Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 09/01/2025This is legitimately a conversation between my Ex and myself, edited only to protect identities. 060
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 20/10/2024I live, just beena bit of a rough year so far. Hope all are well 030
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Headed out now, super excited for the concert tomorrow! 010
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Ok gonna try and sleep the last 2 and a half hours I have before I have to be up to fibish loading the car. I'm off to see Smash Into Pieces and I am super excited about it! 010
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Not to mention there is a deffinitive need for more queer fiction in the world 110
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Just got attacked by kitty cuddles. They know I am leaving for a few days and they are not happy about it 030
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Working on 8 original books and half a million fanfictions lol 110
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Yes! Start writing again! Do the thing! (Is an avid writer myself not that I share what I write...) 110
Reposted by Mykola VoidVikky @freakkybbygirl.bsky.social · 08/05/2024The roof over our head was threatened in result of standing up for myself the other day. Lynx & I need an escape plan! Anything will help, please even contact me for direct sales! 🙏🏼🙏🏼 But a single share from your account could also really help me out! 💞 thank you 💞 22847
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Yep Texas here: born fem so losing my rights rapidly, disabled so the government not so secretly thinks I should do the world a favor and die already, and queer so the religious zelots wish I would cease to exist...or that I can be 'fixed' by a good pious man lol. Oh well I'm surviving 110
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Yes! Love it! Also good for you! I unfortunately live in bumfuck nowhere and the bible belt to boot. When I came out to my mother she apologized for "not giving you enough love or attention that you ended up broken like this"...so that was a thing lol 110
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024The look on his face though first time he thought he would trip me up by asking which girl in a video game I thought was hot lol and I actually answered immediately! Anyway I'm slowly working on my confidence in my sexuality and not feeling like I need to apologize 110
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Meh not a big deal in the long run. I broke it off with them due to me feeling bad about being Ace and generally realizing we had been better off as friends. We still are friends now that we aren't dating 110
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Yeah, I had someone get mad at me because I told them during a conversation about crushes and boundaries (they were baiting me to get jealous) that if they wanted others to tell me and let me meet them and I had no issue. Apparently that was me 'condoning cheating' and 'not trusting them' 120
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Thanks, I needed to hear that. I don't usually talk much because of the voices saying that I am annoying or not worth it 110
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024See I am kinda in that camp, if you tell me about it and I at the least get along enough to be friends with them then there is no problem. If you sneak around about it though there will be. Of course I have only ever had one semi-successful relationship in my life and only 3 total soo 120
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Enjoying being social but fighting the anxiety and brain worms saying I'm being annoying and overstepping...why is my brain like this? 120
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Are subject to accidently inserting their bias or misunderstanding brought on by public opinion into the performance. 160
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024It's also important to have characters of minorities actually portayed by a member of that minority so that the representation is legit and faithful rather than a characiture of the way things are. Eventhe best meaning actors/actresses that take on those roles who are not part of the community- 350
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Thanks, and I'll keep working on it. I'm still trying to figure out who I am. Hell I only recently (within the last 3 years) realized I was nonbinary let alone Ace. 010
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Thank you, that actually means a lot to hear. I'm sorry for unintentionally highjacking the conversation though! 110
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Yeah, I have self confidence issues a mile wide so I tend to always think the problem is me and my fault. Plus I struggle to think I deserve to set boundaries let alone defend them. Needless to say I get walked all over often...part of the reason I'm scared to put myself out there 120
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024I wish there was a way to get people to be more understanding and tolerant of those different than them. It would solve so many issues. Then again I am pacifist and an idealist according to most 240
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024I wish I was brave enough to confront people who blaze past my boundaries. Instead I kinda just shut down. I'm working on it though! It's not easy but I am working on it 120
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024That seems to be a problem for many communities. Bad faith actors stain the reputation of the community to the point no one is willing to give the benefit of the doubt or any kind of tolerance/understanding to the rest... 170
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024See I only really knew about it because I had older siblings who loved it. So I was used to no one knowing what I was talking about if I mentioned it but it did get me cool points with my brother's friends (11 years older than me) 010
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Citizen Soldier is an amazing band for not feeling alone with your mental struggles. I adore that the singer is a practicing therapist and uses that experience and knowledge to create music that doesn't glorify but does acknowledge the truth of how a lot of people feel 010
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024I'm sorry ypu have to deal with that...people are dumb and often judgemental about the stupidist things 010
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Haven't slept more than 4 hours a night in about 2 months but can't get doctors to take me serious about insomnia. Plus I have some issues with social anxiety and generally am afraid of being misunderstood at the best of times. So thanks for the reassurance 000
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024I hope this doesn't come off asi sensitive, my brain is only working at half capacity and words are hard. I should sleep but I unfortunately can't 120
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Ah, yeah that is a problem but also true about many groups that are given shit. The ones who tend to be the loudest are also sometimes the most problematic and polarizing as well as the ones most likely to get public air time. Which sucks...I wish people would learn to live and let live 140
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024I'll have to look into it. I've gotten fairly good at treating the warning signs and mitigating the worst of them but would appreciate some help keeping them from happening at all. 120
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Ha not ready for that conversation? I am pretty sure I have written that genre before...that said no one will EVER read it... 040
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024As someone who grew up in marching bamds that sounds like another way to say someone is either puking into their saxaphone, or they are actively puking up saxaphones. And I don't know what is worse 000
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024I don't understand people's aversion to polyamory...like if you aren't interested then fine, but it is none of your business if it works for someone else or not. Of course that is my view on most things like that... 3200
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Arguably the weather ones are the worst. Because the pressure makes my head feel like it's gonna explode. Do you mind me asking if they are over the counter supplements and if so what? I could use the help but between all my other appointments and procedures don't have time to schedule with a dr 120
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024I love you Tiq, you are awesome but...clowns are terrifying 040
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024*love. I swear I can type. My phone just hates me... 030
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Who knows, sorry you have to suffer them as well though. They suck monkey balls for sure. All the live and support if you are comfortable with it! ❤️ 230
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024It's 4AM and I can't sleep *Do do do do do* Luckily we are planning to check into the hotel as soon as we can cause the 5 hour car ride is gonna be the death of me already add to it the sleep deprivation and this trip is off to a *fun* start 010
Mykola Void @mykolavoid.bsky.social · 13/05/2024Migraines are evil, I get them from my mother and grandmother. I have been hospitalized due to them a few times...I wouldn't wish any of that on my worst enemy let alone a friend! 230