iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

Random thought, but I want someone to make a realistic steampunk styled game where you just fix/make clocks. Like, I want to know how to make an actual clock or pocket watch by the end of the day, just to fuel my autism.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

Not so friendly reminder that I am a REAL artist and I take HIGH offense to AI generated garbage. Fuck you and fuck your Computer-Rendered Artificial Photos (CRAP). We’re running out of drinking water and it feels like a hot ass swamp outside. DO. NOT. FOLLOW. ME.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

For reference, I always give myself a wolf cut, but I always wind up coming out looking like a shaggy werewolf.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

Lost the genetic lottery, deadass.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

Pov: not being able to actually have a nice hair style because the texture is fine enough to resemble cat fur and layers vanish.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

Apparently, people are starting to hate the structure of their eye sockets and the way shadows work, asking how to get rid of them. I’m going the fuck outside and praying we get sucked into a black hole soon.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

In addition, I suck at perspective, so this might be interesting.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 14/04/2026

Don’t ask me what this is for. Would y’all believe me if I said I’ve never drawn industrial metal before? I feel like a fuckin’ wizard.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 13/04/2026

For reference, I’ve got a significant UTI and both that and the antibiotics are absolutely kicking my ass. Goodnight. 🪱

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 13/04/2026

Did I stay up an extra hour and basically risk my life to make a lazy cutout of my Roblox avatar to use as a PNGtuber because I’ve been too sick to continue drawing my previous idea? Yes. Updates will be soon.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

Sonovadamnit.. can we have LITERALLY ANYTHING ANYMORE???

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

7:38 AM. Prune juice + 2 overnight Dulcolax + saline 🍑 = freedom. I might go for a jog later.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

Please don’t be another ER trip, please don’t be another ER trip, please don’t be another ER trip, please don’t be another ER trip, please don’t be another ER trip, please don’t be another ER trip, please don’t be another ER trip, please don’t be another ER trip, please don’t be another ER trip, ple

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

6:20 AM. Literally nothing is happening, just gas..

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

I also popped exactly one Dulcolax right before, so I have some hope.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

Been chronically constipated lately. I’ve heard good things about prune juice, never had it before. Kinda tastes like raisins and coffee? Smells like V8. Overall pretty yummy. I’ll let you know what happens after I drink this can.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 20/03/2026

THEY FIXED IT WWWWW 👹👹👹

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

First it was the doors no longer having opacity options or a slider, then doors suddenly opening the wrong way and interfering with walls, now they’ve taken away the sun. The skybox isn’t an issue, I do like it, but the sun? I don’t even get an option?? C’mon now.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

Thank you #RoyaleHigh for making yet another unnecessary change to the dorms and all the lighting in the realms fuck ugly and impossible to cover up. Everything, even in their respective filters, looks like straight plastic and rooms have incorrect lighting that I am NOT moving my light blocker for.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

As for streams, I will resume my normal routine, but I’m currently busy with the rebrand design and, obviously, my health. So it might be some more weeks or months of radio silence. I’m also third guessing the design and lore..smh. I will be back with updates soon! 💖

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

This entire experience was scary as hell, and I’m not ruling out possibility of a stroke in the future, but I’m thankful for my insurance and that I’m not on the verge of dying. I’m just hella vitamin deficient and I WILL be getting out into the sun this spring and summer, lol. Y’all should, too. 🪱

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

results back on my app. Turns out my vitamin D is abnormally low as fuuuck, and B12 is normal but getting there. Now at present day, I still have paresthesia due to anxiety, so I’m currently waiting to get into neurology just in case, and I’ve been doing my best to keep up with my vitamins and diet.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

followup appointment to check my vitamin D, B12, and thyroid (they were only able to do the vitamin check because my thyroid (T4) is entirely normal). A few days later, symptoms have mostly gone away thanks to keeping my anxiety down and eating more eggs?? Was confused at first, but I get my-

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

acknowledged the severe anxiety my symptoms were causing and offered to give me one prescription of Hydroxyzine, which I took them up on. It helped me sleep that night and my symptoms slowly started to ebb away, but the neck tension and headache lingered for days. I finally get to my scheduled-

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

(there were many other patients with more important stuff going on and I was fine waiting, but I was also only labeled under “fatigue” despite giving my symptoms), I finally get called in, I wait another hour or so, they check my heart and take more blood to check for Lyme disease. They finally-

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

soup, but as I’m sat there, my symptoms suddenly flare up again and I immediately lose my appetite. My mom, who was sat next to me, notices and gets pissed off and says “I’m just gonna drop you off at the ER, you can figure this out yourself.” We go, I get dropped off, I wait hours to be seen-

