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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 03/10/2026

don't worry, the next autarch i've got to do has a rack

a photo of an undercoated aeldari autarch miniature, ready for painting to begin. a painted autarch in painting handle and an undercoated wayleaper are in the background

radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 03/10/2026

and essentially finished. just need to snow and rim the base, and its ready for varnishing. after painting so many squads and vehicles, it's been so nice to just spend the last few days focusing entirely on a single model and putting the time and effort into it.

the front of an aeldari autarch miniature held in a painting handle, almost completely finished and ready for varnishing. it is painted in the colours of craftworld iybraesil, primarily turquoise, red, and white. in the background a bunch of paint containers and miscellaneous crafting desk detritus

the back of an aeldari autarch miniature held in a painting handle, almost completely finished and ready for varnishing. it is painted in the colours of craftworld iybraesil, primarily turquoise, red, and white. in the background a bunch of paint containers and miscellaneous crafting desk detritus

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 03/10/2026

i don't have break the horizon unfortunately - this is what i got; let me know what the schedule (day/time/session length/frequency) is and i'll take a look at how feasible it is? most i can promise

a list of numenera pdfs in a windows file browser, which lists;

numenera - beyond all worlds.pdf
numenera - destiny core rulebook.pdf
numenera - discovery core rulebook.pdf
numenera - escape from the jade colossus.pdf
numenera - in alternate dimensions.pdf
numenera - in strange aeons.pdf
numenera - injecting the weird.pdf
numenera - into the deep.pdf
numenera - into the night.pdf
numenera - into the outside.pdf
numenera - into the violet vale.pdf
numenera - jade colossus.pdf
numenera - love and sex in the ninth world.pdf
numenera - maps of the ninth world.pdf
numenera - ninth world bestiary 2.pdf
numenera - ninth world bestiary.pdf
numenera - ninth world guidebook.pdf
numenera - player's guide.pdf
numenera - skein of the blackbone bride.pdf
numenera - taking the narrative by the tail.pdf
numenera - technology compendium.pdf
numenera - the devil's spine.pdf
numenera - the hideous game.pdf
numenera - the nightcraft.pdf
numenera - the octopi of the ninth world.pdf
numenera - torment, the explorer's guide.pdf
numenera - vortex.pdf
numenera - weird discoveries.pdf

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 03/10/2026

done in no particular order with no forethought or deliberation with a lot of honourable mentions that might've made it if i had thought of them before the others

an image from the website my9albums.com showing nine album covers in a three by three matrix, showing;

nine inch nails - the downward spiral
AFI - the art of drowning
R.E.M. - automatic for the people
nirvana - nevermind
green day - dookie
the mountain goats - tallahassee
coheed and cambria - good apollo, i'm burning star IV, volume one: from fear through the eyes of madness
converge - jane doe
the smashing punpkins - mellon collie and the infinite sadness

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 02/10/2026

we love a good, tidy basecoat, don't we folks? look at those nice, neat colours. fantastic.

the front of an aeldari autarch miniature held in a painting handle, with all the basecoat colours put down on the model. in the backgrounda bunch of paint containers and miscellaneous crafting desk detritus

the back of an aeldari autarch miniature held in a painting handle, with all the basecoat colours put down on the model. in the backgrounda bunch of paint containers and miscellaneous crafting desk detritus

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 01/10/2026

why does this sephiroth diagram in a french book on kabbalah look like an old anatomical engraving of the female reproductive system?

a page from a french book on kabbalah showing a sephiroth diagram

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 01/10/2026

yeag its called my god damn bluesky timeline!!!

the cover of a cloth bound book with the title "fairies at work and at play". it's sitting on an accession register page

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 23/09/2026

why this mother fucker got the trump smile-grimace expression going on?

a thumbnail for "hellraiser III: hell on earth" for amazon prime showing the CD cenobite with this god awful white person grimace going on and is this an LLM generated image? jesus fucking christ just screenshot a still from the film how hard is that

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 23/09/2026

wednesday night d&d our foundry vtt games now have boss health bars

a screengrab from a pathfinder foundry vtt game (blood lords AP), showing an undead elf and two mummies in combat with a massive undead cow, which has its own name and health bar at the top of the screen

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 22/09/2026

finished up a neat little game called "hades" which i think could be a hit - go check it out

a screengrab from steam showing the achievements for the game "hades" as all complete 49/49

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 18/09/2026

i haf been und naughty baker, please put me on der eine pretzleracken mutter

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 17/09/2026

and the portrait for the priorly mentioned undead elf in our new blood lords campaign was done by the incomparable @emahriel.bsky.social

a dark monochrome painted portrait of an undead elven woman. tanit shraen, desecrator of urgathoa, my character in my pathfinder group's new blood lords AP campaign. the elf had pale skin, blank white eyes, and long, limp black hair. she is wearing plate armour with a low bevor, and a small tilt shield bearing a symbol of urgathoa.

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 13/09/2026

grizzled detective in a 90s crime thriller voice: hnnnnnn *flicks stub of cigarette away* there was a lesbian here

dew heavy grass sparkles in the low angled morning sun. shadow cast by someone squatting down out of camera shot darkens some of the lawn. sitting discarded in the centre of the frame - a single carabiner.

