iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 1h

🎸 oh my god i’m so fucking irritated we’ve been getting shit together for this family reunion with these people we don’t even know and i just nearly had a nervous breakdown because our grandma lost her phone so i had to call it like 6 times to finally find it and i was getting so stressed because +

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 10h

love of my life my angel my moon my soul my heart my everything said he didn’t want to fall asleep on call so now i feel like i’ve been fucking broken up with i feel heartbroken my brain is tearing itself apart over this stupid thing we have to kill bpd ☹️

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 10h

i’m literally in hell why is my brain like this this is ridiculous it’s a fucking hair color #syssky #ventsky

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 10h

i’m scared of my mental health impacting my grandmas physical health :( when i have meltdowns i get really hard to calm down sometimes and she literally said “i’m going to have a heart attack if you keep this up” basically and i’m just… i’m sorry, when i feel big emotions i cry ☹️

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 13h

🥤 i should mention that just because we have a blitzø pfp and have hazbin hotel/helluva boss as one of our interests, we don’t support a lot of the things the creator has done. some of us in the system are even sourced from characters from hh/hb which can’t really be helped unfortunately but… yeah.

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 14h

🥤 sleepy as hell but i gotta take meds which will make me more sleepy… #help 🥱

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 14h

🥤 neptune is away from front now, he’s okay, don’t worry. i was actually the one who suggested he stop talking to this person and step away from twitter because of how unhealthy it was, and so far you guys have been nothing but nice to us, so thank you very much. 🫶

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 14h

i hate crying i hate missing people who have done nothing but hurt me why do i miss someone that i’m willingly choosing not to talk to and i’ve only known them for a month they shouldn’t matter that much to me and they also made my mental health the worst it’s been in a year according to my grandma

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 15h

yeah see i open twitter and it’s full of body checks and sh and talk about sui and eds and that’s my fault for following those people but it’s SOOOOO nice to scroll through bsky and not see any of that on my feed i love recovering i’m eating some fucking chips right now :D

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 16h

this add just said “they say rome wasn’t built in a day” wow i can’t believe they referenced vocal like that

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 16h

hi guys i’m back to front and i’m watching grease with my grandma now and my partner and i are going to call when he gets home from going to a haunted house hi guys!! my mood is a bit low for a few reasons :( but i take my meds in about an hour so hopefully that will help <3

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 18h

🥤 i might have to get out of front i started having really bad anxiety symptoms and started crying i don’t like this can i not be here

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 21h

🥤 anyways we’re in the store now so i’m going to put on this movie connor was talking about so we can have something to focus on instead of all the loud noise

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 21h

🥤 and our pronouns and proxy (unless connor’s in primary front because he doesn’t use a proxy) will always be listed in our about too so if you’re confused on who’s talking because of the emoji proxy, our names/pronouns will always be listed there.

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 21h

🥤 hello bluesky. looks like this is our new home now. i’m jd, i’m the cohost of our system and a fictive from heathers the musical. i’ve probably talked about all of this before, but it’s been a long time. anyways, we’re gonna log who’s in primary front in our about so if you’re ever curious, check.

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 23h

alright guys i’m out with my grandma running errands and i’m gonna watch a movie on my phone while we’re out so i won’t be on because i have to 🏴‍☠️ it and i can’t exit out of the browser because i just have my phone with me right now but i’m also getting something to eat so yay connor!

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 23h

so when they find out they’re going to get mad and tell me that i’m faking my trauma because i “have a lot of family” and i love my partner i really do but they do stuff like this a lot and they apologized last time they did it and they have bpd and i do too so it’s hard for us both

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 23h

every little thing is stressing me out today and i’m trying not to let it get the best of me but i’m going to be even more stressed tomorrow because my partner is going to be pissed at me for going to a family reunion because their family never invites them anywhere and they think it’s not fair.

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

these are my two main tools i’m using right now for harm reduction and i almost had a complete nervous breakdown because i thought i lost the pink cube :( it’s squishy and good for your hand muscles and the other thing i like to roll on my arm because it’s spiky and gives me a nice sensation.

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

hello, bluesky, i’m sorry i didn’t say good morning, i slept until noon and it was the best sleep i’ve had in a while, because i was at my cousins for a few days, but now i’m back home at my grandmas, and she let me sleep beside her in her room because ive been struggling so much, it was very sweet.

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

share with a character that reminds you of yourself! explanation: i read the dear evan hansen book and i’ve never related to a character more. i also deal with self hatred, anger issues, and unstable relationships due to frequent mood changes. i am also sarcastic and deflect everything with humor.

