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she/they Diagnosed autistic 中文/Eng/日本語 Aspiring hobbyist classical composer, pianist & regretted engineering student. CA survivor, chronically depressed. Against genAI usage, environmentalist 🇵🇸 roux3.bandcamp.com

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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 13/10/2026
Look I made a pile of wood
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 12/10/2026
A normal day for an engineering student: 8 hours of lecture, lab and seminar sessions (luckily there's a time clash so I could move the lab session to another day) 3hrs of mechanical manufacturing practices (measuring, cutting & drilling metal slabs) & 2hrs of programming practices in the morning +
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 10/10/2026
活
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 09/10/2026
Unimog in Uni
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
结尾有很重的那种管弦乐红歌味 那个时代的人学的都是俄派或说苏联学院的作曲和配器风格 但是他们学不到俄派的内涵只学出一个宏大的空壳...
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
但是感觉开头这块换成第二小提琴负责主旋律有点奇怪 感觉有点执着于音高排序和乐手的参与性了
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 08/10/2026
Fuck
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
刚才去学校的钢琴社团(去年新成立的)social活动了 有好多人轮流弹琴 感觉在这种有同好存在的地方很兴奋 其中有一个人在后面自由的时间里弹了一个拉威尔的Ondine...一下把我吓住了 他弹得非常非常好 技术上不用说 最重要的是诠释得非常有灵魂 真的瞬间就被吸引住了 他弹完我鼓起勇气跟他问好 然后问了一个我一直考虑的事--我想请他弹我新写的那首曲子 然后还知道了他也是工程系的 而且是华裔 觉得我这个chronic hikikomori竟然在社交有点不可思议...其实是遇到同好有点兴奋过头了
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Too good, made my own asap
Porsche 911 997 GT2 RS in FH5 with Twin Towers livery on the door and 911 in Porsche style font
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
等了3年NHS的gender identity clinic终于给回复了...还是3年前让GP给GIC写的reference GIC的waiting list被NHS有意或无意地拖得非常长 能等上就不错了 以后在这边也可以开药了
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
Red Bull Racing came to my uni, they brought a 1:1 model car, some red bull drinks and will do a presentation later in the afternoon
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Lucky to have a HW
Hot Wheels Lancia Stratos ZeroHot Wheels Lancia Stratos Zero
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Incredible scenes at WRC😭😭😭 One of the most dramatic title fight ever
Oliver Solberg crashes with only 2 corners left in Wolf Power Stage
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
老登思维就是这样 随随便便就笼统化一整个群体觉得自己怪有道理 还觉得自己好像是这个群体的受害者 假如世界上有顺女反跨我就冷眼相待顺女权利 然后说“反跨顺女现实中我也见过活的” 然后大义凛然地和顺女权利切割 这些自以为正义的人反过来会怎么想? 多数群体喜欢对少数群体摆出一副passive-aggressive态度的都不是什么有原则能思考的人 净是些表面上体面实际上精致利己的中右老登
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
They just can't stop doing this ffs 🫠
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
精神皇民就是这样 宁可把自己假想成准日本国民一样满怀参与感地用日语讨论日本的社会、政治和政策问题 也不肯说一句中文、和中国人有一句对话 好像说了自己就要受天大的委屈一样 宁可逆来顺受地准备去接受日本当下极端的排外政策也要漠视和自己处在相同困境的人们 还说关心中国的问题自己就会被封号(???这是在装傻充愣什么) 这是在欺骗别人还是自己?相当病得不轻了 用出身和尊严换取一个被自己浪漫化过的文化预设 并漠视甚至轻蔑和自己处在相同困境的人还认为自己优越于他们是非常妄想且卑鄙的 这样的人得不到他们自己幻想的东西
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
看到一个关于最近法国高中生对恶劣学习条件和教育经费短缺抗议的讽刺画 模仿René Magritte的The Treachery of Images 下面的文字是“这不是一个教育政策”
«Ceci n'est pas une politique éducative»

https://www.instagram.com/p/Dd9J-q0IoiW/
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
昨天他拍的
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
The 3rd Renault 5 I saw in 2 days
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Saw a CLA!
Mercedes-Benz CLA EQMercedes-Benz CLA EQ
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Baumkuchen !
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
印度菜好吃
Chicken MadrasChicken Madras
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
他是学地信的 去奥地利实习了 给我发了今天的照片...美到不真实
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
前几天罢工的痕迹 (罢工仍然在继续)
Text on the ground:
ストライキ中 入るな!
RESPECT THE PICKET LINE 
老师的工作条件就是学生的学习条件

