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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 11h

Wait what? More than 1 post every other day? What year is this? 2025? lmao

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 12h

Been able to* idk what happened to my brain there for a second

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 12h

Which most likely also means that I don't have Peripheral artery disease, which is good, but at the same time I'm just stuck in some kind of limbo. At the end of the day I can only say that I have this mystery condition that was, maybe, caused by my cancer treatment. Still worth it to be alive today

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 12h

Because I don't have any memories of before that time (before 6 years of age). That means it can't be atherosclerosis, because I was simply not old enough for that to happen. So the only option left is that I have claudication, without any of the other causes/prerequisites.

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 12h

I suffer from something similar to claudication, in my legs. It's one of the most common symptoms of peripheral artery disease, but, claudication is caused by atherosclerosis (build up of plague in your veins). The problem is that I have had this my whole life, at least after I was cured of leukemia

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 12h

I have been looking into options for me to get some kind of financial disability help. I sadly wouldn't qualify for anything as my disability isn't chronic, and the second reason is that it's not really something that doctors have been a lento put a diagnosis on.

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Sophia Phocks 🏳️‍⚧️ @ayeceeblewphocks.bsky.social · 14h

Trans people are some of the important folks in tech. If you're in this sphere (whether it's with open-source, right-to-repair, or so on), and you're transphobic, that is friendly fire Literally most people I've seen with Clippy pfps (a trend this dude started) were all trans.

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 14h

Neurotypical people are so damn annoying sometimes. I'm sorry my brain works differently, just giving me the answer "You just need to", doesn't always work for me. There has got to be some kind of reason!? I'm not gonna learn anything from it!! Urgh, just had to rant a bit

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

I wish I knew how to meet new people irl.. I feel so lonely

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

Sitting and crying on the cold kitchen floor. Idk why I haven't done it yet. Idk what the last few threads that I'm clinging on to are

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

I'm so fucking depressed. Wtf should I do with my life?

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

I need some cuddles too.. I just need to hold someone and feel warm

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Yooooo congrats, cutie. OG post is a banger as well xD. Keep growing them boobs

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I should just kill myself, I'm an embarrassment

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Going 0-4 in a one piece tournament... I'm ashamed of myself. It just didn't work for me at all. I should just quit. I'm useless and bad at the game that I use so much of my free time and money on

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Do you all know what day it is today? :D (Look at my bio)

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I don't feel like I'm allowed to be vulnerable..

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I'm taking it at a consistent speed that I know I can handle. So far there were no problems at all. I don't wanna overexert my legs, I need them for work :3

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Maybe not muscle mommy puppy, just fit mommy puppy :3

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

Just did 10km on my exercise bike on the first day. This made me very hopeful and happy that I could do that distance without much problem

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

I'm starting a more healthy life now. Y'all aren't ready for the results at the end of the year 😤

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

It's a good idea, I might try it, but I would most likely fall asleep while doing it lol

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Idk.. I'm gonna go back to trying to upcycle and work on clothes

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I don't get any enjoyment out of playing any games recently. Youtube feels dead. I'm not really excited for much either. I'm back into my husk mental state

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Nelind @nel.pet · 24/09/2026

did you know that digital privacy and keeping personal information safe is good actually? citizens-initiative.europa.eu/initiatives/...

citizens-initiative.europa.eu

Initiative detail | European Citizens' Initiative

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Nyxie the stupid :3 || Anti-AI || @nyxthenephalem.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Im live on twitch, working on a Minecraft realm, since the switch was being too laggy for my liking please come watch if you can www.twitch.tv/nyxthenephalem

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NyxTheNephalem - Twitch

Just a small vtuber who likes working on art and playing random games :3 — NyxTheNephalem streams live on Twitch! Check out their videos, sign up to chat, and join their community.

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

It's been over a year since I last self harmed but I did it again today.. I hate myself so much for it

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

I have to figure out what the point and meaning of my life is

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

Wtf that's so fucking weird?? Why would anyone do that? I'm really sorry you have to go through that now :/

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Period cramps have had me laying in bed for hours

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

Hey guys, it's been a few days. I have not been doing the best recently, but I have a job now! And I have been busy with optcg events. Depression is really getting my ass but I hope all of you are hanging in there

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

My sona is an Australian shepherd called Amaryllis (other half of my name heh)

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

Throwing out a big net here. Can anyone recommend an artist that takes commissions to make drawings of furry sonas?

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Wolp @wolfgirlprince.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

today im thankful for trans women with fat boobs

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Nicky Amaryllis 🏳️‍⚧️ΘΔ @nikkyjules.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

Anyone that is going to CPH pride tomorrow that I could join? I don't want to go alone...

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