ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 18/03/2025Twitching rolling on the floor bc it’s been 2 years exactly since Eras Tour began on March 17 where she played Tim McGraw and now we’re getting a recorded performance from first night. We are so getting TSTV announcement I’m going to THROW UP I AM PREPPING FOR A COLONOSCOPY NOT NOW TAYLOR 190
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 05/03/2025Me being silent for months then returning to be a hater lol hello all 040
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 05/03/2025He has a stronger grip on that podium than he has on the fucking country 1121
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 17/02/2025But I’m doing ALOT better!!!! Soooo much happened in that hospital stay and I’m still trying to process it all but I’m seeing my team tomorrow to discuss next steps - I probably need to change my meds and also may need surgery. I am exhausted and my body is so done but we take it day by day 270
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 17/02/2025Hello besties 🥰 firstly I want to say thank you so much for all your kindness and messages during this fucked health time for me and secondly I want to apologise for worrying people by suddenly vanishing 🫶 I got out of hospital then ended up back in then got out again and I’m still dealing with shit 180
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 23/01/2025I have about 5kg of fluid retention around my body and I’m on 400mg steroids and 3 antibiotics and tbh I can’t even remember the rest bc I’m just I’m so much. Lots of ECGs too to monitor my heart and atrial tachycardia I have. Hoping to feel better soon. Gallbladder still a lil bitch but we good 🤙 060
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 23/01/2025Hello I’m hanging in there 💖 I’ve had 35+ bags of potassium in my PICC line in 3 days. I’ve stopped counting bc it’s that fucked and I can’t keep up. I’m having the drinks too, they just cannot get on top of it. Deficient in vitamin k, thiamine, phosphate, sodium, I can’t even remember the rest 💀 5140
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 22/01/2025Crying about Mac Miller again 😭 if anyone comes across Balloonerism deluxe box set please consider selling to me 🫶 with all this sickness I missed my chance 271
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 22/01/2025It’s been a BIG day and I am so tired so I’ll be replying later but THE NASAL GASTRIC TUBE IS OUT, WE CHEER!!! One less thing to run to the toilet with. Starting another 6 bags of potassium because we can’t stabilise it - legit would have had 15 bags of it in less than 24 hours 😂 Onwards 🎉 2190
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 21/01/2025For real I got stupidly excited again ahahahaha 010
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 21/01/2025Thank you so much sweet 💖 it’s super hurtful and even worse when I’ll probably cop some explanation that should never have been said. Just support your friends like they support you, hey? It’s not hard 000
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 21/01/2025The way some friends have treated me since being SO sick is to quite literally ignore me. It’s really easy to support your chronically ill friends, first take your head out of your ass and remember other issues exist outside of your own world. I just can’t believe I’m almost 30 dealing with this 😭 4140
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 21/01/2025I tried to check out 748493 times this morning at 5am whilst my cannula was ripped out and spraying blood everywhere and I did not secure the vinyl 😂 230
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 21/01/2025I have sat here buying too many things to make myself feel better and need to publicly call myself out bc I don’t even have money to spend 🙂↕️🙂↕️🙂↕️ 280
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 21/01/2025My knees have tripled in size (I have rheumatoid arthritis) and all the steroids and fluids are fucking me up and it feels like worms are crawling under my skin 🤢 160
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 21/01/2025If anyone sees Laufey Valentine heart vinyl drop pls grab me one 🫶💖 I’m so desperate for it but I reckon I’ll miss out bc time zones/ drugged up 030
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 21/01/2025I know it’s bad when I utter the words ‘not even Taylor Swift could fix me’ lol. Today’s surprise addition is fucked up gallbladder that may need to be removed before the other surgery. Senior team are meeting tomorrow to discuss what the fuck is happening inside of me. You have to laugh 😆 260
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 21/01/2025I need more than 1 minute to film health update videos here 😭 030
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 21/01/2025Thank you so much everyone for the kind and caring words 😭💖🫶 160
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 21/01/2025PICC line is finally in!!! Starting TPN today so I can stop literally starving. Going to discuss bowel surgery today and also need an ultrasound bc suspected gallbladder infection lol. We keep on battling and persevering 💪 17890
