astr @mexicanincel.bsky.social · 23/07/2026i wish i didn’t feel like ppl only stay w me bc their scared ill hurt them or myself if they let go i hope i dont make people uncomfortable with any pressure i feel horrible im so far from being perfect in my mind i just want everyone to be happy with me but im so rotten and selfish 010
astr @mexicanincel.bsky.social · 23/07/2026i wonder how people would react if they read this doc the whole this the whole me 010
astr @mexicanincel.bsky.social · 23/07/2026looking at my old google docs makes me realize i’m not mentally okay well i am now maybe not last year holy shit 000
astr @mexicanincel.bsky.social · 19/07/2026i always have a form of dissociation when i’m around anyone like i’m never fully conscious when im talking to others, then i go home and tune back in and feel disconnected from everything and depressed 010
astr @mexicanincel.bsky.social · 19/07/2026I always have this lingering thought in the back of my head whenever i buy myself something like does it know no matter what i buy for myself at the end of the day im still depressed i still think of killing myself 000
Reposted by astrGauge @gauge-draws.bsky.social · 14/06/2026I’m trying out a new rendering style so I figured I’d test it out on our lovely Pierrot. Lmk what you guys think! #tfc #thefreakcircus #pierrot #tfcpierrot #fanart 0628
