

You didn't say a direct no. But I know it's a No. Did you enjoyed hurting me. Are you still enjoying that you have been hurting me.

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 07/09/2025

It's been a week. I was thrown into the trash I guess. I always belong there I think. 😂😂 Why would you treasure me like that and rob me of it all of sudden ? I asked too much I think. I have plenty to give too. You said the same. But why not pick me to do it.

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Foxy Joy @foxyjoy.bsky.social · 12/09/2023

the birth/creation of E'ming - #TGCF #天官赐福

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 05/09/2025

Just want to lie on his chest and be coddled like a baby.

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 05/09/2025

3pm is the worst time. Missing someone in that 3pm hour is even worser than the 3pm 🥲

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 05/09/2025

Come back to me. Choose me please. 😔

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 02/09/2025

I am an absolute idiot losing sleep over someone who didn't fight for me and who doesn't want to be mine. It hurts. I can't even hate them. I'm an idiot. I'll never get someone.

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

Too lonely... It's a suffering. I just want to be hugged tight. 😞

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 29/06/2025

I feel like I'm going to forget how to love someone or i don't know if someone loves me. I have a feeling that I won't be loved. I won't be someone's beloved. I will be just someone's final choice and never best or first choice. Just someone who is going to be picked just because they have to pick

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 10/06/2025

I don't think anyone would be as unlucky as me.

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 11/04/2025

And she suddenly had a big bunch of girls near her , the so called bridesmaid. I sat somewhere far and then gave up. Fuck it. As long as she gets married,and I started to eat my food. And suddenly the air is becoming strange. There were missiles on sky and pieces of destroyed weapon falling down

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 11/04/2025

Dumbstruck. Like in that dream I had given up so much to make the wedding day best for her. And she went on to marry the guy like nothing happened, with all smiles and shit. And then I was the one who was villain there. Everyone suddenly saw that I was not someone who helped with it all

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 11/04/2025

Suddenly she started to undress and change into normal dress to run away. It took so much coaxing and begging to redress her and take her to wedding and she spoke something along the lines like how I'm the one who destroyed her life. And she is not my friend and I'm her number one enemy. I was

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 11/04/2025

I don't know man I was so scared because the parents and everyone was throwing that pressure on me suddenly. On one hand I wanted to let the girl escape. But a huge part of me knew she is making a very bad decision. Because on the altar was the man she loved a lot. She was in her wedding dress and

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 11/04/2025

I just wokeup from a dream. I was some girl's friend (I don't even remember that face being my friend) and she is getting married. And she is all ready and I was responsible for bringing her to get married. And all of sudden she gets cold feet. Saying she isn't really ready to get married like this.

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 10/04/2025

Actually.... Something happened but it wasn't for me. But for my best friend 😊😊😊 She is getting engaged soon. And I received the confirmation news today 😊 ITS A HUGE WIN BECAUSE I LOVE HER DEARLY AND AND I M SO HAPPY FOR HER 😍😍😍

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

I did not let it affect me yayyyy that's a win.

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 25/03/2025

Nope. Not happening ☺️☺️☺️ and I am not disappointed about it

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 10/03/2025

Might end up listening to devotional songs to plead to the almighty whatever above to bless me with good things for next few months. God. Please 🥺

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 09/03/2025

This account really became my rant account than thirst and fan page account 😭😭

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 05/03/2025

Don't ever please snatch both away from me. I have been continuously stuck many times. I am trying my best to stay strong. So is people around me. Just send both of my choices my way , and I get it a little easily. Life has been already unfair to me for several years.

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 05/03/2025

If some power in universe is watching my life , please be kind to me atleast a little for now. I am battling to stay sane. So far many things haven't been working out so well. Please please atleast the two options I have been presented in my life path now , I am ready to take it up right now.

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 05/03/2025

Don't understand what I am going through. And they themselves are currently in a busy situation. Other than them , I cannot trust no one. I don't want others influencing this decision too. It can affect my decisions and I will end up hurting many people including myself.

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 05/03/2025

Having same thoughts as mine. My plans might get postponed or even completely changed if I think it's worth choosing. And again it depends on the other party. I promise I will clearly explain here soon. And as for support system , I have got none for now , I thought I had one. But they kind of

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 05/03/2025

I don't think it's going to be a blame game when it comes to this. It's totally not a big deal , but it can possibly become a big deal. And it might come with a big sacrifice and compromise from my side. And it would be for my own good here for a long run. But only if that 'situation' also is

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 05/03/2025

Manifesting something on April 11. If it happens I promise you guys I will definitely reveal it. If not , I think I'll be very sad.

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

We are just going through a very critical time together as a family. And out of all of them, it is going to affect me the most. My god. I don't want anything to go wrong in both things that is going to happen. All I ask is that both the decisions accept each other.

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

I hate this timing. Universe what are you doing with my life ?

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 04/03/2025

Man. Some of my irls aren't here. I can shout more here 🥹

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 11/01/2025

Of all people he is the last person I would get horny for irl. But in dreams I was ... All over him . I really want to forget it.

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 11/01/2025

Absolutely impossible in dreams. Is universe really got tired of me and trying to reveal him of all people as my possible future husband? If that's the case I AM SAYING NO. Why is my brain so wild?

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 11/01/2025

I don't even like him. And we rarely saw each other even when we were in school together. And in college we were not even in same town. And now I getting very troublesome dreams with him as the main character. And I m being very... Close to him ? No. I cannot absolutely get feelings for him?

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 11/01/2025

Idk why I am dreaming about this one guy ... He is my nemesis. Like pretty much we have been at odds for years. And he is son of my dad's friend. It wasn't a normal dream !! I WAS FUCKING MARRIED TO THAT GUY IN BOTH MY DREAMS. AND DUCK IT. I am really upset about it.

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 31/12/2024

I need to be active here. Searching for my twitter moots🥹

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Mingye's little clam @nothuskyboy.bsky.social · 13/10/2023

Aww thank you 🥰 i hope the same 😊

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