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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️

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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 8h
MY DUDE YOU CANNOT BE FUCKING SERIOUS @pfrazee.com
GLITTERING CAMILLE @rozorosso.bsky... 46m
Joined Oct '24
• Imbalanced Humors (Stand-up comic)
@pfrazee.com do you guys have a staging server 2/2
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P(aul) Frazee @pfrazee.com
Dermatemeculitis
A what
1:30 PM • Oct 26, 2026
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 13h
they’re all going to slam in the back of heathcliff’s dragula
Heathcliff comic where Heathcliff and a bunch of monsters (Frankenstein, a ghost, a werewolf, a vampire) are all riding with Heathcliff in a red open top old timer roadster at night, while two humans watch. The caption is “Is that cat driving a car?”
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 24/10/2026
dentist ✅ early voting ✅ buy halloween candy ✅
Nora is outside with an I voted sticker on her leather jacket
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 24/10/2026
she puts on a good show! i caught this performance right before she blew up
The program for Holly Herndon’s Expanding Intimacy performance at the Guggenheim museum
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 23/10/2026
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 23/10/2026
the second panel of the two panel comic where a father tells his son that women are vixens and in the second panel it’s ten years later and she’s a trans woman metal musician being interviewed and saying “needless to say it was the most metal thing I’d heard in my life”
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 23/10/2026
sure lets go
GET TO KNOW MY MUSIC TASTE
for every like i will post i song i love ♡
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 21/10/2026
daily #poetry time again
# 2026-10-20

i will make silence
or something appreciating it
beneath my headphones

its too busy by the east river
on this waning day of good weather
european tourists crowd the paths
voices thickening the autumn air
mostly with french
and occasional german

If i turn my head left
i can gaze upon the icons
brooklyn bridge and manhattan towers
frank gehry's wiggly monstrosity
and the debased brutalism
of 375 pearl street
(i will never forgive what they did to you)for a transplant i sure have opinions
about new york city architecture
but its been fourteen years now
just over a third of my life
in this beautiful frustrating place
i think im entitled by now

because i hear her slipping
into my voice every now and then
try as i might to hold on to "wooder"
and other little shibboleths
that is my native tongue
even if this foreign land is home

evening rolls in bringing a golden hue
to the manhattan bridge
and its rumbling echoing of subway trains
means that it's time to go
and soon join that rumble
on my way to the rest of life
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 16/10/2026
#poetry
# 2026-10-15

a means to an end but what drives this heart?
the vagarities and fickle fate of coin flips
some were born to a mission a certainty
of path that even when incomplete still gave
a sense of direction

focus the lens now
see the light of dying stars in infinite distance
and doesnt it ache so knowing the time taken
to each photon to cross eternity and touch
your macula as you gaze upon the distant past

father told you energy stored in the body dissipates into ether into the same interstellar
medium that carried sparks of dead light to you
in the blackest night we dare not call it a soul
but it carries on forever

all the same you carry
something burning inside desperately searching
for a lens to channel it thick convex or concave
whichever shape of glass will magnify the flame 
or focus it so strong it sets the world ablaze

if only you could decide
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 15/10/2026
A copy of French Symbolist Poetry as translated by C.F. MacIntyre and the 33 1/3 book on Disintegration by Andi Harriman
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 15/10/2026
ive seen enough the chess playing robot is a sentient being
An illustration of a Mechanical Turk, a chess playing “automaton” that was actually controlled by a real human inside the box it sat on.
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 12/10/2026
i think i might be pretty
Nora looking kinda witchy and gothy. She has purple hair, black cats eye glasses, septum piercing, and a key pendant on a silver chain. She has on a black cardigan with a silver rose sweater guard chain over a Nine Inch Nails t-shirt, and a long black skirt.
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 12/10/2026
The members of DEVO in their classic yellow suits, standing inside a weird concrete bus shelter in Akron. They’re all wearing their instruments except the drummer Alan who is holding his sticks.
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 11/10/2026
daily #poetry time again inspired by a real conversation with my dad
"remember you were a city boy"  
  
dad tells me with apologetics  
but i still chafe a little  
even if he isnt wrong  
  
"you learned how to carry yourself  
and even now that youre a woman"  
he continues  
  
"you still know how to carry yourself"  
oh its true i carry myself still  
with all the unearned confidence  
  
of a cisgender man  
look at me walk  
back straight eyes front tits forward  
  
and if i feel a little spicy  
leading each step from the hips  
but usually just trying  
  
to get from point a to point b to point c  
with speed down crowded sidewalks  
no time or space for mere sauntering  
  