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025Proud of my besties leaving twitter 🫶 People have been justifying staying on there but a Nazi salute is the god damn END (I know there is other horrifying things too). It’s time to go, remember your values and beliefs, make future you proud of yourself 💖 2130
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025Legit when I opened my eyes this morning and this app after days and was like OH 110
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025I’m still waiting for more 000
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025What did you think I'd say to that? Does a scorpion sting when fighting back? They strike to kill and you know I will 090
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025But yes there has to be a degree of it from her end for sureeee 010
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025She does not like that man 110
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025Ive been trying to be more active but ive been in hospital but we ain’t going back to twitter 🫶 130
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025Haven’t eaten in 8 days yet there’s always reserved energy to hate these cunts (I wish you could all see how sick I am and how funny it is my crippled ass is popping off when the wind could blow and I’d topple over bc I’m so frail but ILL STILL TAKE THEM DOWN) 010
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025Me rising from the depths of deep sickness, bowel obstructions and many infections to hate on Trump and Elon from my hospital bedmedia.tenor.coma woman is laying in a coffin with a blanket on her head .Alt: a woman is laying in a coffin with a blanket on her head and she rises and sits up. 2100
Reposted by ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚Lauren 💗 got Cold As You x Exile @swiftexile.swifties.social · 20/01/2025pls know my account is a safe space for everyone EXCEPT if you support trump. i don’t want you here and we are not the same type of humans. 0333
Reposted by ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚George Takei @georgetakei.bsky.social · 20/01/2025Oh, come on! At the inauguration? Are you f*cking ketamine with this? 1783374556579
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025Everyone needs the 22 hat today so badly as a distraction 💖 080
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025I work in marketing, I get business, I get platforms, I get it. But it’s no longer their market and it’s time to move the fuck on. Swifties are scared for their lives man 180
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025It’s actually disgusting at this point, I’m so disappointed 120
Reposted by ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚emma ✿ @opaliteskies.swifties.social · 20/01/2025surely taylor nation realise that if they stay on twitter/X after this then they’ll be supporting El*n M*sk and all he stands for cough nazism cough. SURELY 101159
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025Thank you for your common sense 💖 110
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025Mine got hacked and it’s simply in the bin now. If someone is tweeting as me I apologise, they legit won’t give me access bc they’re fuckwits so it is what it is 151
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025Is it scary to open TikTok? Should I steer clear? 140
Reposted by ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚Lisa 🤍 @lisas-version.swifties.social · 20/01/2025Sending so much love to my US friends. This is so terrifying and whatever you are feeling right now is valid. My DMs are open if you need a rant or just a friend 🫶🏼❤️ 0221
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025Same girl we the SAME 010
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025Excluding my ex, I have never truly wished HELL on any human before but we’re adding two to the list today 🙂↕️ get your freezer spells and voodoo dolls ready 1172
Reposted by ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚Jess Piper @piperformissouri.bsky.social · 20/01/2025 510536759618
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025Thank you so much sweet 💖 010
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025How do I not get mad about this stuff omg my heart is breaking for everyone to the depths of my core I am so fucking sorry you have to hear this stuff and it’s going to continue 😭 080
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025I’m not even watching it Em bc I can’t lol but me briefly seeing people say they’re never going back on TikTok but will go on Twitter???? I actually fucking can’t anymore I CANT. I’ve reached the end of my patient, peaceful tether 140
ash 🦋 aus eras ⭐️ debut girlie 💚 @messofadreamer.swifties.social · 20/01/2025I need to stay off Trump stuff today which is gonna be so hard but I can’t get worked up bc I have so many scans and getting PICC lines today so it’ll affect my heart if I firing off 160