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I may be home by the weekend 😁 but if this occurs again i wont be doing it, thats the end of the road for me, 17 days nearly in here i cant manage another one

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I slept a bit, Nurses woke me to flush my port, so i made them make me a milo haha

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Eating rice bubbles for tea as i couldnt bare another broth

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MsJayne @mssquiggs65.bsky.social · 15/09/2025

Just had a snoozey massage 🥰

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I am drinking milo its delicious

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MsJayne @mssquiggs65.bsky.social · 15/09/2025

Yay its raining, meaning the neighbour doesnt have to water today 😁

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MsJayne @mssquiggs65.bsky.social · 15/09/2025

The tube up my nose has been spigoted off so now its see if things work 😳😵‍💫

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This is not ideal came in nearly two weeks ago at 71 kg but now i am 56 kg they are starving me

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Bloody dexamethosone i hate you having trouble sleeping

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Big long shower probs too hot but not my bills 🤪 that was knackering

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Cuppa time 🙄 exciting might have jelly lol

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Just did 20 mins in this 😳

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Just had grandkids here, so nice to see them 🥰

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Just got sent pic of Winnie, i cried, miss my dog 😭

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Showered and clean havent slept much today so thats good might mean good snooze tonight

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I am waiting for broth and jelly 🥴

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MsJayne @mssquiggs65.bsky.social · 12/09/2025

Sitting around all day is so tiring 🥴 i am bored but not enough to be bothered reading or watching stuff

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Louie has checked my house for me 🥰

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MsJayne @mssquiggs65.bsky.social · 12/09/2025

My gf came and picked me up today, took me for a drive that was nice

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MsJayne @mssquiggs65.bsky.social · 12/09/2025

Despite the set back and tube all is ok just have to be patient which isnt me lol

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Well that didnt last long, ngt is back in nose after a pretty ordinary night, am disappointed but not much i can do

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I may not be out tomorrow if my magnesium and potassium dont fix themselves and i need the mag to work so that the potassium fixes itself 🥴 just an assault on my body

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I get to pick food now, so here come the awful hospital food pics for you all. Cornflakes was good lets see whats for lunch better not be fish 🤢

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Ole Ruddie sticking his neck out there a bit 😂

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I may go home tomorrow if the nose tube comes out and my stomach handles food

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Gawd Yankyland is becoming truly horrifying

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Poo magedon continued for a while just incase you all want more poo updates lol I feel very deflated and empty 😂 #fuckovariancancer

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They have these auto inflating deflating beds in here, its a bit sea sick inducing, plus awful to sleep on and sound like theres a vacuum going under it, i have asked for a change of bed as its not the best to sleep on and got hardly any sleep last night 🥴

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Just so you all know at 3.55 am i produced poop, small but it was there

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Down in stinky pallative care 🙄, i am tired though

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Off to pallative care i go, its about the beds, i cant hide in kids ward much longer lol

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MsJayne @mssquiggs65.bsky.social · 08/09/2025

Son mentioned he washed my pjs 2 washes after he washed his diesel work clothes, all i can smell is diesel now bastard lol with a hint of their washing powder 🥴

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I am going for a bath apparently might help my guts heres hoping

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MsJayne @mssquiggs65.bsky.social · 08/09/2025

Well Docs been hes not happy, no more food back to nil other than ice resting gut more groan not what i wanted to hear

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MsJayne @mssquiggs65.bsky.social · 08/09/2025

Ooooo shes got a very long lonely time ahead of her 🥴 well deserved to be honest

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MsJayne @mssquiggs65.bsky.social · 07/09/2025

I am sure hes doing this waiting for me to come home 😪

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Just had a shower now i need a nap 😒 energy levels at minimal guess this is terminal cancer, i would take a pic of my body and show you what its done to it but you know breakfasts just being had but 45kgs of weight gone its pretty fucking horrendous really, not VAD ready though #fuckovariancancer

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These are putrid, taste like chemical crap 🤮

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Do premium crackers still exist? Use to love how they had really good chunks of salt on them. Plus been craving brown sliced bread with tasty cheese and spreadable gherkin, food deprived

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Whens drumpf going to look for the Lost Arc surely thats on his mind 🙄

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