ストライキ中DO NOT CROSS THE PICKET LINE PLEASE 
这里罢工,请留步
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
这个噩梦到底什么时候才能醒来...
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
🥲
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
满月
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
一些其他照片
“Ade,我的蟋蟀们;Ade,我的覆盆子们。” 出自《从百草园到三味书屋》地上的字 是鲁迅为《草鞋脚》小说选集写的序言的一部分故居的外景藤野先生的雕像
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
补充一些展品 (想起前几年鲁迅在仙台时的住所被拆了这件事)
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
我对《新青年》杂志被意识形态符号化这件事心情非常复杂...
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
展览馆的一部分展品
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
故居
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
今天去了鲁迅博物馆/故居 而且昨天正好也是鲁迅的生日 这个地方是鲁迅在北京居住过的4个地方之一 也是他买下的一处房产 从1924年住到1926年8月(正好是100年前) 之后她母亲和朱安(他家族包办婚姻的妻子)就一直住在这里 这个博物馆是在他这处住所旁边拓开的一片地建的 里面包括他的这处住所、陈列他使用过的和相关的文件信件书籍的展馆和一些没什么灵魂的旅游设施
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
There's something seriously not ok with these fandom KOLs. It is no more than brazenly insulting and belittling people who they don't agree with. The real "mass psychosis" here is the collective superiority complex and the Dunning-Kruger of overestimating one's own media literacy after consuming
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
前一阵看见这个很好笑😂 肖9第一乐章 www.instagram.com/reel/DdfCRJ6...
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
The juxtaposition of this... twitter.com/AMNIBUS/stat...
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
It's a part of the marketing. This show is just like the country of Japan itself, while being the East Asian cultural centre of queer fiction, yet the society is incredibly queerphobic and same-sex marriage is still illegal
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
锦芳小吃
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
One's tolerance and entitlement to their opinion is very telling. Calling any opinions they don't agree with "lies" only tells how problematic their thought process is
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
But agency works on logic and/or emotion It's really shameful that sometimes fandom discussions are like this. Instead of explaining why one's own opinion of what makes sense to them, they shame others' opinions to show their perceived superiority. This is only toxic and not constructive at all
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
Just remembered I practiced Scriabin Etude Op.8 No.12 and recorded it as midi on my digital piano back in 2022. This was right before I took estrogen, after I took E this piece became much heftier for me to play. Bc I haven't played it for a long time I already forgot most of it
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 19/09/2026
#少女終末旅行 #GirlsLastTour
Yuuri and Chito plush
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
Just found out that Dungeon Meshi recently made a collab with a karaoke company featuring the main characters wearing Taisho era clothing which caused backlash among Korean fans. I found this tweet by an Japanese artist that explains it very well. Taisho era was the time Japan began colonisation
https://twitter.com/TSyurikoubi/status/2099660130560434271

Imperialism can never be justified, and we must not forget history. The Taishō era was a relatively short period, lasting from 1912 to 1926. In Japan, it saw the rise of democracy movements and women's suffrage movements. At the same time, Japan's annexation of Korea took place in 1910, and the massacre of Koreans following the Great Kantō Earthquake occurred in 1923. Japan's cultural and social developments at home coexisted with its imperialism and colonialism. In Japan, aspects of Taishō-era culture and fashion have often been detached from the history of imperialism and colonialism, and consumed nostalgically as "Taishō retro" or "Taishō romance." Wearing hakama with boots, in itself, is still common at graduation ceremonies today. However, seeing the reactions of Korean fans to this collaboration has made me reflect on how such imagery can be perceived differently by different people. The jacket Laios is wearing does have motifs reminiscent of police or military uniforms, but the hakama worn by the other four characters was also everyday worn clothing by ordinary people.  I think many Japanese people do not directly associate hakamal with imperialism.  Nevertheless, I can very much understand why these motifs can be sensitive for Korean people.  The direction of the issues is different, but as a woman who has spent many years in male-oriented fandoms, I deeply understand what it feels like to repeatedly see commercial works use expressions that you have said you dislike, and eventually feel that you are not being respected as a customer.  If it seems inappropriate for me, as a Japanese person, to bring up an entirely different issue in an attempt to express solidarity, I am sorry.  Seeing these reactions has made me realize things I should reflect on myself, as well as things I had never really considered before.
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Honda eHonda N-WGN 2nd genHonda ClarityHonda/Acura NSX 2019 facelift
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
Orientalism is hell of a drug
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
笑死...南海撞船的即视感 听说因为这事还有人被抓了
https://www.instagram.com/p/DdRgxv8Dyqg/

Anthropic 10日发布报告,指北京AI公司月之暗面把部分Kimi用户请求暗中转给Claude处理,再以Kimi名义回复。一名被研判可能与解放军有关的用户,上传成都数百个摄像头的监控数据,含解放军设施外的镜头,要求判断目标是否行为异常,数据因此流入美方系统。此前8日,美国联邦调查局等机构点名月之暗面等六家中企“工业规模”蒸馏美国模型;中国商务部9日斥指控“于事无凭,于法无据”。外交部发言人毛宁11日称不了解报告具体情况,反对歪曲事实,攻击抹黑。月之暗面12日仅否认网传创始人及员工被抓信息,未提报告指控。国安部长陈一新13日刊出的文章称AI“系统性影响政治安全环境”,并称国内用户用境外AI处理敏感信息致“境内数据大规模外泄”,未点名月之暗面。
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Been following this political event recently. The online smearing campaign against Denny Tamaki was hard to look at. Young people becoming more conservative and lack of critical thinking ability than older generations (also a common tendency in East Asia) is the least thing the world needs right now
https://twitter.com/GearoidReidy/status/2099297891907235858https://twitter.com/mrjeffu/status/2099350321705480317
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Happen to have two of them. They are lovely
Daihatsu Canbus 1/64 gacha cars
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Shirahama drew Lara 😭 #GoodbyeLara
"Goodbye Lara fan art. It's interesting~ I love the design of the walrus-like monster version of the Witch so much. The title is kinda scary. I hope it's better not saying goodbye."

https://twitter.com/shirahamakamome/status/2099323129755844811
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🏳️‍⚧️𝓡𝓸𝓾𝔁∞💜🎼 @nihilisthex.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
After this episode I really think the key takeaway of this show is that romantic love isn't always the utmost significant form of love. Very often the love between family and found family is just as significant and deserves to be appreciated as much as it should be #GoodbyeLara
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