🌈 @nonuse.bsky.social · 06/09/2026idk. i needed it off my chest. im sorry to everyone ive ghosted and cut off for no reason. im starting to think that im subconsciously trying to rid myself of connections because im relating the extent of my isolation to closeness to nonexistence. or something idk i dont have a degree yet 000
🌈 @nonuse.bsky.social · 06/09/2026the ways in which i wish harm upon myself are things i wouldnt say to my worst fucking enemy. more than once in the last few months, i’ve wholeheartedly felt that i would rather die of a terminal illness as opposed to live out an entire lifetime in this world as i am. its fucking insane. 100
🌈 @nonuse.bsky.social · 06/09/2026but i am and i have no one to talk to because i dont want to talk to anyone. ive almost completely isolated myself (again!). i didnt talk to anyone all summer. 3 full months! my suicidal ideation has gotten to a point where my own thoughts are terrifying me. i have no thoughts of hurting myself, but 100
🌈 @nonuse.bsky.social · 06/09/2026i truly and earnestly, within the depths of my soul, have said to myself "i dont want to talk to anyone or have any friends, it would make it easier for me to rot away and die quietly if no one would care." and it was!!! scary!!! i was like . Holy fucking shit dude. i cannot be this far gone. 100
🌈 @nonuse.bsky.social · 06/09/2026been having moments where a frighteningly depressing thought will pass through my mind, and i want to immediately dismiss it in a “what the fuck am i saying im not that sick” kind of way, but they’re thoughts that, once they do bubble up, i know have undeniably been sitting deep in my subconscious. 100
🌈 @nonuse.bsky.social · 01/01/2026i refuse to repeat the cycle so im just done w socials, im still on discord obvi jf. anyonr . wants to say hi. to little keiran 000
🌈 @nonuse.bsky.social · 08/12/2025media.tenor.coma cartoon smiley face with a big smile and a missing toothALT: a cartoon smiley face with a big smile and a missing tooth 010
🌈 @nonuse.bsky.social · 19/10/2025guy whos wanted to kill himself since childhood is rapidly approaching adulthood 030
🌈 @nonuse.bsky.social · 01/10/2025ya!! in any case you deserve to be paid fairly, thats more important than anything ^_^ 010
🌈 @nonuse.bsky.social · 01/10/2025i usually dont commission ppl with rlly low prices cause it typically registers to me as them not being confident in their art which makes Me less confident as a buyer, but if ur mostly selling to ppl who already know you then it prob wouldnt be an issue 110
🌈 @nonuse.bsky.social · 01/10/2025not being able to js get rid of the main tl like u can on bsky and doomscrolling abt how fascism is here is ruining my life 040
🌈 @nonuse.bsky.social · 30/08/2025this gets its own post its an old vip ($300+) gacha that came back as a normal gacha and i got disgustingly lucky and finished it in 26 plays 010
🌈 @nonuse.bsky.social · 25/08/2025i have a new twt idk what i wanna do with ut yet but dm for @ ¿ 010
🌈 @nonuse.bsky.social · 24/08/2025between my mom and stepdad yes… so they both had FOUR SLICES and didnt stop to think Hey this is kind of unfair 010
🌈 @nonuse.bsky.social · 23/08/2025like am i the only one who thinks about these things??? whenever we get food to share im like oh theres x amount of it which means we all get x each… like thats just fucking big greedy and inconsiderate 020
🌈 @nonuse.bsky.social · 23/08/2025how do you buy a pizza with nine slices for a household of three people and eat eight of them. i only got to have one the first day and i guess i was kinda looking forward to having one today 220
🌈 @nonuse.bsky.social · 21/08/2025“are you having a laugh” is my favorite british person phrase ever 000
🌈 @nonuse.bsky.social · 21/08/2025THE M*THR4 PERSON GETTING CALLED OUT IS THIS MOTHERFUCKER????? ohhhh im so not surprised what a fucking weirdo. 130