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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 11h

Hold me in your loving arms, Sink me out at sea. Drown me with the weight of you Released to set you free.

Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 22h

This was such a battle the other day I wanted to post 3 minutes of it, too, teehee! Also, oh my - how incredible does it look noir-style. Now I want Queen of the Damned to employ some noir flashbacks!

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 22h

I am a fever that comes in the night and kills by the morning.

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 22h

Gabriella in Lestat’s childhood.

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 22h

Don't ever give up on me, Lestat.

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 22h

I gave Tumblr the chance to send me their favourite loving Loustat quotes to play for today with the warning that if nothing arrived it would be Nicolas-as-mashed-mare… and nothing came, so - Nicolas-as-mashed-mare it is! While I wear my Noah’s Arc curtain dress. JUXTAPOSE!

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

And I stood staring at her, staring at her dark broken body against the whiteness of the snow, the dead hindquarters and the struggling forelegs, the nose lifted skyward, ears pressed back and the huge innocent eyes rolling up into her head as the rattling cry came out of her. She was like an insect

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

It seems to me sometimes my blood is bubbling out As fountains do, in rhythmic sobs; I feel it spout And lapse; I hear it plainly; it makes a murmuring sound; But from what wound it wells, so far I have not found. As blood runs in the lists, round tumbled armoured bones, It soaks the city,

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Perhaps, wherever he is - in death, or in sleep, Nicolas is truly beyond all pain and sin? And Chicalrpidoptera’s art gives him this.

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

“I remember the light.” Chicalepidoptera, I adore your art. This one hit me like an arrow in the heart, flames at my feet, so I had to play for it today. The intensity of feeling in your art meets me in a place where… it’s hard to explain. But you know when art isn’t just beautiful and full of

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

"This is the only sun that you will ever see again. But a millennium of nights will be yours to see light as no mortal has ever seen it, to snatch from the distant stars, as if you were Prometheus, an endless illumination by which to understand all things."

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Time was not time anymore and never would be. The day was not the day, nor the night the night. I couldn't articulate it, not in Greek, nor any tongue, nor even in my feverish thoughts. I wiped the sweat from my forehead. I squinted into the brilliant sun of Italy. My eyes clapped upon the birds

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I thought I was going to edit together lots of Hallucinicki, but I think I might have accidentally tried to reclaim Hit the Lights for Nicolas, surprising no-one more than myself! Actually, maybe surprising no-one BUT myself?!l

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Happy birthday, Cat! And Anne! And Louis! What a trio! What a sad improvisation for your birthday, haha - oops! 😇

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Happy birthday, Anne Rice. Thank you for inspiring us all to be our full selves. You are immortal.

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

The s2 recap before season 3 episode 1.

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

"I hear the birds singing. Listen. I hear them in their cage. The others—all our kind who know of her—they think of her as heartless, but she wasn't heartless. She was only aware of things which I didn't learn till so many decades had passed. She knew secrets that only suﬀering can teach…”

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

When I went to put Nicki and snake away, Nicki shuffled forwards and it looked SO like he was riding the snake that I was like I have to play for him again! But if I try to keep the mood the same, it would have just been a continuation of the other improv, so instead, this time I thought -

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I am losing my mind! DON JOHN IS CONSUMING NICOLAS, HELP! Hahahahhaha. I felt like being silly. Although emotionally, I am deadly SERIOUS! You don’t need my thoughts though… But you DO NEED THE PHYSICAL EVIDENCE! AND HERE IT IS!!!!!

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Give me but a little leave, and I will set before your eyes in brief a stupendous, vast, infinite ocean of incredible madness and folly: a sea full of shelves and rocks, sands, gulfs, euripes and contrary tides, full of fearful monsters, uncouth shapes, roaring waves, tempests, and siren calms,

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Let’s talk about this beautiful piece of theatre, with glorious countertenor Iestyn Davies, accompanied by lute, performing music by John Dowland. Nicolas de Lenfent, I know you sent your soul through a wormhole to express yourself through music and truth, bookended with In Darkness, Let Me Dwell.