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

all that being said, could you guys maybe drop alternatives/distractions for self harm if you know any? i don’t have access to actually harm myself right now and i feel so embarrassed still struggling with it at 25 years old, but that’s why i’m trying to recover. i’m trying my best. #recoverysky

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

i’m afraid i’ve been going through it absolutely terribly lately, it’s been a horrible month. the crisis safety team came to my house and took my safety pin that i was using to harm myself with 😞 my arms have mostly healed now, but they looked worse than they ever have last time i relapsed. #ventsky

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

and like god man i’m honored that you would trust me/us like that but you’ve literally known us for a MONTH and i’m so sorry that i can’t be a therapist to you but i have my own shit that i’m working on and i don’t need someone constantly talking about self sabotage in my ear 24/7 i’m sorry

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

they also pretty much DEMANDED that they talk to certain members of our system and if they didn’t show up they’d throw a fit and if they DID show up, they’d lowkey stress the hell out of them too because nothing that me or anyone else in the system ever seemed to say would actually help.

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

hey guys. i feel really awful for ever even choosing to go to that side of twt in the first place but over half my following on there is that side of twt so i’m honestly just leaving because i’m hoping bluesky can be safer and you guys will be nicer. thank you for letting me document my recovery.

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

:¨ ·.· ¨: `· . the seawater sys .ᐟ.ᐟ ꒰ #promosky , #moothunt ꒱ ─ connor , 25 ! ↳ ♡ or ↻ to be moots ₊⊹ ꒰ i like anime, helluva boss/hazbin hotel, musicals (heathers is my favorite), arcane, wresting, & more! ꒱ ─ ♡ please be my friend!

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 18/06/2025

gerard way when gerard street, gerard lane, and gerard avenue show up

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 18/06/2025

i’m that oomf that does NOT PLAY about patroclus of opus

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 20/05/2025

🧣 i’ll be answering these if you guys want to like! :3

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 20/05/2025

🧣 bluesky seems like such a nice and welcome place you guys are always so nice to us when we come on here we should definitely make it a habit to come on here more often because you guys are so welcoming and sweet so thank you for always being kind to us on here we appreciate you guys so much ❤️

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Nicø ⊬ ♡ @nicoandthe9.bsky.social · 17/05/2025

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BLURRYFACE

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 16/05/2025

🍧 systems if you ever feel embarrassed about your sources just know i’m a fictive of our host’s heathers the musical oc

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 14/05/2025

🦦 we’ve been watching i am not okay with this, we made it to episode three last night! we may watch more later tonight ^_^

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 14/05/2025

🦦 “i’m sure your twenty one pilots fixation isn’t that bad!” i exist and i’m a josh dun fuzztive from the forest fic Its Bad

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al @kitzual.bsky.social · 27/03/2025

viktor tugging jayce along by his cravat when he wants to show him something and jayce developing a pavlovian response to it. just getting hard whenever he fixes his own cravat

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 27/03/2025

🔅 haven’t been active here since our partner came to visit us.. how are you all doing?

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 27/03/2025

the seawater system ⋆ 23 ⋆ they/it ˗ˏˋ 🖌️ ´ˎ˗ greek mythology • arcane • naruto • blood+ • tsoa • banana fish • devilman: crybaby ˗ˏˋ 💜 ´ˎ˗ nintendo • sonic • lucifer (tv show) • hazbin hotel • helluva boss • harry potter • epic the musical • heathers • be more chil • dear evan hansen • mcr • tøp

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

🔸 naruto has been a hyperfixation of ours since we were 12 so more likely than not there’s going to be at least one naruto fictive in front. right now it’s me. yahiko. pain. piercings guy. “do you hate me now?” guy.

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

👓 you look at pictures of us and you think “they look nice. they have nice eyes. they look nice and soft and they should have a nice and soft life” but we don’t we have bpd and that makes having a good and soft life so difficult because bpd is so weird with the way it shows itself UGHHH

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 23/02/2025

👓 why are naruto fans SO obsessed with sakura’s chest size, let the girl live. the itty bitty titty community is strong.

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

🌚 “are smurfs asexual or was smurfette fighting for her life” according to donnie darko, smurfs don’t even have reproductive organs and ARE asexual. be smart. listen to donnie darko.

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

long distance partner who was visiting for a week is going back home today and im hysterical how are all of you

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

🇯🇵 when you’re 14 in a 23 year old body (me) (middle alter life)

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✶⋆.˚ carrie // recovery era .ᐟ @moonlitsociety.bsky.social · 22/02/2025

🥃 did frank iero have to say “oh, i’m there baby!” when gerard asked if he was ready? did he HAVE to say that? he could have said literally ANYTHING else

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