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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 18h
all my pre-transition memories make me wanna die inside
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 18h
there’s this guy who i knew in japan from the same language school as me who blew up doing instagram reels about his life and has 86k followers now and i think i hold too much power over him bc i could cancel him if i wanted to. well not really but he DID make me really uncomfortable
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
thc gummies are horrid they taste awful but nothing beats an edible high
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
i used to be into niche music and shit like a true loser but ever since tiktok popularized what i liked i haven’t really listened to much of anything in the past 2-3 years lol
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
i’m going to fight demons today. i might lose a part of myself in the process, but watch me win anyway
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
i love ellie and you should love her too
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
i want to try doing things that make me happy again
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
need to buy that $250 one way ticket from lax to narita
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
i’ve felt like shit physically for the past two weeks or so when will i finally feel better. i feel like i’m going crazy i don’t even sleep well at night i wake up at least 8 or 10 times throughout the night and i feel like i’m going to faint from doing any sort of arduous work i can’t go on like th
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
i feel really sad
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
life is so cruel
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
i don’t feel like i relate to anyone or fit in anywhere and while I’ve mostly gotten used to it its been pretty lonely
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
yeah i don’t want to beg for money or have to borrow from people ever again
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white woman fart explosion @gapingwoundgirl.tgirl.gay · 01/10/2026
I know we've been ebegging for a lot of pointless stuff lately but on a serious note I've been dirt broke for a good while now and could really use a little bit just for basic things if anyone could spare anything. sorry. ko-fi.com/kiwijuu
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
i haven’t really gotten anything since making this post and today is the very last day. all i need is $100. please repost if you can this is urgent. i promise i won’t bother with a post like this again. thank you and i’m sorry ko-fi.com/ellieannee
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
these past two weeks have been really rough
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
i hate life
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
i haven’t really gotten anything since making this post and today is the very last day. all i need is $100. please repost if you can this is urgent. i promise i won’t bother with a post like this again. thank you and i’m sorry ko-fi.com/ellieannee
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
seriously need to know why the fuck am i getting sick so often lately
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
not even at work yet and i already miss my girlfriend
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
sorry for bumping this (again), but we just need $300 more now. i can probably make up some of it on my own but as for the rest any help is really appreciated, thank you to everyone who’s helped us already, things are starting to look up
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
i need to stop being so stupid
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
sorry for bumping this (again), but we just need $300 more now. i can probably make up some of it on my own but as for the rest any help is really appreciated, thank you to everyone who’s helped us already, things are starting to look up
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やす うらやか @15delicious.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
got just enough for the appointment, but we still are really short on rent, and only have a few days left, if anyone could help. thank you so much, please help us get through this. ko-fi.com/ellieannee
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
guess who has to get their wisdom teeth removed Lol
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
got just enough for the appointment, but we still are really short on rent, and only have a few days left, if anyone could help. thank you so much, please help us get through this. ko-fi.com/ellieannee
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
hey everyone, i really wish i didn’t have to do this but we’re going to be short on rent (again), due to me being unable to work this week bc of awful dental pain. i’ve felt miserable and at a loss. i can’t even sleep because of the pain. please help us if you can do so, please ko-fi.com/ellieannee
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
so a bit of news on this, ellie’s mom is helping me get an appointment for tomorrow morning but i need to come up with around $90 to cover the expenses. i don’t want to deal with this anymore. i want to get back to work. i want my life back. please help me get through this
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
fucking hate wisdom teeth, lmao. i want this shit pulled so bad, whatever it is, i’m tempted to get some pliers and just do it myself. i want relief so bad but ik that’s a bad idea but i’d be lying if i said i haven’t considered it
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
hey everyone, i really wish i didn’t have to do this but we’re going to be short on rent (again), due to me being unable to work this week bc of awful dental pain. i’ve felt miserable and at a loss. i can’t even sleep because of the pain. please help us if you can do so, please ko-fi.com/ellieannee
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Visual Novel News @visualnovelnews.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
An illustration to celebrate the release of Silent Hill: Townfall It features the protagonists of Silent Hill 2, Silent Hill: Townfall, and Silent Hill f, and was drawn by kera, the illustrator behind Silent Hill f who also contributed to Spirit Hunter: NG
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
:(((
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
this was easy every single one of these means a lot to me
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
i wish my hair could always look like this but unfortunately most of the time it’s a wavy curly mess. i should commit and get a haircut so it’s easier to style tho
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
i want to check out & play sh townfall but i have a job so i don’t have time to think about it rn
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
this game makes me feel things.. too bad the music got cut out here but the new tracks they added today are great too, i love this game it’s so therapeutic, legit the only good thing to me about owning a ps5 pro rn lol.
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Kars @karoshimyriad.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
New .45 PARABELLUM BLOODHOUND song "COMPLOT COMPLEX" composed by Juneji is now available on YouTube. Developed by Sukeban Games, the game is planned to release this fall. www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Ujy...
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
forced overtime is coming up soon bc it’s peak season and on one hand it’s going to fucking suck balls but on the other i’ll make $31/h so that’s cool
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
killing myself in front of my coworkers for all to see
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
dawg i feel depressed
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
i’ve been feeling a lot better now that i’m doomscrolling a lot less and just staying active here n there in ellie’s server instead… who would’ve thought
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
rawdogging work today.. no ibuprofen ☠️ no pain patches 😵 wish me luck … 😭💔
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
i wish i felt better
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
i haven’t been this sick in a good minute, everything is a fever dream
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
i love my girlfriend
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
i want to kill myself
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
i’m sad
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
i’m kinda worried about seven havens.. i hope they don’t forget what made aang’s story so special
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ruri @miyukicats.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
i miss my 2019-2023 weeb era so much loll the nostalgia has been strong lately.
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