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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 18h

and no matter what i still dont weaponize that information. have u seen me make a god honest call out for anyone? ever?

Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 18h

people act like me not going out means i dont know what's going on. everything makes its way to me, it always has. i dont even keep tabs on people its like a pop up window the way i get a DM or a phone call asking if ive heard about recent such and such

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 18h

straight up eatin popcorn while everyone eats each other alive

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Earthbound.txt @earthbound-txt.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Thanks a lot.

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where the oleander grows @nonblnary.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

what were the words i meant to say before you left

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the Mountain Goats @themountaingoats.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

sovereign citizen basketball player: “I’m not traveling. I’m driving”

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

now is now! now im alive and i have shit to do

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i actually had a moment earlier this year where i looked at myself in the bathroom mirror and said "you're older than you thought you'd be and older than you've ever been. now what?"

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

but im abt to close the cover on 30 in a few months and i now have an entire decade to reflect on and i need to be able to look at the reflection without wincing

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

promise you im not having a come to jesus moment

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

cutting back on vices, turns out, it's great for making breathing room right? if ur in a vice grip you'd want it to relax a bit to take in some more air.

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

it's weird to feel, at this point, that i really only miss 2 or 3 of them bc i had more of an expectation of our respective friendships but. what to do?

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

my mother's wisdom of keeping a small circle is louder than ever. 8 people dropping you at once is a heavy blow but im so light now it's like it barely touched me

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i rly was just surrounded by people who did not love or value me for a very long time and i hopped to any island of friends that sounded better, not realizing i was subconsciously looking for the next plane out of there too

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

moreso happy to share where im at. job good, love good, money...alright. and im even down ~20lbs from January its alright

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

not claiming full sobriety or anything like that bc i dont intend to be so strict as to (inevitably) shame myself for dipping back in in moments of weakness or stress. im allowed this.

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

addiction was everywhere in my life, a lot of it in my family and we're prone to addiction. physically addictive properties of weed vs emotional or mental dependence is honestly whatever to me bc it doesn't matter if i dont experience withdrawal from it im compelled to keep using it like a necessity

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

we're all daily smokers bc we cant cope but im learning to cope better than i ever have and im gonna have to rediscover my connection and relationship to my mom and sister respectively in order to feel fulfilled around them while sober

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

there's a weird want to stay "chronic" as my mom puts it, tho, she's smoking 6-8 doobie time slots a day, also shared but still. it feels strangely like kinship woth her and my sister

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

being high wasnt that much fun anymore when it was 6+ hours of my day accepting i shouldnt or cant execute a task because im high. driving, phone calls, chores, work.

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i came to love weed because i actually just like smoking. i like the smoke i like the motions i like the feeling if taking in something so ethereal feeling. and weed wont kill me as fast as cigarettes will but cigarettes are another thread for another day.

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

i am now chiseled down to 1.5 doobies per day on average and almost all of them are shared. ! another record !

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

a lot of money down the pipe yk?

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

im actually about to finish this bag in the next 2 days and i got it on the 21st almost two weeks for 1 oz is admittedly a record for me considering i was buying an oz every 5-8 days for a few years there

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

the inception of that being 'who i am' from either A) my frequency of use to Cope or B) what people have used/wanted me for in the past is so blended together they're mouths are indistinguishable from the kiss

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

"but ness-!" you say "you're the weed guy! you always have it, smoke it, bring it!" smiles warmly and puts my hand on your shoulder im 30 years old do not consolidate my personality to drug use

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

happy to say that escaping some of the more awful and encroaching periods of my life has made me less inclined to smoke weed

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Earthbound.txt @earthbound-txt.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Good luck, ok?

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Earthbound.txt @earthbound-txt.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Be careful!

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Stone Top Ramen @nessland.bsky.social · 11/06/2026

small rabid dog looking creature on the roadside hunched over something and you get a closer look and see a pair of shoes in front of it. it turns around, eyes ablaze and teeth bared you realize you have run into the Chupa Cobbler

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