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

“nonintractable/unspecified headache”, “other fatigue”, and “paresthesia”. If you don’t know what paresthesia is, it can be anything from a stroke, a trapped/damaged nerve, or vitamin deficiency. Fast forward to the evening of the next day, been resting all day, mom makes soup. I want to eat the-

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

test results back for bloodwork on my patient app, everything is startlingly normal, though my thyroid was just slightly low, not a big deal. They do a quick brain scan on me, also shockingly normal, albeit with neuro deficit. I’m given my diagnostic papers and get sent home. The diagnosis was-

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

almost 2 hours to be seen, finally get called in and we do the basic rundown of tests. They ask for my symptoms, and because I forget important stuff in the moment and have a hard time talking in full sentences to strangers, I read my exact events off my phone. They do their thing and I get my-

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

another day. Third day rolls around, symptoms don’t ease even after eating, and I’m finding it hard to keep my head up. I straight up tell my roommate, “something is wrong, I can’t wait”, we go to urgent care first, I give my symptoms, we’re told to go to emergency, so we do. I go in, I wait-

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

I started to notice a few new symptoms, such as the right side of my face and head feeling prickly, but nothing went numb. My roommates and I thought about going to emergency care, but with it being late and my mom’s insistence on my childhood hypochondria acting up, we decided to try waiting-

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

when it all suddenly flared up again, nearly cried, so I attempted to eat some canned fruit, which temporarily helped and I was able to lay in bed again. Still didn’t sleep. Day two consisted of me trying to go about my day with these continuous symptoms, but they got worse at night, so bad that-

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

confusion, shakiness, major fatigue, dizziness, nausea, and almost everything that makes you think your blood sugar just dropped. I managed to eat and drink something hoping it would help, and it did, but not for very long. I didn’t sleep well that night, on and off waking until 4 in the morning-

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

and the rest of my face, but it wasn’t on one side. It slowly went away after about few minutes, but freaked me out nonetheless. Then, for the next 6 days, I felt far more fatigued than usual, assuming it might’ve been my period, but I was otherwise fine. Suddenly, on day 8, I had an episode of-

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

Hi, I’ve been gone for a while, let’s talk about it! 🧵 All through the latter half of February, I suddenly had symptoms of what I thought was going to be a stroke for about 10 days before I decided to see emergency care. On the first day of the 10, my entire tongue went numb, followed by my lips-

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

Also, I’m sorry for not streaming at all lately. I’ve been so stressed and fatigued that I’ve had no motivation to do any of it, even working on the rebrand. I feel so bad I haven’t hung out with any of my friends because of it, too. I know they like when I stream with them. :(

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

What’s worse is that my bf is away until possibly the end of next month and he has no service, so I’m praying to the universe that my body holds out until then. I’m so afraid he won’t know if something happens to me. I wish I lived with him rn, preferably in a different fucking country.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

For reference, the 3 month delay is a rule under my insurance for new patient appointments, which I only found out during that phone call. Mine’s at the end of May and I’m scared I won’t make it before something bad happens to me.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

Why is it that when I finally make my first doctor’s appointment under state benefits, the wait is a 3 MONTH DELAY?? And why does my health start suddenly declining alongside that??? I had a low blood sugar crash for the first time today and I’m freaking out. American healthcare is a fucking joke.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

I might have to shrink down the chest of the lower body, he's a bit too robust there for what it's worth..

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 04/02/2026

Been working a little more on the model and fixed how the body looked. He is no longer a lumpy worm! And I have gifted him...hands?? Sorta. Lots more to be done, but I'll let y'all hypothesize what the end result will be in the meantime. More little rebrand updates to come! 💖 #pngtuber #art #WIP

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 02/02/2026

How much dirt is in a hole? Half full or half empty? Did the chicken or egg come first? Cereal or milk first? I can tell you these questions have never been hard, everyone just overthinks them too much and hates each other for it.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 18/01/2026

I’m almost over a sickened stupor, but I just had a terrible thought to put out into the universe. Logically, who would win? Pennywise or Art the Clown? One’s an eldritch horror and the other is literally a demon, but believe it or not, my bets are on Art.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

This rebrand is gonna step up the PNG/Vtubing game when I’m done with it. The universe should’ve never let me get my hands on a drawing tablet.

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 28/12/2025

OomSMP event today! We’re gonna be starting when everyone’s all set up, so make sure you’ve got notifications on! See y’all soon. 💖

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 25/12/2025

Happy Yuletide and Merry Christmas everyone! I would like to announce that I got a new drawing tablet from my mom!! The rebrand is upon me, and my cat got a cute skeleton shirt, lmao. 🎄🎁💖

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 24/11/2025

OomSMP Season 2 is here, you know what that means! Stream will be in a little bit after I get things set up properly again. I’ll explain how it’s gonna work when we start!

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Murmur Peruru @murmurperuru.bsky.social · 02/11/2025

It’s that time of the year, gang.

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