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postccru night crew | disquietude aficionado | theory dweeb | manic-depressive | cute/acc | alien socialism | mtg & sorcery tcg | they/she | texas & oklahoma nollidruj.substack.com for experimental slop

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kitsumute.bsky.social @kitsumute.bsky.social · 16/11/2024
I wrote a socratic fanfic anime dialogue relaying Puella Magi Madoka Magica through cyberfeminism, cute/acc and mysticism to ask whether love between two magical girls - against technocapital, destiny and time - is possible... www.sum.si/journal-arti...
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Knightess of Faith to Inhuman Love
ŠUM – journal for contemporary art criticism
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Sean Beckner-Carmitchel @acatwithnews.bsky.social · 11/06/2025
BREAKING: A few minutes ago, a vehicle of three people was rammed by a truck belonging to federal immigration authorities in Boyle Heights, CA. According to security footage shown to me, they deployed chemical munitions & detained the driver at gunpoint. All are US citizens according to the wife.
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 30/05/2025
@unarmedoracle.bsky.social huge props on that mark fisher book in the little skit on LRR right now *chefs kiss*
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 17/05/2025
okay i'm strapped
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 22/04/2025
in an effort to start using this more, thought i'd post an update about my recent work. warning: LLM reactionaries steer clear i've been playing with different modes of LLM-augmented literary experimentation on my substack. i think this one is strongest. nollidruj.substack.com/p/reflection...
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reflections on gamergate, a decade on (1)
a slop grimoire for sock-puppies and gamergrrrls
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 21/04/2025
i should rly post here i'm so twitterbrain
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 03/04/2025
a/b gaze 🧵
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 02/04/2025
new post up on my substack! it's more experimental writing in this new style i've been honing, and it describes the body's chakras from top to bottom. :) i hope you enjoy it! 🥰 nollidruj.substack.com/p/chakra-des...
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Chakra Descent: Viral Transmission Protocol
A Guide to Your Body
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 24/01/2025
i should post more on here
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 24/01/2025
i should post more on here
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 23/11/2024
alienated and loving it! 🥰
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 21/11/2024
castles of burgundy
photo of Castles of Burgundy board game
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 20/11/2024
portrait of me by now estranged lover 2015
chalk portrait
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 20/11/2024
been having a blast with this game - it's a 1v1 PvP turn-based tactical duel, with each player fielding a team of 3 moba-inspired champions in a battle of area control and combat. i've never played this type of game pvp before, love jamming games with my buddy. recommended.
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 20/11/2024
from Strictly Bipolar by Darian Leader on the manic subject's thirst for an addressee
Suddenly the manic person is able to speak, a situation that is
generally denied to almost everyone else. They have found a position within language from which to speak, and the jokes, puns and repartee that seem to flow effortlessly soon follow. We could even explain the famous exaltation of the manic person as exactly an effect of this: mood is elevated because they are able to speak, rather than vice versa. It's not the mood that allows them to speak, but the speaking that liberates the mood. Mania thus involves an apparent paradox. Language has a certain autonomy of its own, with connections branching out from one word to another which unfurl before the manic subject. But at the same time, although they seem to be slave to these racing thoughts, they have a place within language from which to articulate them.Perhaps this is less of a contradiction than it immediately appears. First of all, note the drift, which starts from the manic subject having a position and ends with them being overwhelmed.
Mania, after all, involves a curve, an arc, and is never a homogeneous experience. Then we could ask what, in fact, gives the person a place in speech? If we look at the different forms of flight of ideas, don't they all have one thing in common? Don't they all involve a recognition of the addressee, the one who is being spoken to? Even if the manic subject moves from one topic to the next with an apparent disregard of theme or content, they are still talking to someone. When Behrman characterizes mania with the formula 'What would you like to see me do next?', the key is in the 'you'. There is an unquenchable thirst for an addressee. Manic subjects, unlike others, will not talk to themselves.Doesn't this also shed light on the curious promiscuity of many manic subjects? As Terri Cheney points out, 'manic sex isn't really intercourse. It's discourse, just another way to ease the insatiable need for contact and communication. In place of words, I spoke with my skin.' Sex keeps the addressee right there, up close: the subject moves from one lover to another as they would move from one conversation partner to another. Cheney brilliantly observes that the famous hyperactivity of mania, the constant jiggling, tapping and fidgeting, are simply forms of the pressure to speak, to keep on talking.
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 20/11/2024
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cover of Psychosis and Extreme States: An Ethic for TreatmentChapter 1 
Introduction: The Psychotic as Guide

The goal of this project is to move towards a theory of transference-in-psychosis that will provoke a change in the way the experience of psychosis is understood and, thus, clinically treated. My specific question is with regard to the function of 'ethics' in the "installation of transference in the treatment of psychosis. In my approach, the problem of the installation of transference raises the question of ethics because, I contend, the aim of the psychoanalytic experience is the creation of a new ethic for the analy-sand. I see the psychotic's choice to enter transference (redefined as a
'desire to know') as linked to the creation of a new ethic—in which 'eth-ics' concerns the emergence of a new 'responsibility' on the part of the psychotic. Furthermore, I suggest that it is through an account of the specific knowledge (savoir) implicit in the psychotic experience that psychoanalysis can maintain its bearings as an 'ethical praxis'.
Basing my approach on the work of psychoanalyst Jacques Lacan and philosopher Gilles Deleuze (regarding the body in particular), I beginwith the premise that the body of the psychotic is a site of social contesta-tion. In this framework, the 'organism' is defined as the object of medical science, and biological psychiatry, while the 'body', eroticized by lan-guage, is the primary concern of psychoanalysis. This body is the result of a radical disruption (by language and cultural demands) of the original instinctual functioning of the organism. Beginning with this premise, I then suggest that we will be better positioned to guide the psychotic towards a psychoanalytic cure if we first formulate the psychotic's condition as a failed attempt to resist (contest) capture by the demands of social-symbolic exchange and libidinal-economic imperatives.
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 20/11/2024
does anyone have stairs in their house anymore these days 😞🤖🤖
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 20/11/2024
selfie for the new site
selfie of person in front of bookshelf. the most visible book is revolutionary demonology by gruppo di nun.
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 20/11/2024
the haters make me weaker
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 20/11/2024
probably 'amateur enthusiast' is the most neutral and accurate word for me in relation to theory idk
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 20/11/2024
going to try to be earnest and a bit diaristic here. truth about me is i've done very little but struggle with bipolar & fail to actualize since 2015. i'm tremendously interested in theory & phil (specific in the urbanomic/postccru sphere) but really more of a spectator and addict.
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 19/11/2024
this timeline much better for my brain perhaps lol
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 16/11/2024
is it true they are booting palestinian activists off of here? if so yikes
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orz @nollidruj.bsky.social · 14/11/2024
going to listen to a lot of hop along in near future.
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