iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

people underestimate the short term awesomeness of substance abuse like damnnn

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i miss them so much i wish i never got better never integrated the people in my head are the only ones who ever loved me please i miss them so so so much and now everyone’s gone because i stopped indulging in my self inflicted psychosis

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i’m too socially unappealing to overdose on drugs but i will anyyyywayyyyyyyy not now bsky don’t ban me

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i wish there was a way to transition but also chemically castrate myself (in a no desire way not like in an actual i have a dick way)

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i’m the most retarted i have ever been in my entire life

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spike 🐾👾🔞 @mewkuz.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

allistic and positive attachment style people lie about their sense of loyalty and ideas of soulmates and friends. and because i’m a retard with no social skills i take the things they say literally and now i am stuck with stockholm syndrome to specific people and make them extremely uncomfortable

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i rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly rly wanna kill myself

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spike 🐾👾🔞 @mewkuz.bsky.social · 05/06/2026

and to think it could have all been better if i was born 3 weeks later, maybe i’d actually be normal

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spike 🐾👾🔞 @mewkuz.bsky.social · 05/06/2026

my biggest sex fantasy is getting murdered would be so nice

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spike 🐾👾🔞 @mewkuz.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

tiktok vegans pissing me off rn like actual addiction to virtue signaling 😭 no me ordering a burger from a restaurant isn’t making sysco kill more cows u bum it’s a collective effort and if u want a collective effort HOW ABOUT U DO UR PART TO COLLECTIVIZE

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spike 🐾👾🔞 @mewkuz.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

thinking about the time they took care of me when i was far too drunk at a punk show

spike 🐾👾🔞 @mewkuz.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

me and bae r looking for a sugar mommy cuck hmu (don’t actually)

none of the people in my friend group at college have texted me like at all ok

being with someone sucks because you’re with them and you realize how fucking despicably small insignificant and worthless you are compared to other people

no good mornings anymore even like what’s the point

i promised this irl i would do molly with them but i’m at the point where i just wanna do it myself

feeling like death ma y just be an answer n ugh

would be for the best on their end tho honestly

spike 🐾👾🔞 @mewkuz.bsky.social · 26/05/2026

the thought of what if they don’t come back to school is keeping me up at night like i’m literally tweaking like i’m sorry im so attached already u asked for a clingy puppy this is what you get

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me young: i wonder what i will be like when i grow up me now: yea we never stopped humping things lil bro

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spike 🐾👾🔞 @mewkuz.bsky.social · 23/05/2026

my ex posting on her story the clothes i fucking gave her bro i’m actually gonna shoot myself

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spike 🐾👾🔞 @mewkuz.bsky.social · 21/05/2026

dada senpai eddy atoms noticed me oh em gee

spike 🐾👾🔞 @mewkuz.bsky.social · 20/05/2026

BRO I ASKED FOR A T DICK WHAT DO YOU MEAN LABIA HYPERTROPHY OW OW OW OW OW MY BUSSY HURTS #transmasc #ftm HELP ME