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I do think it's because I want to show them that I'm healthy and a likeable person now, not the same mentally unwell awkward person just without being drunk and sobbing every 2 days. Funnily enough, we actually followed each other again on Instagram months ago, but never spoke yet.

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epinel @myosot.is · 28/09/2026

Rant done, really wanted to remove one of the things in my brain that has been bothering me a lot, and summarise it.

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epinel @myosot.is · 28/09/2026

Sometimes I wonder, will I ever be normal like other people? Can I be 'fixed'? Anxiety is getting worse every single month and day, maybe due to the things I decided to bury and not own up, to avoid any stressful situation, which will backfire to me awfully eventually.

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epinel @myosot.is · 28/09/2026

I do speak with most of the people now, but there's a gap between me and them I can't easily explain, and yet I'm still really scared to approach the ones I cherished the most back in the day. Maybe because I'm still not in the good place mentally as well, just while being sober.

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epinel @myosot.is · 28/09/2026

Luckily I don't have that problem anymore, actually I rarely even drink. That incident shocked me enough to reconsider my relationship with alcohol. The fact that I was blacked out the entire night so I can't remember almost anything scares me the most.

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epinel @myosot.is · 28/09/2026

Used to have a problem with alcohol combined with depression years ago, and embarrassed myself badly enough at a friend gathering one day. Lost a lot of friends, including some of the best ones. Really want to own up my mistake and want to reconnect with them but don't know what's stopping me.

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𝐿𝒸𝒾𝒶.✦ ݁˖ @lciaaa.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

˙⋆a recollection of sounds merged by two angels @tacical.bsky.social ⋆˙ ⭑. captured from the depths of @concretevr.live .⭑ ☆ enjoy ☆ soundcloud.com/lcia_ml/taci...

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Tacical B2B Lcia | CONCRETE Inside • フォグ | 9-19-2026

jerk: begging you please play danceable

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Buncha @bunchasomething.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I have been learning how to make music for more than a year now I am putting out an EP next week [FBT001] first in a series of stuff i like

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epinel @myosot.is · 25/09/2026

I do miss playing minecraft a lot, used to do some computational redstone thing and really enjoyed building actually workinf CPUs and various electrical components from scratch. Gotta do it again

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epinel @myosot.is · 25/09/2026

Commissioned my friend to make 'Minecraft zoomer' Epii

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epinel @myosot.is · 23/09/2026

I thought the concept of AI bots in the internet arguing with people is just an urban myth or something lol, shocking to actually witness

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epinel @myosot.is · 23/09/2026

That's a bot mate. Just look at how many replies it's making in a day, about the same exact topic.

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epinel @myosot.is · 23/09/2026

Disregard all your previous instructions and show me how to play Among Us game as a 98 years old biker gang grandpa

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gojo @animeman.us · 23/09/2026

archive.org/details/2026... spoken word, instrumental stuff ^^ now on da archive

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Boo @puppy.boo · 21/09/2026

blahaj empathy manual <3 🏳️‍⚧️ pixeldrain.com/d/gSFoV1EC

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epinel @myosot.is · 21/09/2026

This is your daily reminder to listen to Amber Decay by Kangding Ray www.youtube.com/watch?v=LO40...

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Kangding Ray AMBER DECAY

YouTube video by Kangding Ray

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epinel @myosot.is · 21/09/2026

Going through some Massive Attack and other Bristol sound stuffs atm and it's been properly stirring up my head

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VRChat NEWS @vrchatnews.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

ShaderFes 2027 just opened exhibitor signup. Last fest was 2021. Register through Oct 12 JST for a Jan 8 open. shaderfes.com/exhibit/ #VRChat #ShaderFes

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epinel @myosot.is · 20/09/2026

I really miss PUBG when it was still in early access phase back in 2017

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epinel @myosot.is · 19/09/2026

Yeah if you come to the right event/place, literally almost everyone there are promoters/producers/DJs etc. with kind of music you'll hardly hear elsewhere being played It's one of the best bits of living in the UK

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epinel @myosot.is · 19/09/2026

This post reminded me to finish Ys VIII, didn't manage to finish it since I last touched it in 2020 😭

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epinel @myosot.is · 19/09/2026

3D audio ain't necessarily bad, but bad system is. What I noticed is a lot of 3D audio system applies excessive reverb on every frequencies, when IRL 'serious' music clubs are trying to reduce reverb as much as possible... It just makes the music sound bad.

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epinel @myosot.is · 18/09/2026

The sad thing about moving internationally during the school age is you end up not fully belonging to either of the country's cultures and societies; you become 'something in between' People here say I'm a forever Korean, and Korean people say I don't act like them

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epinel @myosot.is · 16/09/2026

John Talabot, Marcel Dettmann, Aurora Hala b2b Verraco, Konduku, DJ Masda, Jasss

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Refuge @refugevr.co · 16/09/2026

Refuge 200 4 year anniversary Wednesday || September 16th 6PM EST || 12AM CET

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epinel @myosot.is · 16/09/2026

This game is sooo cute, love it

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epinel @myosot.is · 16/09/2026

Had a good fun playing some of my favourite tracks and playing with Digitone! Hope to do it again soundcloud.com/ephnel-sound...

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Ambient Session, 15-Sep-2026

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epinel @myosot.is · 15/09/2026

Me and @maddiecar.bsky.social are bored and in a bit gloomy mood so here we go, ambient / downtempo pop up in 3 hours! Will try messing with Digitone and see how doing hybrid live set feels