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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

Rain ASMR just became a fried chicken commercial lol

Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

youtu.be/f6mc_UnSa-o?.... One of the BEST fantasy dramas I’ve ever watched. “Veil of Shadows” I highly recommend , it will really touch your heart 💗, the storyline is hard to follow but you eventually understand more and more. It’s sooo Good #Asiandramas 🌟 🌖 🐉

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田嘉瑞 (Tian JiaRui) - 不苦 (Not Suffering)(影視劇《月鱗綺紀》露蕪衣&寄靈命定曲) Veil Of Shadows OST

YouTube video by Noche’OST MusicVideo

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

I LOVE the new music video from BTS called “Normal” , it came out on Spotify , the music video but I can’t watch it there , I’ve been watching reaction videos to it on YouTube. I’m waiting for it to drop on YouTube in couple days

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

I could NOT wait for BTS new MV to “Normal” to come out on YouTube ( which will happen in couple days) it came out on Spotify but I don’t have Spotify. I just couldn’t wait DARN IT Lol , so I’ve been watching reaction Videos. I will watch it on YouTube though when it comes out as well #BTS #kpop

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Man, this heat is ridiculous 🥵

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

The SPECTRUM IS NOT Linear ☀️🦋

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

Everyone with ADHD or AUTISM Or AUDHD has their own struggles and own story. One doesn’t discount the other. I heard the spectrum is NOT linear. Every person is VALID and if you’ve been diagnosed and you are? Then YOU ARE.

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

The way I see it is that a lot more people getting diagnosed NOW with ADHD and Autism who are adults in their 30’s to 70’s is because back then there wasn’t much awareness nor hardly any acceptance. It’s not that the spectrum is too broad , it’s just that MORE ppl who do have it are seeing it late

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

Good Morning everyone ☕️☀️, it’s a new and fresh day. How is everyone doing? I’ve asked myself for the longest time, what would my life be like if it had been “different”? But then again, there is is no such thing as “Normal” not really ☀️🦋

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

I haven’t accepted myself fully and come up with way to work WITH my neurodivegence not against it and hopefully , we’ll, I think I’ll learn to do that soon

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

Now I don’t know what kind of help I will get with these services I’ll be getting. I know partly that I’m built differently and may have to approach things differently but it doesn’t seem real to me. I know in my head but not fully.

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

I spent my life being misunderstood, told I’m lazy, not good enough, won’t make it in school, messy, too much, too little, overthinking, looked down upon, told I wouldn’t amount to anything until it all became too much. I believed it all and no matter how hard I tried I COULDNT CHANGE.

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

I DONT GIVE A FLYING FUCK WHAT ANYBODY SAYS OR THINKS. IM DONE. I’m GOIMG TO WAVE MY FLAG AROUND AMD BE ME . I’m neurodivergent .. PERIOD. Built differently … period. I’m my own individual with my OWN valid STORY. PERIOD. Everybody else who don’t get that can fuck right off. I’m staying in my lane

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

Fuck I’m pissed at some people. My experience as a neurodivergent is FUCKING VALID. Now I don’t know what to do with MYSELF. It feels like I don’t exist how can people discount someone just cuz of a “mild” label. It may be mild , but to me? It’s HUGE because of the constant struggle all my life 😢

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

I thought everyone in the neurodivergent community was together. I guess I’m wrong, to hear someone say things about mild adhd ? everyone is different. I hardly had a job not cuz I never wanted to work but I had a bunch of barriers and never seemed to get started. and I had it ROUGH in school

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

HOW DARE SOMEONE SAY THAT A MILD DEVELOPMMETAL DISABILITY ISNT VALID? YOU DONT KNOW SHIT YOU DONT KNOW THAT WE STRUGGLE TOO , I struggle in many ways . IVE BEEN OFFICIALLY DIAGNOSED. AND WILL GET SERVICES. ITS NOT LIKE IM CANCELLING OUT EVERYONE ELSE ON THE “SPECTRUM”. EVERYONE IS “VALID” fuuuck

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

youtu.be/TTuyqOmHY-4?.... I love these types of videos with scrapbooking and junk journaling collages and even unboxing of supplies.. I’ve been wanting to start doing collages , it looks fun ☀️☕️🦋

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大量のコラージュ素材の開封+1 Collage/Unboxing,Huge collection of collage materials

YouTube video by KiKi's room.

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

yes I may be unable to start and complete tasks and be very messy , I may have a lot of trouble regulating my emotions but people don’t see the struggle underneath and will never understand. That doesn’t make me unhealthy. My brain is different so with help, I’ll do things differently #ADHD

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

I actually didn’t feel “NORMAL” practically most of my life especially throughout my adult life. I thought there was something truly wrong with me and that the way I was wasn’t good. I was labeled , having potential but extremely lazy and even as being an unhealthy person #ADHD

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

youtu.be/lUZ0LH4Mf44?... Absolutely LOVED this concert reaction to BTS. Felt like I was there. It’s so touching , BTS is AWESOME and so is Army 😊💜

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I FINALLY Saw BTS LIVE! (After 6 Years)

YouTube video by MrSammyCam

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

I just want to get to the bottom of this , I also have mental health issues as well. Gggrrr 😕

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

The psychologist who assessed me referred me to get services from “community living” which is a branch of DSO. after the assessment , after a questions about possible autism as well, he encouraged me to get autism screening through them. My adhd might be masking possible autism but who knows..

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

Emotional regulation is hard for me , especially in the moment. I just watch myself go through these patterns and fail and mess up EVERYTIME. Even with taking CBT therapy. It’s hard for me to make connections and it’s hard to keep connections. I only have one very close friend of 14 yrs #ADHD

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

My mother doenst completely understand me but slowly she is coming around , she was with me during my assessment but it will take awhile. I’ve had enough of struggling to be validated and seen especially by those closest to me. I’m so tired but I’m glad I’m not alone #ADHD

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

feel so glad that I’m not alone with my ADHD, I feel seen, however some people closest to me don’t completely understand. Like my mother , who thinks I blame everything on my ADHD, well, it doesn’t work like that. I’ve STRUGGLED for YEARS so bad. They don’t know the MAGNITUDE of the struggle #ADHD

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

or someone may be talking and I’ll have this whole thing to say , sometimes I’ll interrupt and sometimes not but either way I’ll just forget what I’m about to say. I really dislike that. My brain can’t hold a lot of info , I get overwhelmed and forget #ADHD

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

Got my hair done today 😊☀️💕

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

I be trying to keep my place clean then i stop and be unable to clean or do chores for months till I get extremely overwhelmed and end up having to get cleaning services but sometimes it just randomly pops in my head to do something and I do it but only when that happens. struggle is sooo REAL #ADHD

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Nicole L 🇨🇦 @nicolel777.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

Feel Drained after that assessment. It was an hour and half. I indeed have ADHD But I wasn’t assessed for autism. I qualify for the developmental services of Ontario and will be in the passport program and get assigned a worker. Looking forward to going to activities and events and SO MUCH MORE. ☀️

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