Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 09/10/2026A few weeks ago, I went back to see my psychologist, and he told me that I'm going to be referred to a neuropsychiatrist because he suspects I have ADHD or autism 🕴 030
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 06/10/2026My internet went down again. Between working on my commissions and taking a break, I started playing Zelda. Maybe I'll draw some of the characters I liked. 030
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 02/10/2026That's why I can't devote as much time to them as they deserve, and it stresses me out because I feel like I'm running out of time. I know no one is chasing anyone when it comes to working on projects, but you always feel like something is cutting into that imaginary time frame you have.static.klipy.comWaah Sad Disintegrating MemeALT: Waah Sad Disintegrating Meme 010
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 02/10/2026But from what little I’ve seen, it really makes me want to create something like that something to bring those ideas and projects to life, whether they’re SFW or NSFW. It frustrates me that I don’t have the time, and it frustrates me that whenever I do set aside time to tackle those pending projects 010
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 02/10/2026I’ve tried to get involved in a visual novel or two, but something would always go wrong, or the people in charge would abandon everything and the project would fall through. 020
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 02/10/2026It bothers me that I can’t bring them to life, flesh them out, or tell their stories because I already have three projects I want to work on, so the ideas just pile up, gathering dust. 010
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 02/10/2026It bothers me that I can’t bring them to life, flesh them out, or tell their stories because I already have three projects I want to work on, so the ideas just pile up, gathering dust. 010
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 02/10/2026Ever since I was a little girl, I’ve spent my time daydreaming, and that’s never left me, even now. There are days when I get a massive burst of inspiration that lets me come up with at most two new projects out of thin air—or even more. 020
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 02/10/2026It’s just discouraging not to be able to make any progress, not even on the designs. Another thing that causes me some “conflict” is that I never stop creating whether it’s stories, plots, or characters which I later give quite detailed backstories. 010
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 02/10/2026I just feel like I’m falling pretty far behind, since, well, I have to work a lot to help out at home and pay for my medication, so working on personal projects is pretty far out of reach or beyond what I can manage to do during the year. 010
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 02/10/2026For a couple of years now, I’ve been struggling with this idea in my head of wanting to bring my projects or stories to light—whether they’re written, animated, or in comic form in general. 010
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 02/10/2026I need to get this out of my head because otherwise I'm going to explode, so get ready for a very long post. I'm open to any advice 910
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 01/10/2026While I'm waiting for my laptop to boot up... I just came up with another idea for a story... I'm bursting with ideas, but I can't put them into words or act on them—it's frustrating. If only I could work on several things at once, that would be great 020
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 30/09/2026Damn it, Telmex! STOP MOVING THE REGISTER I'M CONNECTED TO—I HAVE TO WORK😭😭😭😭😭 040
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 30/09/2026After such a long time, I played Pokémon Sword yesterday 160
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 30/09/2026Today I'd be working on 4 base colors and 4 installments of ych 020
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Now that I have a Nintendo, I thought I'd draw some female characters that caught my eye muehehe 110
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Unfortunately, people from the same company cut the cable as collateral damage during a repair. 011
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 29/09/2026They actually cut our fiber-optic cables while they were trying to fix other cables. That can't be true These are kind of like a forced vacation bro🫠 150
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 28/09/2026Once again, my apologies to those who are waiting for an update on their commission. I haven't had internet for a week, and the techs still haven't shown up 030
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 27/09/2026A relative gave me their Nintendo, so... now I have a Nintendo 071
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 27/09/2026I still don't have internet; I don't mind the silence, but these past few weeks, the intrusive thoughts have been getting to me 250
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 25/09/2026The next week I'll be accepting 4 commission slots / ych 020
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 23/09/2026The driver was half-embedded in the rear windshield, and his passenger—a young woman—was on the ground trying to move. It didn't take long before more people arrived to help or to see what was going on. Right there in the midst of it all, I realized that we humans are incredibly fragile. 011
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 23/09/2026They were two guys, about 18 or 20 years old—they were very young, and neither was wearing a helmet. They crashed into the back of a van. When the accident happened, I was with my family. We heard the crash, went to see what had happened, and realized it had happened at the corner of the street 000
Noctua_ @noctuaborb.bsky.social · 23/09/2026I don't know how old I was, but I witnessed my first motorcycle accident when I was a preteen. I had never seen two people unconscious and covered in glass and blood after such a violent crash 000