iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 22/08/2025

I hope so! I feel your struggle so much. Sending love 🖤🖤🖤 If you want to talk about anything, I'm always here!

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 20/08/2025

I'm losing my mind. I swear I heard April's meow 😭😭😭 I miss you April

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 31/07/2025

Hint: I will be doing something old sometime in August whenever I get my sight back 😉😉😉

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 31/07/2025

At least my hair is looking good! Second time styling it since my curly cut. Finally embracing my natural hair. 2+ decades later 😅😅😅

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 31/07/2025

In case anyone was wondering how our week back from vacation went: 1- #2 and I had hfm from last day 2- #1 caught it Sunday 3- #1 was up for 2 days 4- my only pair of glasses are gone so I only have my sunglasses to see until 8/12 when my new glasses come in (my eyes and astigmatism got worse too)

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 31/07/2025

At least my hair is looking good. Second time styling it since my curly cut. I am FINALLY embracing all of my natural hair. 2+ decades later 😅😅😅

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

How is it I've gone a decade in the childcare field before I had kids and never got hfmd and on this vacation BabyToast and I get it on our last day 🙃🙃🙃

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 25/07/2025

Very sad today is our last beach day and vacation day. But we had a fantastic vacation. I even got my beach nap cuddles from the BabyToast (who is not a baby anymore but I still haven't come up with new toast names for them) @ryetoast.bsky.social

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 22/07/2025

I got my first curly cut right before we started moving and never had the time to actually style my hair because we'll, we were moving. Tried to style my hair for the first time today and it looks so much better than before I had a curly cut. It really does make a difference lol

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

Getting some writing done on vacation! Enjoying the cool morning breeze and some music. As well as all the hugs the boys decide to come give me.

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 15/07/2025

I got my memorial ring for April back 😭😭😭 I miss my sweet babygirl so much.

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

Where is everyone going to sell their handmade things over Etsy? Icymi: etsy is allowing people to sell concentration camp merch and blocking users who report sellers. So now I'm looking elsewhere because I was planning to reopen to merch come August instead of just offering my tarot readings.

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 04/07/2025

Taking the day off setting up the new place and working on some details for one of the stories I'm writing. (we don't have anyone to watch the kiddos and Rye needs to get some yt work done so it's a much needed day of 'rest').

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 03/07/2025

Cool cool cool. Hoping my kids will get to keep their medicaid 😭😭😭

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 21/06/2025

Sometime in August check out my shop. I should be offering more than just tarot readings again soon!

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 19/06/2025

Heat + depression + antidepressant + dysautonomia = bad times Stay hydrated and stay cool folks!

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 14/06/2025

Shout out to everyone able to go out and protest today! Thank you for playing a big part in this. Especially for those of us who can't participate today! #nokings

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 13/06/2025

Eating salt and drinking powerades until I start to feel somewhat normal. It'd be way more helpful if I could gage how much salt to consume and space it out a bit better.

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 13/06/2025

If there isn't, there should be a monitor that shows your sodium levels instead of glucose levels for those that are potsie or have similar dysautonomia issues. Because my symptoms are so much worse and I believe it to be because my sodium is so low but I literally can't tell how low and I'm just

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RyeToast @ryetoast.bsky.social · 12/06/2025

I'm so excited to fully announce, HAM! (Heroes and Misfortunes) A pre-recorded and edited liveplay DND campaign DM'ed by yours truly and played by @danseibert.bsky.social @davidbaron.lol @pastraspec.bsky.social and @mamatoast.bsky.social ! Episode one launched RIGHT NOW so go get in there! #dnd

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A New Adventure Awaits! | HaM 1

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 06/06/2025

ToddlerToast got to watch his friends from his class graduate today. He's in an inclusive program that helps with his social development (as well as speech) and he won the fabulous friend award. ToddlerToast and BabyToast need new names. ToddlerToast isn't a toddler anymore and BabyToast is now 2.

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 28/05/2025

I got my hopes up too high for my boys' party coming up soon. So now I need to reset them lower and hope they love it anyway. And try my best not to be too upset about it.