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 09/09/2026

oh yeah that's cool and all, but i prefer to shop at jizz

photo of a store sign that reads "jizz", that used to exist under town hall in sydney, australia

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 04/09/2026

had not heard of this collab before today but i can't say i'm not intrigued

a photo of a pink and silver box, with silver writing which reads:

ariana grande
r.e.m.

eau de parfum spray/vaporisateur
3.4 fl oz 100 mL e

(that last part is probably recording information, looks like they recorded/produced this in france?)

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 31/08/2026

what? no, i don't see a problem. why?

a screengrab from a pathfinder 2e character selection page on herolab, showing five characters, which read as following;

bahnsidhe
pc - elf bard (level 8, 7000 xp earned)
creosote
pc-kholo witch (level 2, 1000 xp earned), vulture (dewclaw)
stitches (rogue)
pc - elf rogue (level 13, 12000 xp earned)
tanit shraen
pc - elf dhampir champion (level 1, o xp earned)
yrannis
pc - elf druid (level 10, 9000 xp earned), leshy (familiar)

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 27/08/2026

do you want a major prize or a minor prize?

some sort of arcade prize machine but the prizes are bagged plastic fisting hands and dildos

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 29/07/2026

get fucked. i hate how inflated concert prices have gotten here over the last 20 years. 350$ for the pit? get absolutely fucked.

a screengrab from the ticket selection section for a concert. there are13 options, ranging from $168.55 (sold out, obvs) to almost $500 for "ultimate premium reserve seating". i know it's system of a down and faith no more, but three hundred and fifty dollars for a ticket to general admission? the fuck is that?!

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 15/07/2026

this is like going to outback steakhouse in the usa

the cover of a menu for a bar cakes "shady pines saloon". it's in the place where a games workshop store used to be, lol

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 15/07/2026

heading out into the freezing reaches of winter sydney (16°c)

a selfie taken in the mirror of my apartment building lobby. i'm wearing blue chucks, black jeans, my wallet chain and keys, a button up short sleeve shirt with a pattern of moths over a black and white striped long sleeve shirt, a black cadet cap, and my canvas courier satchel

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 14/07/2026

happy bastille day to dean the 90s surfer caricature from the simpsons and to dean ONLY

a screengrab from the simpsons episode "summer of 4 ft 2" (s7e25) where the character dean says;

my mom's french
so we only celebrate bastille day

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 06/07/2026

being a participating constituent of my community. i had to delete a part where i threatened to break in and steal precious metals from the server blades should it go ahead because soph got angry at me.

a submission on the NSW public works website which reads (objecting to the project):

building data centres chasing illusory profits from the not-yet collapsing ai and llm speculation bubble is ignorant, foolish, and is maliciously irreverent to the state of the planet's current climate troubles. not only would this result in the theft of public power and water for no gain to the community, there is never going to be a mythical payday for this sort of development so will leave the council the worse off. there are few worse uses for land than golf courses, but modern data centres are definitely one of them. i'd compare this sort of behaviour to the dutch tulip mania in the 1630s, but at least they got flowers out of that. if this project goes ahead, i will take notice, and will remember come future election days.

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 04/07/2026

current space elf plastic man forces

a photo of some aeldari painted in the colours of craftworld iybraesil. assembled; a farseer, a storm guardian squad with a warlock, a guardian defender squad with a warlock, a second guardian defender squad, a windrider squad, a vyper gunship, and a shadow weaver support weapon platform

a photo of some aeldari painted in the colours of craftworld iybraesil. assembled; jain zar, a howling banshee squad, a dire avenger squad, a squad of wraithblades with ghostaxes, a spiritseer, a squad of wraithguard with wraithcannon, two wraithlords, and two war walkers

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 27/06/2026

happy fredurday to those who observe

fred the cat (white with coloured blotches) rolling about on a red rug while looking adorably up at you! the viewer

fred the cat (white with coloured blotches) getting some head pats from me while lying on a red rug

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 24/06/2026

last night i played my first game of plastic mans since 2001

my craftworld aeldari force (2000pts) set up on a gaming table that has a snowy base mat, and a scattering of green/yellow 3d printed terrain features

the game in question - warhammer 40k 11th edition, at a LGS's "Learn 11th Edition" event night. army pared down to 1000pts, my craftworld aeldari force against a black templars army. my aeldari are pushing the middle while the astartes respond to my first turn surge. we muddled through set-up and deployment and two turns before the event ended.

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 18/06/2026

vale isaac. you were the one single unproblematic member of the 00s auckland goth scene. you made the world a better place than you left it.

a photo taken at a goth night in the mid 00s. i'm in the middle, one of my dreadlocks got caught up in my glasses, lol. lilly sits to my left (your right). isaac sits beside me. i must've just finished telling a joke, or a story, as he is laughing uproariously. he lived passionately. what i remember the most of him is him being the most honest, most intense, the most unconventional of everybody i'd ever known. he was an english teacher and he must have left thousands of teenagers better off than when he met them, and who can claim that sort of impression on our lives? he was one of the best of us, and i'll miss him.

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 17/06/2026

best hood in god's most beloved city

the pride column in pride square, in newtown, sydney, australia

the facade of the bank hotel, flying the progress pride flag, the australian aboriginal flag, and the trans pride flag, in newtown, sydney, australia

a shot of upper king street, with the progress pride flag banners hung from lampposts all up the street, in newtown, sydney, australia

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radical lisa loebotomy @nfornihilism.net · 13/06/2026

love the fact that aeldari shuriken "pistol" is set out more like SMGs with a magazine that slots directly into the receiver, but for the howling banshees they just have them mac 10s