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

You’ll never find me with the cool kids. Please pretend you didn’t see it. Art by the wonderful Wrote a silly little song from Nicki to Lestat. Wrote is too strong, because I actually half-dreamed it the other night when I couldn’t sleep, haha! However, Nicki would never sing this in a zillion

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

~the metallic sea and the lone bird who was its only witness~

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

What if I were to join Nicolas and Lestat’ conversation about goodness and sin?

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

"Do you remember the morning that you went into the chapel," she continued, "and you knelt on the bare marble floor, with your arms out in the form of the cross, and you told God you would do anything if only he would make you good?" "Yes, good…” Now it was my voice that was tinged with bitterness.

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

A little pondering about Nicolas de Lenfent and his perception of the sound of his own violin.

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I can feel it The pull on my thread from a distant, restless hand Oh, how I need it Just to know that you're out there pulling all you can Show me that bitter star I want it Gimme that brutal love I want it all I am the meteor above it Writing your name in dust as I fall —— The End. The Beginning.

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

You know, it was never merely the need for the blood anyway, though the blood is all things sensual that a creature could desire; it's the intimacy of that moment-drinking, killing-the great heart-to-heart dance that takes place as the victim weakens and I feel myself expanding, swallowing the death

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

"You are mine, beautiful boy," Armand had said.

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Of course he won't make me what he is, but he isn't going to kill me. The dance will not end like that. "But how could you not know such a thing," Armand had said, reading his thoughts. "I love you. If I hadn't grown to love you, I would have killed you before now, of course."

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Oh my goodness, this is so ridiculously exposed I feel like a ludicrous skeleton, painted neon pink with a shower cap and a terrifying grin! www.instagram.com/reel/Ddv3514...

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

You came of age without faith, and yet you aren't cynical. And so it was with me. We sprang up from a crack between faith and despair, as it were. "And Nicki fell into that crack and perished,” I thought.

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

For Michele "Mouse" Rice September 21, 1966 - August 5, 1972 Words: Stan Rice, Incanto You can read the full poem here: www.stanrice.com/poetry-somel... Was it alright to play for this? I do not know if it was, but I did it. Sorry.

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Claudia: Madeleine made this. Said I looked splendid in it. That was her word. Splendid. You hung it on the wall, the dress I burned in. Louis: Meant to honour you. Claudia: Oh. Oh, yeah, that's what I want to be, car fuel for your self-pity. Listen to your sad sorrys. I'm dead. Dead!

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I overthought this because the art I commissioned from cielmue on tumblr & X is too beautiful. Overthought is always bad. Because I went again when I’d done it already which is always the start of the slippery slide! Because the only result is then you have two and I’m not gonna listen to them to

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Before, all art had held for me the promise of a deeper understanding of the human heart. Now the human heart meant nothing. I did not denigrate it. I simply forgot it. The magnificent paintings of the Louvre were not for me intimately connected with the hands that had painted them. They were cut

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

You can't escape this loneliness It'll say, "What a mess How could anybody ever love you?" Don't hide it away Don't bury those feelings Don't worship that grave dug on your own Don't burn alone You can't scream away the loneliness It'll stay to debate, it'll rage with a vengeanc

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

They are gone, But do they exist In the great unending mist, Feeling, thinking, aching souls? Are they lost? Might they be whole? Or did they end the day they died? Naught remains they held inside? Can a soul be less than dust? A universe reduced to such? Well, one day, the universe, too, Will be no

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Nicolas: Forgive me. Lestat: …I told Nicki that I loved him. From the first seconds I saw him in Paris.That I was drunk with his love. I was engulfed by it... In the moment, the words were true… I think. …As though he knew that in death, it was a nothingness.

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Where words end, music speaks. So speak your truth, music. Or keep it secret…

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Nicolas de Lenfent @nicolasdelenfent.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

But we could never discuss these things now with each other. We could never again be in the inn. Forgive me, Nicki. Good and evil exist still, as they always will. But "our conversation " is over forever. This time, my next next person DID arrive! Anyway. The End.

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