iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

literally. they have so many there is no way they need all of them

fire emblem, splatoon raiders, pokemon winds.... it's so cruel

theres still a few months to go but one may hope

I really want that Zelda edition switch 2 and pro controller this would be a great time to have stable income and a secure job 🙂

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Thank you, if I'm lucky I keep feeling better for the rest of the year (unreasonably optimistic)

true, with yuri comms everyone wins

A few good things did happen though. I did get paid to draw girls kissing, which is awesome, and I may even be able to start my hrt a few months earlier than expected (also awesome)

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heyy it's been almost 2 months. I feel a bit more mentally stable again (don't want to get hit by a car as much for the moment, still get the urge to sandpaper my brain though) Hope I can get over myself and draw some more again

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Ena @neyluse.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

Turns out I haven't completely lost my ability to draw 😌

Assortment of doodles involving my persona/ OC including some Pokemon. The text next to the bottom right one reads: "*down+100€-on-release-spell*"

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apparently it was reported for "inauthentic behavior"

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Ena @neyluse.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

My Twitter account was suspended for some reason. I wouldn't even bother to appeal but I don't want to lose all the references I've collected in my bookmarks

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Ena @neyluse.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

I like it too. having an idea behind it that is more than just "a person" helps it quite a bit, I think And you're right, you can't deny the cuteness animal features add to a design

Ena @neyluse.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

If I keep it up maybe by the end I'll have something I'll actually stick with for longer than like a day 🙂

Ena @neyluse.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

designing without a theme or concept just based on vibes is so difficult sometimes restrictions really are nice but I don't have a world or anything to guide or frame my persona's design

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Lyria⭐リリヤ @lyriasshin.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

Hewwooo comms open some slots RTs appreciated🙏🙏 Check prices and examples in the link below👇 Thank you in advance🫶🫶

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Ena @neyluse.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

thing (purple)

collection of digital sketches, one of them colored, of my OC/ persona

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Ena @neyluse.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

you've said you wanted me in your mouth which is similar enough, I guess

Ena @neyluse.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

what a coincidence, me too!

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my strongest oomf🫡 please don't forget to keep drinking water

🙁you wouldn't do that to me

Thank you, I appreciate it!

I see,makes sense it would be more frequent at the beginning and I'll keep the advice about distracting yourself in mind, thank you🙏

I don't know what about needles gets me...It's not like I don't trust the nurses (although I have heard some stories) Like, I'd be fine if they cut me with a knife but not the precise and probably less hurtful needle

That's reassuring at least (the first part) I'll just have to remind myself that doing the tests will do me more good than not doing them😮‍💨

Hopefully they won't have me do it that often,,, but getting used to it would likely be helpful in the long run

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They're the worst,,, and don't call me brave yet, I could still run away

yesterday went so well all around I forgot that hormone therapy will have me take blood tests and I'm now on a 6 month timer to get over my fear of needles ughh

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🫶 You and me both are welcome

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burger was very good, even if it completely fell apart while eating

Thank you Lyria! I'm glad I went instead of pushing it back forever and I think future me will thank me too

Ena @neyluse.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

I got over my hesitation and went to a therapist(?) today and made my first appointment which (hopefully) means I can start hrt in about half a year making myself a burger and salad as a reward🍔

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You're right no one would ever suspect you to have such thoughts 🙂