and no wonder  
nobody gives me static   
most of the time  
  
its like trying to hit a bullet  
with another bullet  
pow
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 10/10/2026
finally after almost two years on injections i managed to completely drain a vial all the others had maybe one or two shots left i couldnt get out with my filling technique or had cored so this is a win
An empty vial of estradiol valerate
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 10/10/2026
who wants to go to bloaty’s pizza hog with me? but dont talk to me ill be trying to beat vampire piggy hunter
Nora is dressed as Gaz from Invader Zim, complete with purple hair and skull pendant
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 08/10/2026
finally a better storage solution for my cds than the rickety-ass cheapo cd tower that has been threatening collapse for over two years and there’s room for more!
Nora’s CD storage solution: a set of IKEA KALLAX shelf dividers with collapsable fabric drawers now full of CDs (also some DVDs and cassettes in the bottom drawer)
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 08/10/2026
the otherworldly zoe zanias
Zoe Zanias wearing a flowy witchy dress and singing into a microphone under bright stage lights
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 08/10/2026
korine
Korine, a two piece darkwave band from Philly. The guitarist and vocalist is a trans woman.
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 06/10/2026
this is normal
Nora’s estrogen injection tracking spreadsheet with columns for date, dose in ml, dose in mg, which leg she injected, and notes about each injection.
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 06/10/2026
#poetry time again this time inspired by my evening walk
# 2026-10-05  
  
## sylvan night walk  
  
the 8:35 to penn station  
rolls and rattles under my feet  
third rail sparking as it passes   
and the night flight  
from who knows where  
rumbles low on approach  
to laguardia airport  
on a clear windy autumn night  
from this vantage point   
i can see clear to manhattan  
its glass fortress parapets  
blooming on the horizon   
with unnatural light  
as someone burns midnight oil  im hungry and craving   
but i dont even know what for  
autumn is a liminal season  
passing though like a pedestrian  
where there is no crosswalk  
or under night dark street tree canopies  
as another train trundles past  
returning reverse commuters  
and the lung of the tennis club  
glows alien white waiting  
for bare trees and winter winds  
while station square bathes  
in artificial orange lamplight  
sharing sidewalks with dog walkers  no one understand the scramble  
at austin and continental  
most take the long way rather  
than cut across on the angle  
old habits die hard here  
old neighbors mourn change  
but prefer death to growth  
clinging to waning pasts  
like new scaffolding clings  
to twenties tudor fantasies  
i stride down the boulevard  
a splinter a sore thumb  
in someones waking dream  
as he stumbles along soused  
lost in thought like me
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 02/10/2026
i am now rather damp from an unexpected rainstorm but i am here
A lifesize Michael Myers display at a Spirit Halloween
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 02/10/2026
what made nora god no wonder im like this
My nine albums:

Pink Floyd - The Wall
DEVO - Q: Are We Not Men? A: We Are DEVO!
King Missile - Happy Hour
The Residents - Duck Stab!
Kraftwerk - Trans Europa Express
Capillary Action - Fragments
Sparks - Kimono My House
Nine Inch Nails - Pretty Hate Machine
Evanescence - Fallen
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 01/10/2026
try estrogen
Bearded bespectacled dweeb with an undercut and a black leather jacket.Nora looking gorgeous as all fuck
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 30/09/2026
lights are green across the board five by five we are cleared for email
indicators in protonmail domain setup that my domain is set up for email to and from proton: verified, 2 addresses, mx, spf, dkim, dmarc, and catch-all
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 30/09/2026
oh yeah fall weather means fall office fits
Nora in a bathroom mirror at work wearing a black button up top with short sleeves and a velvet ribbon tie, paired with a gray plaid maxi skirt, black tights, and boots.
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 30/09/2026
amen
A page from Gay Girl Prayers

Heaven is ten girls
who take their lamps
to each other's bed chambers
to read lesbian erotica
and make out.

MATTHEW 25:2
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 27/09/2026
#poetry time again
# 2026-09-27  
  
the sky pours crimson rapture into a gilded cup  
drink deep of this sharp salty copper communion  
bound by sacred dreams we do not question  
from whence the unholy sacrament flows  
its sanguine crepuscular kiss congeals on lips  
marks tender flesh to be broken like bread  
  
martyrs die for faith in something more tangible  
than slaughterhouses of the eternal soul  
or for gods that forsake promises of new life  
dead in their shallow graves waiting to rise again  
in blasphemous new easter passion plays  
preaching comfortable old heresies in new drag  
  
roughshod we slouch towards bethlehem  
waiting for what bursts forth from amniotic fluid  
no savior promised no messiah foretold  
is enough to take away the sins of the world  
and all bleed when punctured by destiny’s spear  
staining sacred ground sublimating into thin air
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 26/09/2026
The “say i am alive” meme but its “say i am in pain”
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 22/09/2026
#poetry inspired by susan stryke’s talk last night
etymology   
  
this arrangement  
this incongruity  
standing like concrete syllables  
  
spreading mycelial  
imagine one in three  
with a different grammar  
  
somehow more ancient  
but newer than marked clay  
prayers and stories spoken softly  
  
veils and curtains undrawn  
possibilities released from captivity   
hope left inside waiting  
  
