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@mendaciaalba.bsky.social
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glen/vanitas/mika/indigo it/they 25 years old mdni/f

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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
"I.. I think I need to lay down for a bit." Rubbing his eyes before slowly standing up.
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Eventually, he doesn't cry as loudly, but not fully calm still. It's then he looks up at her. Eyes still full of tears.
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
It'll take him a while, it's a lot to take in at once. But he appreciates it a lot. He just clings to her like his life depends on it.
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
"I.. I..." He can barely speak now, he's been alone for years, mostly. Sure, he had people in his life but he rarely, if ever spoke about his fears and true feelings, just putting on his laid back, happy front. He's shaking.
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
And that's when he just breaks down, crying loudly. It's a lot at once, not bad, just.. A lot.
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
"I.." His voice is a bit shaky. He just has to keep it together.
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
"If things were different, then..." Then she would've been treated better, they would've grown up together.. "I'm so sorry.."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
"I'm sorry.." He can't bring himself to look up now. "You didn't deserve any of this, if they hadn't.. If I was just.. Healthy."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
"You didn't deserve this.. You.." Letting out a shaky breath. Looking down. "I wish I had memories of you so I could say the same.."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Immediately pulling her into a hug, he shouldn't have brought that up.. But.. Wishful thinking got him hoping she at least had it better. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked.."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
".. I see." Nodding, looking up. "Did they.. well, did they treat you well, at least?"
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Taking in a deep breath... Before looking up. "Sorry, sorry.. I needed a minute. I believe you, I do.. It's just.. A lot." Hugging his knees. "How did you... Find me?"
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
"You're my..." His entire life he thought he was an only child. But for some reason he feels like he can trust her completely. She's being honest. "Give.. Give me a moment."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
But that's just how it is. How it always will be. He then takes a seat. That's... Not what he expected tonight. ".. How about we backtrack a bit, alright?" He needs to hear it all.
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
He unlocks the door and steps inside. There's not much, it's a small place, on the more dull side other than some cat toys laying around and a cat tree. Of course, there's medical equipment around too. But that doesn't matter now, he turns back and.. Oh. "How... How about we have a seat?"
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
".. They.." His parents. Of course he knows about it. He's been told eventually, when he was old enough. "You won't be invading.. And it's better than you catching a cold." Holding his hand out.
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
?.. Is he still dreaming? What was she /on/ about? He doesn't remember a thing. "Yua... I'm sorry, I can't say it does.. But.. It's nice to meet you." Her eyes.. They're just like his. "How about we go into my place? It's a bit cold."
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Yua @devotedcaretaker.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
He's calming down, somewhat. But not fully, it always takes him a while before he does. So up until he was spoken to that's what he concentrated on. Eyes opening when he hears his name, glancing in the direction of the voice. Tilting his head. That's not a familiar face, was she a fan, perhaps? -
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Waking up in the middle of the night was pretty much the norm for Harumasa. After a bit of tossing and turning in bed he quickly sits up with a gasp. Ah.. Right. He's in his apartment, safe. With a sigh, he gets out of bed, and out of the room, not even bothering to change out of his pajamas-
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
Sitting up, taking the glass and slowly drinking. "Thanks, Kham.."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
"I know, I know.. But not much to do about it other than trying to keep it under control.." Mm.. "Some water sounds good."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 24/09/2026
Looking up. "I've been dealing with this my whole life.. It's fine.."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
"Kham..? It's okay." Feels nice.
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
"This is nothing new, so yeah, I'm fine.. Just need it to pass."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
"It'll pass.. I'm.. fine." He's used to it, and isn't as worried.
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
"I know..." He definitely has a fever.
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
"I know, I know.. But I can't imagine how worrying this is.."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
"Mhm.. I know.." His voice is a bit weak, not the way it usually is. "Kham.. I'm sorry I'm worrying you."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Leaning against her.. Warm.. "Thanks.. Ugh.."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Nodding. Being alone right now doesn't sound like a good idea. "Please..?"
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Nodding. He's more than happy to explain the ins and outs of it. Wouldn't be the first time. "I can handle speaking you know..."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Gripping the blanket like his life depends on it. He is /not/ feeling well. At all. "Thanks.. I'll be okay in a bit."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
It's nothing special. Enough for one person, an occasional guest, and his cat. Not that decorated, a bit messy. "Kham..? You okay...?' Why did she stop for? He's confused.
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
"Hm.. Not- not exactly the same.. It's from birth in my case.." Laying down. He's so tired... "But.. Maybe there's some similarities?'
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Nodding. "Yeah.. That sounds amazing right now."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
"What is... Overclocking?" Nodding, thankfully, he had them on hand. So he hands him the bottles.
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
"Mhm..." One arm resting against the wall so he can support himself.
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
"Mhm.. I know.." Trying to go through his pocket, his key is there.
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
"Ether Aptitude Regression Syndrome.." Was that even a thing here? Probably not, but he might as well spare him the efforts when he has the answer.
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
It doesn't really help him sleep at the moment, but it is soothing..
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
"Mhm.." It feels nice. He needs the rest.
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Nodding. He feels weak. "Thanks.."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Shaking his head.. "Fuck.. Was hoping I could keep quiet about it for a little.. Ugh. A while longer."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Nodding. "Flareup.. I'll be fine."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Opening his eyes. "Kham, hey.. Give me a minute.."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
He doesn't complain, feeling like he's about to collapse, this helps out a lot. ".. Th- ugh... Thanks.."
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Groaning.. It's a bit hard on him right now, but he just nods.
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harumasa. @mendaciaalba.bsky.social · 23/09/2026
Nodding, holding onto him. He's a bit shaky.
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