ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 12/10/2026Do not let pegasus nor honduras gate go unadressed, hell, address your national safety and sovereignty concerns. It's just as dangerous if they can profile anyone as if they can bomb them. 000
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 12/10/2026It's a matter of empathy, sure, but Palestine also concerns us all because we could be next. Yeah that sounds like empathy, but not from the emotional appeal, but the safety issues. The next spionage crisis will too be funded by israel. 100
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 12/10/2026I'll still have my prayers for the downfall of these empires, and our freedom, all around the world, from the most documented atrocities to the ones with little to no coverage. 000
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 12/10/2026I still condemn colonization and genocide. Don't give a fuck if i'm using the germanic or romanic language they forced on us, don't give a fuck if my communication means are funded by them. 000
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 12/10/2026Only thing that's changing is that it's easier to document when powerful people do horrible things, but they can still get away with it 000
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 12/10/2026Uh, that memorial day... I think we would be better off as the 'savages' colonization sympathizers claim we would have been if europeans hadn't come to fuck us all over centuries ago... 000
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 12/10/2026Irl friend is getting me into Mistborn and i'm not sure in what type of rabbit hole i'm getting into, finished part one of book one recently and i've been enjoying it so far 010
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 12/10/2026I think internet language has always sucked, so if those are its origins, it makes sense 010
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 11/10/2026Mortifying conflict of wanting more body hair and more conventionally femenine proportions at thesame time 010
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 11/10/2026The idea of being a petite girl willing to take your penis is loud right now. I want a seed in me... 000
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 11/10/2026It's been 12 hours but i feel like i'm way past my reasonable nap time 000
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 10/10/2026The stupid idea that i wasted all my day even tho it's barely 9am and i got up at 7 110
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 09/10/2026Being a pretty girl still with some body hair, still loved like a girl 000
Reposted by ffffzzvfbfffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 24/09/2026Posting several joke names for self hosted apps and then paying higher nitro fees and giving them your id like a good useful idiot 001
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 09/10/2026I'll take a look at it later, but i have an understanding of it, and it pisses me off that they want to get in central and southern america so badly. Not helpful but i think i have genuine hatred for their empire. 000
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 05/10/2026The level of hatred i'm developing towards america is crazy. Get the fuck out of our land. I refuse to believe their nationalist evangelist fascism reasonates with the common religious experience around here. 110
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 04/10/2026Fuck my stupid baka life. Lula's on bsky while Petro is probably still chudding out on twt... 000
Reposted by ffffzzvfbfffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 08/09/2026Somewhere between Puppy and Working Dog 021
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 30/09/2026Not honest tho, since i don't yet understand myself and there's not a lot of learning i can do by putting myself aside. Even then, i think i still suck at a lot of things, so the reassurance doesn't happen every time. 000
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 30/09/2026Best i can do is little acts of service, they don't explicitly validate whatever i'm thinking, but to know i really helped somebody in whatever task they're dealing with is very reassuring, and maybe if i get enough credit i can actually be vulnerable around this. 100
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 30/09/2026Only context in which that sounds natural is in very intimal acts that require industrial amounts of trust, however, putting thought into it, it sounds fucked up to want a partner to fuck and pamper and praise me whenever i feel suicidal and crave the dopamine. 100
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 30/09/2026It is also kinda hard to have my own experience if i don't feel seen by others, as scary as it is. I can feel like a cute girl with my sideburns and scarf and button shirt and jean pants, but i don't even know how anyone else would validate the feeling. 100
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 29/09/2026I need to figure out who in hell i am first to confidently exist around others. I don't know how, and the dread that i will end up hurting somebody with my lack of self knowledge constantly haunts me... 000
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 29/09/2026I've seen plenty of queer people around me in real life, yet i'm not even sure if i can be myself around them, at best they know i might like men, but it's safer to guess they see me as a regular cis boy. 100
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Oh, except i haven't even made that change here plus a few other platforms, so i just sound insane 100
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 29/09/2026and the same with November, the unholy part just for the sake of username avialability and a bit of contrast with December Holiday Deltarune, except i don't think i relate to Dess nor Azzy at all... 100
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Instead just connecting dots from what others have said that resonated in my head. "uan" came from fucking Juan; Nova started as a nickname a former friend picked for me and i think they currently hate me; then i connected the dots, "Nova (me) ‹ Casper & Nova (allegories) ‹ Betty Grof (relatable)"; 100
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 29/09/2026I suck at something as basic as naming. I be talking about how those are a display of basic human dignity and respect and proceed to forget virtually every single person's name i've talked to, not to mention i feel like i'm not using *all* my agency to come up with anything for myself, 100
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 28/09/2026As for being hurt by women... I guess being honest with my mom has terrible consequences 000
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 28/09/2026My virgin ass has been mostly hurt by men now that i think about it. Although not as a close friendship or anything, rather parasocial bs, at least it's not been the most painful experiences i guess. 000
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 27/09/2026i want to help and service others, and biggest paymwnt would just be affection, making me feel mildly loved... Even then i'm scared it would be optional because of course i easily get attached 011
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 27/09/2026i feel like in order to be able to call myself a demon i need to be constantly malicious, and uhh, i guess i've been more sarcastic and passive aggresive lately, but that's not enough 000
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 26/09/2026tech of the future that steals from everyone and will still charge you and somehow force you to not get left behind on it also that consumes concerning ampunts of energy and had that discourse watered down to water consumption which is more easily taken as a non-issue 000
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 26/09/2026a coward actively avoiding any sort of friction and ashamed of its result when not avoiding it 000
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 26/09/2026but i only got myself to be miserable and tell me i'm a horrible human being that deserves no compassion nor trust in any plane of existence 000
ffffzzvfbf @minusuan.bsky.social · 26/09/2026wanna hold closely onto someone's arm to calm myself down 020