in a demolition site  
looking for evidence  
in things unseen
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 22/09/2026
currently
Susan Stryker and Jack Halberstam speaking
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 21/09/2026
omg i am crying the air guitar photo book im in just arrived and the photographer included original prints and a lovely card and so many memories are hitting and i am cry
The front cover of the book Airness, in a heavy metal font on a magenta guitar pick shapeSabina's description of arriving in Oulu and meeting me, along with an image of my logo sticker.Me on stage dressed as a slutty satanic goth nun playing air guitarThe lovely card and prints. The card photo is a group shot from the post-championships camping trip. There's a casual shot of me and the photo of me on stage. At the bottom is a group shot of Team USA from after the finals
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 21/09/2026
profile pic relationship ended with memoji now picfew is my profile pic
A cute picrew of Nora with purple hair and black horns
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 21/09/2026
i changed and you can too
A sad looking fashy seeming guy with a beard, glasses, and an undercut wearing a black v-neck t-shirt.A gorgeous goth trans woman with purple hair, cat eye mirror shades, piercings and tattoos.
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 21/09/2026
kontravoid
A bearded guy in a jumpsuit and baseball cap is playing a synth and yelling under bright white light
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 21/09/2026
normal bias
Normal Bias, an EBM duo, perform under blue stage lights.
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 20/09/2026
its good to be home
Nora inside the new Saint Vitus Bar performance area. You can see the logo above her shoulder, and there are illuminated inverted crosses on the wall
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 20/09/2026
Philadelphia Eagles logo, and three marks like a timeline:

- oh boy am i excited to watch my favorite team play
- im going to kill myself
- nice we won
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 20/09/2026
Without downloading new pics, describe your gender
Ample Breasted Gothic Partner
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 18/09/2026
some dream-inspired #poetry
# 2026-09-18

be prepared to bet your life
and to pay up when you lose
trapped between floors
in the house that always wins

every exit opens into private spaces
each with their own secrets
hidden behind heavy curtains 
or carved deeply into walls

here even the street grid curves
in multi-dimensional topologies 
existing outside of memory
only destinations remain

present but altered by time
antique signs that never existed
crudely painted over doors
and an excess of plumbing

a home that is not home
but a maze of stairwells
and narrow plaster corridors
painted white and green

with a half-familiar face
partly visible through the window
not the man you were looking for
if you were looking at all
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 16/09/2026
BREAKING: The Bar Band from the film Heavy Metal (1981) will no longer be opening for Ed Sheeran
The weird bar band in the movie Heavy Metal. In the movie they perform “Through Being Cool” by DEVO.
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 16/09/2026
the yamaha qy-70 has pulled out of ed sheeran’s tour
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 14/09/2026
*exasperated sigh*
muting the word douthat
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 13/09/2026
oh heck ive now written a poem every day for over 1000 days
A screenshot from my habit tracking app showing I’ve written a poem every day for 1001 days
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 10/09/2026
#poetry
consider this a blessing  
for one who deserved so much more  
than the outcasts and fools  
in your public stockades  
god's perfect idiot wept a fountain  
under late summer sun  
in a miracle of perfect timing  
and the faithful clamored  
to touch freshly sanctified relics  
before they could clear the scene  
not long after came the performance  
rending of garments and fireworks  
ex-wife of a would-be preacher  
saying something meaningless  
like white noise to the assembled  
while infamy carried the man  
into an unwanted afterlife  
your family wept but mine sighed  
not from joy more from relief  
and joined the chorus of voices  
singing oh bella ciao  
bella ciao  
bella ciao  
ciao  
ciao
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 06/09/2026
pretending #poetry
i knew where to put it
in theory but not practice
the one(?) little girl
among the band of boys
at a wooden camp table
under olive drab canvas canopy
deep in the pocono pines
my innocence my expense
they laughed and i laughed
to hide the pain of difference

we wore uniforms to dinner
ramshackle city boys
always a little out of place
among suburban scouts
though im sure other troops
got up to similar mischief
farting and laughing
playing with fire and knives
id rather lie in my bunk
with a book and a sighone summer it was too hot
to do much of anything
except pack in like sardines
in a roped off square of lake
other times it was easier
to forget what i wasnt 
like smearing and tossing mud
celebrating communal victory
that unity washed away
in communal showers

the year the arrow snapped
at the selection ritual
clad in a white headband shirtless
he fell to his knees at my feet
marking me for the trials
and just as quickly i was gone
made my exit never returning
to the tan stone fortification
at the center of camp
where bugles blasted at morning
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 06/09/2026
shoulda done this a million years ago
I’m muting the fucking wizard book
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 05/09/2026
(strobe warning!) nuxx is not fucking around
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 05/09/2026
spike hellis delivering the beat
Spike Hellis, a two piece electronic group, on stage under very bright red lights.
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𝔫𝔬𝔯𝔞 𝔫𝔢𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔰𝔦𝔰𝔪𝔞𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯 🏳️‍⚧️ @neurosismancer.gay · 30/08/2026
now playing
The cover of the album The Night We Raise by Korine
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