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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 2h

and bless my dog, shes trying, shes knows somethings wrong and she is trying and i love her for that

lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 2h

the only way im surviving this grief is by going through the motions at work and dissociating while im at home i dont know how else to be

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

it wasnt suppose to happen this way

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

i just keep hoping that this is a nightmare im not waking up from life doesnt feel real and i dont feel real nothing feels real

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

highkey wish i could afford to get art of my sona ugh

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

and you know what…ive thought about getting a second job to work the weekends but like….i also like having my weekends free to rest and relax and spend time with my dog plus my parents wouldnt let me do it again lmao

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

IT CAME IN TODAY!! THANK THE GODS

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 20/08/2026

i had to order myself a new card like last week cause my old one got compromised and like….I STILL HAVENT RECEIVED IT UGH

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

im already having a rough week and on top of it all my knee has been in a lot of pain which means my foot has been hurting so im dealing with that along with the other crap ugh

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

rabidyote -> notcoyeet cause i thought it was too funny lmao

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 08/08/2026

getting a camera for my room so i can check in on my dog while at work or out was the best purchase ive ever made

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

so! good news! i finally got my own car! it took years of saving and stress but i did it. im incredibly grateful and thankful. it is the next step in moving out onto my own!

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🌻 Jay 🌻 @coyeet.bsky.social · 30/05/2026

me everyday im at work

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

im done just bringing any health concerns up to my doctor, im tired of being told everything is normal and fine

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

im just incredibly uncomfortable in my own skin

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

i just need to find something that can help me in some way even short term

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

damn i wish i could afford top surgery, and the time off work to recover, cause im sick of having boobs but i cant bind cause my rib joints are fucked and i cant use tape cause my skin is severely sensitive to it sports bras are pushing it but as soon as i get home they come off

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 24/05/2026

chronic pain being chronic as in my back is in so much pain i want to cry cause i cant get comfortable

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 23/05/2026

had like my third??? ocular migraine this year so, yeah, gotta get my eyes checked since its been my right eye doing that and giving me problems 🫠 and its been several years (4~) since theyve been checked anyway ugh

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

shouldnt mentioned it way sooner cause my tinnitus is so bad and sometimes my hearing does get muffled in one ear but like didnt think much about it until now since its affecting my daily life 🫠

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

in other news, i have a referral with an audiologist so i guess we will see how my ears or hearing is

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 17/05/2026

falling RIGHT BACK into iron lung brainrot

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

she did say i should wait a while after i get my car which i was planning on anyway cause i wanna get my finances together and a plan it may still be another year or two but we are getting there

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 09/05/2026

woah! talking to my mom about moving out! and she didnt immediately shoot me down! crazy!

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

i still cant fully hear and my ears still feel slightly clogged probably due to allergies but im no longer sick so it was just a cold lmao

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

like i love my parents and im thankful im able to live with them rent free since i basically handle my own bills + help around the house but i need my own space cause my tiny room can only handle so much and i share it with my dog

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

okay after this week, its time to lock in and start saving money seriously so i can get out of this house

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Xiao 🦋 NYCC B36 @velinxi.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

I'm crying all my artist friends barely have new art whenever I check in these days because everyone is playing Tomodachi life. Whenever I check in on myself too there is also no new art because I am also playing Tomodachi life

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 29/04/2026

me forgetting i have chronic pain until the pain becomes chronic

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

but i do feel like buying a house would be cheaper than renting an apartment

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

it just kind of sucks being poor and not being able to rely on anyone else for things like this

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

there are some things that werent exactly what i was looking for BUT they are things i can look over

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

like damn maybe i will just move fucking states if thats how its gonna be

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

god i hate talking to my mom about wanting to move out cause she just discourages me at every turn

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 18/04/2026

IM FEELING BETTER SO ITS NOT A SINUS INFECTION THANK GOD

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 16/04/2026

i really hope its just a cold and not a sinus infection but it started a week ago friday and im still feeling very awful ugh

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

okay so there is this other house that im slowly falling in love with thats closer to my job….

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

my father, who does not believe im autistic, bought small forks and small spoons because i asked for ‘good spoons’ and ‘good forks’ when he mentioned needing to buy more to replace what we lost and ive never been more happier to have utensils i want to use

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 12/04/2026

i just realized how comfortable and content i am with my aromantic and asexuality like i always knew i was asexual, ive known for years being aromantic has been a new discovery and i am very comfortable with it its who i am and ive accepted it and im happy with it

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

man i havent had cramps in like over a year i forgot how fucking awful they were how did i even like manage before????

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

like i love my consistent 4 day work week, working 10 hours a day, cause i get three days off which means i finally have a work / life balance and im thriving you cant find a job like that just anywhere especially in the field i want

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

main problem with also wanting to move states is needing a new job and i like my current job, i love the hours and work, so trying to find something similar will also be impossible

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 05/04/2026

jeez trying to find an apartment that accepts large dogs, affordable, and close to my workplace seems impossible

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

im not into tf2 anymore but pyro is so gender and makes my brain happy

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lost in grief @notcoyeet.bsky.social · 04/04/2026

im so SO happy to be in my healing era because im finally able to regulate my emotions and impulsive outbursts like!!! i cant get angry!! and not act on it!! its fucking beautiful!!

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