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f: avery, nihilus collective

@nihil-m.bsky.social
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nihilus collective ★ 20yo, didsys ╮ ↳ colle. they/them. queer + audhd 🔗 [website.com] / ic ; vinfarts

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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 03/10/2025
hey so ive been feeling itd be a lot easier to unmask / be myself on an account solely for me so thats what ive done. people might not gaf but its very hard to be myself after like.. everyone mutualed cato and not me so ill try being on @crownd.bsky.social and expect it to be different
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 03/10/2025
i would be more active but every day is a new challenge rn to be real
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calvin @cal-alidocious.bsky.social · 03/10/2025
commissions open until i get a job 15-40 USD depends on what you want pay me on either of these thangs: artistree.io/calalidocious ko-fi.com/cal_alidocious
busts (or headshots) 
unshaded: 15 USD 
shaded: 20 USDhalf bodies
unshaded: 25 USD
shaded: 30 USDfullbodies
unshaded: 35 USD
shaded: 40 USD
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 03/10/2025
im a little more insane earlier in the day than i usually would be but its alright it means the progress is accelerating
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 03/10/2025
on the day of my 11am class, i wake up 2 hours before the time i planned to (at 5am)
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 02/10/2025
living in england chill until you forget to turn the socket on
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BeeKirby @beekirby.bsky.social · 01/10/2025
i never even considered [lubba from mario galaxy 2] could be a woman. maybe i'm a bad person
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 01/10/2025
today was so exhausting. we had a 4 hour class, some brain stuff going on, and met potential friends. but now we have two days off (yay!) so ill make sure we rest up
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 30/09/2025
me : i will be unapproachable and unlikable as possible after like 30 mins around people : i love to socialize and have fun.
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 30/09/2025
guess who made 2.5 potential friends
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 30/09/2025
i am being unapproachable at the function (class)
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 30/09/2025
NO class today. i dont want to go
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 28/09/2025
i know i just came back from inactivity but i may be less active when it comes to posting on my own for a while. really not doing so hot
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Lizzi 🐦🌸 @spiritcrowart.bsky.social · 22/09/2025
High Zodiark, protector of us all. 🎨 #art #dragalialost #zodiark #highzodiark #pixelart #aseprite #dragonart #creatureart
Pixel art of High Zodiark from Dragalia Lost, a gray and white bony dragon with 4 prominent purple horns, purple wings, and purple claws. He is surrounded by shadowy wisps.
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 27/09/2025
my brain feelsliek soup
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 27/09/2025
i would like to get into the silent hill franchise but tank controls are so insane for me
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 27/09/2025
sorry if im like fucked up for an indefinite period of time. for my typology mutuals im entj fi gripping so you get it
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 27/09/2025
thinking of what to do today (probably more persona 5)
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 27/09/2025
(crawling on the floor) trying to be an interactive mutual in my suffering
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 27/09/2025
yeah okay poomang.com/en/t/pointof...
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 27/09/2025
anyway good morning im feeling so out of it from whatever sickness there is in my head but my boyfriend got me out of bed since he wanted to sleep in it (long story)
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 27/09/2025
my mutuals feed is broken bruh
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 27/09/2025
why cant i see the tl
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cel 🐟 @greybubble.bsky.social · 27/09/2025
hey fellow brits here’s an uh very popular petition against the digital ID card bullshit no way in hell I want the online safety act bullshit government to be able to tie together online and offline identities so easily petition.parliament.uk/petitions/73...
petition.parliament.uk
Petition: Do not introduce Digital ID cards
We demand that the UK Government immediately commits to not introducing a digital ID cards. There are reports that this is being looked at.
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 27/09/2025
mental health is not well activity plummetting
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 26/09/2025
actually so drained and exhausted hence why i havent posted anything. im dealing with a lot of shit mentally right now
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 25/09/2025
i looked in the mirror and got scared of the pretentiousness radiating from my audacity to wear a blazer off shoulder but like you have to own it okay
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 25/09/2025
what do i wear
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 25/09/2025
according to 16p i am an intj because i am 1% more introverted than extroverted (not true)
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 25/09/2025
did windows change their emojis to all look like weird and pinkish???
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 25/09/2025
im glad like half of my tl is actually awake when i am now instead of the Dead hours
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 25/09/2025
the uni struggle meals are starting (i woke up at 7:30am after staying up til 12 i am not making shit)
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 25/09/2025
removed the bookmarking feeds from my pinned and now my tl looks so bald
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zsuzsi🎀 commissions open (1/3) @apisfyvie.bsky.social · 10/07/2025
the evil and murderous horse
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 25/09/2025
may go out with someone today and i should but good lord am i so exhausted
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 24/09/2025
technically i should make a systemwide info site or whatever (strawpage/carrd/rentry) but i just dont know if im feeling like that
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 24/09/2025
maltesers are good and all but i need the second flap inside the package to DIE
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 24/09/2025
my internet is so shit today
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 24/09/2025
body woke me up way before i actually felt energized to do anything
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 23/09/2025
just said goodbye to my dad for a while feelings happening
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 23/09/2025
id post something more light and entertaining but im feeling pretty out of it todays my dads last day in the uk since hes been here to help us settle in so theres a lot going on internally
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 23/09/2025
fucked up i was super homesick yesterday then the whole you know american thing happens like okay 💔
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 23/09/2025
why did i wake up at this god awful hour
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 22/09/2025
i had to update my ios now everything is insanely sleek i cant tell if i like it or not
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 22/09/2025
restarting the spamliking small
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 22/09/2025
why in the world do you need a uk phone number to get a bank account and a uk bank account to get a phone number like theres ways around it but like the lloyds app didnt work until i got a new sim
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 22/09/2025
accidentally used 'we' in front of new potential friend instead of 'i' 👎👎👎👎
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f: avery, nihilus collective @nihil-m.bsky.social · 21/09/2025
tiniest "spamlike" session now i sleep
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