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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 20/05/2026

I miss the person I was when I thought we were friends. Writing is helping but I have too much to get out and not enough energy to do it with.

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

I literally forgot this was here... I'm sorry.

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 09/12/2025

I feel like a fraud, having Beacons but not being a "content creator" of any kind. I just wanted to make it easier for people who want to steal my pages for more accurate insults.

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 25/08/2025

I can't tell if I'm beautiful and they hate me, or I'm ugly and they hate themselves. 🍞

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 20/07/2025

Posting specifically so people can see I'm alive after all the threats I've been making. 🐥

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 29/05/2025

If you've ever had a favorite pen, you'd understand why I hugged mine as soon as I got to work. I thought she was lost to the void but she persevered (on a desk).

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 06/05/2025

Someone tell me how to feel about this. 🐬

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 15/04/2025

My friends when I ask what I should do:

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 06/04/2025

Trying to get everything in order before I leave. I hate how much I have to pay off...debt sucks.

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 04/04/2025

I am mid-crashout and definitely hitting the bottom of this canyon very soon.

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 05/03/2025

If you like horror and/visual novel type games I HIGHLY RECOMMEND Scarlet Hollow! First episode is free and has a lot of story packed into it. 🫢

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 05/03/2025

I'm learning how to use Google Docs! Y'all in trouble now~

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

Restarting #ScarletHollow again tonight. I can't wait to see what the new update has in store for me.

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 03/03/2025

Sharing this for reach. I hope this helps :o

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 27/02/2025

An uprising promised, but allies failed Eyes roll at statuses made from the paled Once feared and mocked, Black women are begged To save those pushing us to be negged Not sitting idly, no, we see Results of "rules for you, but not for me"

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 17/02/2025

I'm swinging wildly between "This song is actually coming along well" and "You're a tone-deaf fool and nobody loves you". So.... 🙃

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 12/02/2025

I'm tired of feeling. It's suffocating and nauseating and incredibly useless. All this pain, for what? To be reminded that my use is conditional based on the needs of others at any given time.

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 03/02/2025

Here I am, on the edge of something called TO SUCCUMB. Willing to inch forward every day until I have reached the bottom of this bitch. My bones are tired and my head won't turn back on. 🎭

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 18/01/2025

Don't touch me Or rush me Towards the door I can't be Your whipping boy Anymore Take back your Things and Leave me alone I'm deserving of Freedom and Love once more

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 18/12/2024

I love puns. There's nothing more to say on that. 🙂‍↕️

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

My chest has been sharp almost all day...

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 03/12/2024

I want someone to love me this much 😍

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 03/12/2024

I started playing Metaphor re:Fantazio because I'm a Persona groupie. I'm going to continue playing it because I'm a sloot for literary devices being used as class types.

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 24/11/2024

Years ago I did what everyone else did and got a WordPress thingy. It's just sitting there, collecting dust right now. The name alluded to a character that eventually became my Dark Scythe. I feel like I'm ready to complete her story.

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 22/11/2024

My childhood just crashed into my room through the window-!

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 22/11/2024

This past week, I disproved my previous theory about needing to be in the throes of depression to get my feelings out. Every emotion is amplified by my mind, therefore even the fuzzy things can be laid down with the heaviness I'm used to displaying in my work.📝

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 22/11/2024

This is the kind of eye that would make me fall in love with an elder god.

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 19/11/2024

2 in one night...being tired has its advantages 🛏️

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 19/11/2024

Mommmmm, they're writing again! 🥺

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 15/11/2024

I can't believe I'm packing for a trip I changed the itinerary for at the last minute... This is the kick in the ass I needed to stop waiting for others to give me permission to enjoy myself.

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 13/11/2024

Right before bed is when things appear. 🐥

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Nixie Toob @nixietubular.bsky.social · 27/10/2024

Being creative in isolation produces some of the heaviest, saddest poetry.

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