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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 08/03/2025

“The second peculiar thing, you’ll see for yourself” Lude said, lowering his voice even more, as we slipped past the room of what looked suspiciously like a coven of musicians, all of them listening intently to headphones, passing around a spliff.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 08/03/2025

It is not difficult to understand how children who have suffered from malnutrition or starvation need food and plenty of care if their bodies are to recover so they can go on to lead normal lives.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

Karen’s project is one mechanism against the uncanny or that which is “un-home-like.” She remains watchful and willing to let the bizarre dimensions of her house gestate within her. She challenges its irregularity by introducing normalcy: her friend’s presence, bookshelves, peaceful

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

The fights were bad enough. “And incidentally I’d won every one,” I added. Lude scoffed.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

At first I figured Zampanô was just a bleak old dude, the kind who makes Itchy and Scratchy look like Calvin and Hobbes.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

As you probably know, finding out there’s no warm water is a particularly unpleasant discovery simply because it’s not something you figure out immediately.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

In retrospect, the rabid speculation over Karen’s infidelities seems driven by a principally sexist culture, especially since so little attention was paid to Navidson’s role in their relationship. As David Liddel once exclaimed: “If he has horns, who’s to say he doesn’t have hooves?”²¹

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

No wonder he found it so impossible to give up his professional occupation. In his mind abandoning photography meant submitting to loss.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

These adults are often the same ones who say “grow up” and “face the facts.” They are offended by the incongruities of yesterday’s riddles with answers when compared to today’s riddles without.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

Of course, I have only my own immeasurable stupidity to blame for winding up here. The old man left plenty of clues and warnings. I was the fool to disregard them. Or was it the reverse: did I secretly enjoy them?

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

I’ve come to believe errors, especially written errors, are often the only markers left by a solitary life: to sacrifice them is to lose the angles of personality, the riddle of a soul. In this case a very old soul. A very old riddle.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

Typically when Lude calls me late at night it’s because there’s some party he wants to hit. He’s the kind of guy who thinks sublime is something you choke on after a shot of tequila. Maybe he’s right.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

she shuddered and quickly folded her arms as if she’d just gotten cold. “It was like that tiny place of his was suddenly full of faces and he could see them all, even speak to them. It made me real uneasy, like I was surrounded by ghosts. Do you believe in ghosts?”

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

That said, while the first sequence certainly hints at a number of underlying tensions in the Navidson/Green family, all brought into relief by this chapter, it is crucial not to lose sight of the prevailing sense of bliss still evoked in those opening minutes.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

After nearly eleven years of constant departures and brief returns, Karen has made it clear that Navidson must either give up his professional habits or lose his family. Ultimately unable to make this choice, he compromises by turning reconciliation into a subject for documentation.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

What can I say, I’m a sucker for abandoned stuff, misplaced stuff, forgotten stuff, any old stuff which despite the light of progress and all that, still vanishes every day like shadows at noon, goings unheralded, passings unmourned, well, you get the drift.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

Terry Borowska, who used to babysit both brothers, remembers how every so often Navidson’s father would vanish, sometimes for up to five weeks at a time, without telling his family where he was going or when he might return.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

He double checks his work, makes sure the line is straight, level and taut and then marks it. The measurement is still the same. 32’ 10” exactly.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

running, you should at the very least be flinging up your arms— you sure as hell should be getting rid of this book—you won’t have time to even scream. Don’t look. I didn’t. Of course I looked. I looked so fucking fast I should of ended up wearing one of those neck braces for whiplash.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

exhale try to imagine how fast it will happen, how hard it’s gonna hit you, how many times it will stab your jugular with its teeth or are they nails?, don’t worry, that particular detail doesn’t matter, because before you have time to even process that you should be moving, you should be

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

something is quietly closing in on you, so quiet in fact you can only hear it as silence. Find those pockets without sound. That’s where it is. Right at this moment. But don’t look. Keep your eyes here. Now take a deep breath. Go ahead take an even deeper one. Only this time as you start to

