iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

don’t know where to go, after the lacuna

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seven years ago i was in the common bothering wildlife. tonight i was in the common. bothering wildlife.

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took myself to the aquarium today and saw my favorite little freaks

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Morg @morguemeat.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

even if you’ve been bald for almost a year, the muscle memory of brushing your hair behind your ear remains

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found one of my old pieces at the davis thrift today. i sold this… four years ago? gave a few as gifts. made me a little sad, wondering if it was from someone i don’t talk to anymore, or a stranger who just decided it wasn’t worth keeping. hoping it was the latter, making peace with not finding out.

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Morg @morguemeat.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

sometimes you go somewhere beautiful you haven’t seen in a decade and desperately wish you could share it with someone. not this time. should’ve gone alone.

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Morg @morguemeat.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

today’s creature. fearless despite being so much smaller than a boot. much to consider.

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Morg @morguemeat.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

friend of the day. ultimate bug. resident expert (my bugs-and-slugs-and-fungi friend) says he’s a colombian trig.

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Morg @morguemeat.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

tonight i am grateful for the small miracle of someone caring enough to set aside something they know i’d like. living now among cousins.

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Morg @morguemeat.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

i go home and remember why i don’t do that so much

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under the full moon a few nights ago, aching in every part of me with smoke in my foolish eyes, unable to walk away because how could i?

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as a child i’d make fun of my mother, always stopping us to take photos of the sky. but i get it now - the beautiful things you see everyday keep you sane. or something like it. one of the many things i wish i could talk to her about.

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yesterday’s bugs, bats, and painted sky. so hard to catch them on camera.

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i got to watch them grow up

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it’s really hard to go inside knowing if i just wait a little longer i might get to see something like them

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what i’m sick of most of all is having to say, “sorry, i’m exhausted. i didn’t sleep.” or “sorry, i’m in a lot of pain.” when i fuck something up that should be simple, or i cancel on someone again. i don’t want a life made up of excuses. even if they’re true.

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it’s reassuring in a way to know i’ve been fighting this all my life - it’s directly connected to my diagnoses - but also. i would really like to not feel constantly out of it. confused and pissed off. i feel like if i could just sleep at least i’d be saner. and easier to be around.

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there was a day i didn’t have any caffiene and took a trazadone at 7pm and i still didn’t fall asleep until 2am. i don’t get the dreams so often anymore. but it felt like i was moving through water. my limbs were so heavy. my vision was fuzzy. and i still couldn’t. and i don’t know what else to do.

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