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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 16/10/2026

and for my next trick: i will overload my physical stimulus for the next 8 or so hours to escape from my stress and my problems!

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

i finished task that i've been procrastinating on for about a month in about two hours :))))))))))

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

have been on a streak of regret and turmoil. oddly enough, one of the biggest and recent ones is me highly regretting that i didn't go my home gym's anniversary party.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

i'd lowkey embarrass myself over karaoke for you.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

what does it mean when i wished that mcvries won the long walk instead of garraty p.s. mcvries death fucking KILLED me

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

godspeed mcs for having one of the three aida's branches. i hope they don't shut you down ❤️

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 18/05/2026

god, i LOVE journaling! i would be a funky mess if i don't write these thoughts/feelings down. i would be INSUFFERABLE.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 21/04/2026

most of the time i fail to notice/realize/observe how big i've gotten. i was filming a standing-up ****-*** vid and mid-way, i noted how big my thighs are, jesus. like damn, i'm a fucking unit.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

god, i'm missing you a little extra today, damn.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 31/01/2026

oh to love a person, grieve them, and to never regret having loved that person. i love being fucking alive.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 29/01/2026

applying for jobs is so demoralizing at times. the market is SUPER rough for people my tenure. it's depressing.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 26/01/2026

so one of the goals before going to climb in a bouldering gym in pampanga is to get as many badges as possible. to get a badge, you need to send all the routes of a specific chip i.e. to get the red chip badge, you need to send all of the red chip problems, etc. i love this mechanic so much bec it

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 14/01/2026

going to climb + yap about heated rivalry tomorrow which means i have the will to live for at least the next 24 hours.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 08/01/2026

never in a thousand years would i expect to be in my partner's daughter's close friends but here we are

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 08/12/2025

joining a climbing comp not bec you want to test yourself in how far you've gone in climbing and actually compete with other people but to farm all of the quality photos the media team took of you while climbing is an infallible way to join one.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 28/11/2025

taking solace in the belief that somewhere out there, in a different timeline, in a different universe, the versions of ourselves in that place have figured it out for themselves.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 04/11/2025

i hope god gives you all of the sickest boulders up there.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 03/11/2025

climbing is WAAAY more fun when you don't chase grades. climbed beneath my highest grade but with more frequency, and challenged myself more so on the mental side of climbing.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 30/10/2025

current drink tastes like an orange popsicle. i'm queening out with a couple of girls over sza, billie, and breakup songs. drunk but in a good, very discernible way. life is good tonight.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 09/10/2025

chat what does it mean when i spent 2.5/almost 3 hours at the gym and i SOLELY listened to still into you by paramore?

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 06/10/2025

while a hookup and i was engaging in sexy talk in the middle of fucking, he described me as beautiful, smart, and irritating. easily my favorite descriptor of all time. i cared less about beauty and intelligence (at the time) but being a slight nuisance? sign me the fuck up.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 22/09/2025

even though it's a common (san pedro,) laguna delicacy, i found out very recently that i like buko pie! which also means that this is my first time in my twenty-six years—of existence and of being a lagunense—of tasting one.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 18/09/2025

i bought an ocarina and i'm gonna be so fucking annoying with it, holy shit.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 12/09/2025

the way my teammates are more affected than me by the layoff. i've been enjoying my night getting dicked down and they've been filing sick leaves left and right bec they figured to take the day of for mental health reasons. it shows that they care. i love them so much and i'll miss them terribly.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 04/09/2025

it's honestly crazy how many people i know who basically had the cheerleader-to-climber pipeline, me included.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 20/08/2025

my five year-old niece asked why i have a heart on my shoulder. i told her that it's actually a wound from my (bike) accident and not a heart and she scurried away right after that. i did look at that wound to see why she made thay comment, and it is actually heart-shaped, dear reader!

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 10/08/2025

i'm looking through my finsta/dump account and saw the post i made about me visiting ikea (for the first time) with my ex and it made me sad for a bit. i remember that that day was a very fun and exciting date for us.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 07/08/2025

you really have to be a bit delusional to win in life.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 27/07/2025

okay maybe i jumped the gun because I caught myself saying i should kms every five minutes or so while i'm doing my workouts at the gym rn.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 27/07/2025

i know i'm well again when one of the first thoughts i have waking up every day for the past couple of days is how excited i am to seize the day.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 19/07/2025

had dinner and drinks with a good friend last night and the conversation (naturally) flowed into the topic of exes, as i have informed him that i'm newly single. he told me that he's in good terms with all of his exes and they still speak to each other and are good acquaintances/friends.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 17/07/2025

biked again after a long time tonight and it felt good! i struggle with uphills (as i should), feel okay when there are other vehicles around, and need to get better at restarting my momentum from standing still/stopping. i'm so excited to get better at biking in general.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 16/07/2025

it's crazy how, after the breakup, my ex started to workout again and that i am seriously contemplating to relearn how to bike again (he has a bike and has been nudging me to accompany him in his bike rides albeit i run alongside him).

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 13/07/2025

man, i really tried my best. i really gave it my best shot.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

i'm so excited to go to carolina's/divisoria with my mom and buy more fabric and eat at wok inn or smth.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 08/07/2025

man, bad communicators are such turn offs. i don't care if you have a horse cock or have six pack abs but if you have good communication skills, then that's undeniably sexy personally. you don't even have to be the best in it. but being decent at it is so hot.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 07/07/2025

i'm so excited to turn my life around and work on myself. watch this space.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

my favorite outcome of this breakup is the fact that my mom and i grew closer to each other. she asked about my breakup and i didn't really talk to her about it but then that prompted other conversations to take place.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 05/07/2025

rollercoaster of emotions for the past twenty four hours. we have: 1. super great hookup. best in a while 2. road trip to tagaytay with two of my closest friends that included a very cathartic conversation about my relationship with my soon-to-be ex

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 03/07/2025

i honestly do not know what i want re: relationships and it has made me fearful if i ever eventually figure out what i want yk? i consider myself to be good at introspection but sometimes, it's really fucking difficult. maybe i need therapy again idk.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 02/07/2025

i remember this one time where a regular hookup ultimately broke my heart. so i left his place, went home, and rushed to the climbing gym in an effort to drown out my feelings with climbing and community, both of which my gym is abundant in.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 01/07/2025

anyways, both my middle fingers are inflamed, i think and i'm going to contribute to the statistics if these don't get well soon. i miss doing (weighted) pullups.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 01/07/2025

so basically i'm rebranding this account as a dump for my thoughts bec i might go fucking insane if i don't have a (regular) outlet for it. oomfs feel free to unfollow, it's nbd.

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neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social @neuroticoverthinks.bsky.social · 27/11/2024

idk what to do with this account ngl but have some pics of myself ig? e.g. post-bouldering pic, and two post-gym pics.

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