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 26/05/2025

Maaaan my chronic fatigue has been brutal this past week. I can barely get anything done because after 15 minutes I get so dizzy and exhausted I feel like I'm going to pass out ☠️☠️☠️

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 16/05/2025

Around this time 2 years ago I was admitted for induction with BabyToast for pre-eclampsia. I was constantly being monitored for it for almost 3 whole months before I finally tested positive for it. Any soon to be mama's out there, listen to your body! If you don't feel right, advocate for yourself!

Purple and pink butterflies and flower surround the text "May is Pre-eclampsia Awareness Month"
"Mama Matters" is underneath (I believe this is the content creator's name for the image)

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 15/05/2025

Nooooo stop 😭😭😭

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 15/05/2025

Not me being over emotional that today is the last day BabyToast is 1 😭😭😭 my sweet lil monster baby is 2 tomorrow and I'm not ready

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 11/05/2025

I love my gift from my boys 😭😭😭 shout out to @ryetoast.bsky.social for helping them make it 🖤🖤🖤

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 11/05/2025

If you look carefully you will find me and @ryetoast.bsky.social 🤣🤣🤣 (I obviously stole this off their fb page)

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 09/05/2025

I may or may not have rolled both ankles. And we did have to leave like 2 songs early because I was going to pass out. I think this was adtr concert 7?

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 08/05/2025

Ignore how exhausted I am lol

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 08/05/2025

On our way! @ryetoast.bsky.social (and yes my car clock is 1hr behind bc I REFUSE to change it with daylights savings time)

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 08/05/2025

I'm so excited for tomorrow night!

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 04/05/2025

Trying to brainstorm ideas on securing an ac in here. Growing up I used to sleep on my sister's bedroom floor or my parents bedroom floor. Obviously that's not an option with the ToastTots. We have a standing portable one. We just need to seal and secure the window. Somehow.

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 03/05/2025

Doing lots of work today

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 03/05/2025

I will never be able to express how much I love my boys 🥰🥰🥰 they are just the cutest sweetest kiddos

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 03/05/2025

Poor ToastTots. Gotta brainstorm ways to install an ac in this room. My bedroom never got to have ac because the window opens like a door. So I literally cannot put an ac in and it's huge so I haven't figured out how to use the portable ac with it... Maybe buying a giant thing if plexiglass? Hmmm...

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 03/05/2025

The house we live in doesn't have central ac. It is also stucco. So it releases heat inside the house as the outside air cools at night. In the last 30 minutes I almost blacked out 2x (5x so far) This summer is going to be HELL. The high today was only apparently only 84 but my car clocked 87.

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 02/05/2025

I'm contemplating using this platform as like a book review platform as well (since I don't tiktok or insta) as the usual ToastLife shenanigans, maybe eventually go back to posting my daily tarot(but I've been so busy and unmotivated lol) Maybe one day I'll go back to streaming with Rye too

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 29/04/2025

I accidently let my tarot readings expire on etsy, but now that things have settled in the chaos of the Toast Household, they're back up for sale!

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 29/04/2025

Torturing myself watching my snapchat memories 😭😭😭 this was 5 years ago

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 26/04/2025

Oh boy this summer is going to be great /sarcasm This is my heart rate laying down and it only got to like 80 degrees today (my room is hot at night bc 1. no ac and 2. the house is stucco so it releases heat inside when the outside cools) #dysautonomia

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 18/04/2025

My life has been this vibe for the last two weeks. "Good morning. The sun is shining, the tank is clean, and we are getting out of - *in quiet horror* the tank is clean. THE TANK IS CLEEEEAAAAAN"

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a large aquarium is sitting on a counter in a room

ALT: a large aquarium is sitting on a counter in a room

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 17/04/2025

Thank you! I try my best. It's been a struggle with guilt and the what ifs and some of the trauma that lingers. But I'm good at compartmentalizing so I can process it on my own time. I'm so sorry about Candy 😭😭😭

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 16/04/2025

With everything going on I never shared that I finally finished April's shadow box.

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Amy @mysaramya.bsky.social · 13/04/2025

Oh yeah he's definitely starting to feel better. He decided to wake up at like 830 and hasn't gone back to bed. He's been actually walking around and babbling and even ate some gamer soups at like 11:45pm🤣🤣🤣

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