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

To get a better idea try this: focus on these words, and whatever you do don’t let your eyes wander past the perimeter of this page. Now imagine just beyond your peripheral vision, maybe behind you, maybe to the side of you, maybe even in front of you, but right where you can’t see it,

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

Virtually a week seamlessly elided, showing us the family as they depart from a house without that strange interior space present only to return a fraction of a second later to find it already in place, almost as if it had been there all along.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

If, however, you discover that readers are less than sympathetic and choose to dismiss this enterprise out of hand, then may I suggest you drink plenty of wine and dance in the sheets of your wedding night, for whether you know it or not, now you truly are prosperous.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

“Funny how all it took was a fraction of an inch to get us in a car together.” “Pretty strange.” “Thanks for coming Tom.” “Like there was really a chance I’d say no.”

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

Another pause follows. This time, Tom breaks the silence: “Did you hear the one about the guy on the tightrope?”

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

I feel that way now, watching myself tugged stupidly along by inertia, my own inquisitiveness or whatever else, and it must have been something else, though what exactly I have no clue,

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

“Navy’s successful, Tom’s not,” Karen explains in the film. “There’s been a lot of resentment over the years. I guess it’s always been there, except when they lived at home. It was different then. They kind of looked after each other more.”

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

“Personally, I just want to create a cozy little outpost for me and my family. A place to drink lemonade on the porch and watch the sun set.”

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

black sky bring back the blue. But he never did.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

delicate finger tips, as if by tracing the picture printed in the newspaper, he could in some way retract the details of death, smooth away the cab where the man he saw and loved like a god, agonized and died with no word of his own, illegible or otherwise, no god at all, and so by dissolving the

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

blackening the shattered glass, the windshield struck from within, each jagged line telling the story of a broken heart which no ten year old boy should ever have to recollect let alone see, even if it is only in half— tone, the ink, all of it, over and over again, finally gathered on his

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

jack-knifed trailer across the highway, the tractor truck lodged in the stony ditch Off the shoulder, oily smoke billowing up into the night, and hardly deterred by the pin prick drizzle, the fire itself crawling up from the punctured fuel tanks, stripping the paint, melting the tires and

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

And so only now, days later, as I give these moments shape here, do I re—encounter what my high briefly withheld; the covering memory permanently hitched to everything preceding it and so prohibiting all of it, those memories, the good ones, no matter how different, how blissful, eclipsed by the

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

You might try then, as I did, to find a sky so full of stars it will blind you again. Only no sky can blind you now.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

The simple answer I know: Lude woke me up at three in the morning to check out some dead guy’s stuff. Of course, it’s not really all that simple.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

“No,” Navidson replies with a grin.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

Thus echoing the words copied down by hell’s most famous tourist: “Dinanzi a me non flior cose create! Se non etterne, e io etterna duro./ Lasciate ogni speranza, voi ch ‘entrate.”⁴

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

Furthermore, most of what’s said by famous people has been made up. I tried contacting all of them. Those that took the time to respond told me they had never heard of Will Navidson let alone Zampanô.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

No such luck with this crate. Let the cold water run. It’s gotta warm up eventually. Right?

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

If only any of it were true. I mean we’d all be so lucky to wind up a punching bag and still find our crates full of Birds of Paradise. No such luck with this crate. Let the cold water run. It’s gotta warm up eventually. Right?

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

Navidson immediately asks whether or not they overlooked the room. This seems ridiculous at first until one considers how the impact of such an implausible piece of reality could force anyone to question their own perceptions. Karen, however, manages to dig up some photos which clearly show a

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

Which is almost literally how The Navidson Record begins, with Will Navidson relaxing on the porch of his small, old-style heritage house, enjoying a glass of lemonade, watching the sun turn the first few minutes of daytime into gold.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

Wonder and the way the unimaginable is sometimes suggested by the inanimate suddenly faded. The thing became only a thing. So I took it home.

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

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House Of Leaves Quotes @navidsonbot.bsky.social · 07/03/2025

Why not someone else? Considering his own history, talent and emotional background, only Navidson could have gone as deep as he did and still have successfully brought that vision back.

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