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@memoryhouse.bsky.social
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Musician, barista, business owner. I’m easy to get along with if you are honest. I can be intense (and too straightforward) but never with ill intention.

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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 20/09/2025
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
And don't assume I'm unaware of how messed up I must look.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
Loneliness used to be harrowing. Now it's unbearable. Truly unbearable. Especially at night when I'm doing absolutely nothing, the dark thoughts crowd my mind. It's horrifying to exist in that mindset.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
Gotta stop shitting on myself at every turn.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
Might be one of my worst jokes. Plus the considerable wishful thinking.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
Cooking naked is fun until you realize you're not chopping a sausage.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
Lastly, at least for now, Amaara's New Love's Mortal Coil. youtu.be/bP1BG6yL4o4?...
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AMAARA - New Love's Mortal Coil (Official Video)
YouTube video by AMAARA
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
For my fellow Augie March lovers: Malagrotta! youtu.be/AsyDBMPLStU?...
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Augie March - Malagrotta (Lyric Video)
YouTube video by Augie March
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
Awful video, but helluva psych pop tune. Gingko by Panchiko. youtu.be/sYHiewpA_1w?...
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Panchiko - Ginkgo (Official Video)
YouTube video by Panchiko
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
My favorite song of 2025, by one of my favorite bands ever. Not All Is In Vain by Marble Sounds. youtu.be/rrJ6WsQ5dok?...
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Not All Is in Vain
YouTube video by Marble Sounds - Topic
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
This folk pop singer Pearla caught me off guard a few years ago with this one called Effort. youtu.be/CSp2hZML3Kg?...
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Effort (Official Music Video)
YouTube video by Pearla
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
A really catchy quirky rock tune from Cardiacs called Downup. This one's for the music teachers. youtu.be/Y4o03z8wGIQ?...
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CARDIACS - DOWNUP - 2025 SINGLE
YouTube video by abcglobus
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
A weirdly acoustic negative harmony cover of Foo Fighters' Everlong. youtu.be/y_kU9zvh3XA?...
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Negative Harmony Cover - Everlong
YouTube video by Steve Cruickshank
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
The Clearing by Emily Yacine. New tune, very reminiscent of early 2010s dream pop/slowcore. youtu.be/ZEcC7ibAT3I
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Emily Yacina- The Clearing [Official Music Video]
YouTube video by Emily Yacina
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/09/2025
Anyway, in a world needing light, a thread of songs I'm loving so far from the past few years. Nothing before 2020.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 10/09/2025
Only thing feeling right in the world is Cardiacs releasing LSD at the end of the week.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 10/09/2025
I'm far more interested in not being wrong than in being right. The stuff I'm saying is not about coming off righteous, clever, or a better person. My interest is in people being honest, even if it hurts.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 10/09/2025
Be real with yourself. When was the last time you ate a chocolate and felt bad for the African children?
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 10/09/2025
The hypocrisies of daily life are inescapable. You can be righteous in your causes. Very well-intentioned even, and still fall prey to your own arguments. So, can you be anti child labor and drink coffee? I think you can, if you actively push for that labor to end or be controlled.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 10/09/2025
Smarphones: child labor! Coffee/cocoa: poor conditions, child labor. Palm oil: Forced labor. Latest fashion trend: Children made it. Cosmetics: Animal abuse, even those who claim otherwise. Jewelry: Children/soliders in conflict zones. Cigarettes: Tobacco from children's hands to your dying lungs.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 10/09/2025
When it comes to choosing between the comforts of western life and "the right thing", we choose the former.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 10/09/2025
Might sound shitty, but my generation's desire for change isn't nearly as strong as we believe. There's no way for us to change anything if we are afraid to talk to each other. Our lives are inconvenienced when we forget a phone charger.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 10/09/2025
After all, a country's right to exist doesn't clash with my utter confusion at their way of life. Like I said, to align with Palestine's rights isn't the same as aligning with their culture.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 10/09/2025
I am completely against the idea of obliterating an entire community's existence because it poses an obstacle to your needs or desires. So yeah, I stand with Palestine's right to exist. I'd be lying if I said I'm supportive of their culture or religion. Should be irrelevant how I feel, is my point.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 10/09/2025
And it's nearly impossible to have a genuine conversation about it nowadays. The US has more in common with Israel than Palestine. I mean, Palestine doesn't represent much of what the US stands for. It isn't a sentiment against Palestine to admit you haven't much in common with em.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 10/09/2025
On Twitter, where I only talk about movies and games, it's become hard to discuss anything without someone trying to shoot you down. Life is not black and white. You can dislike or not love a Palestinian movie and be pro Palestine, as much as you can criticize genocide and not be antisemitic.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 10/09/2025
I dislike talking about current affairs as if had all the information. Doesn't really stop anyone from doing so, but I just don't feel comfortable making these grand statements of support/hatred for anyone without having at least some facts.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 12/08/2025
I’m in need of the very thing no one wants to give me: affection.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/08/2025
It's not that I want to look away and pretend none of it is happening, it's that I cannot bear to look anymore. There's only so many photos of dismembered children one can endure. I can't do shit about it.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/08/2025
What truly shatters me is knowing everything could be so much better if these people decided to make it happen. They choose not to help. Can't find anything more disheartening than that.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/08/2025
I mean, the news/media have destroyed all semblance of hope. If all we see is disaster, why would we try to leave our homes, or be productive, or find solace in others? The people who can make a positive difference are the same causing the conflicts.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/08/2025
I'll sound incredibly detached and insensitive, even though I'm not. It's kinda the opposite. I just can't bear this world. Tired of Gaza, tired of Epstein, tired of tyranny, tired of fighting just to get out of bed. We shouldn't have to suffer through hell to find a sliver of hope.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/08/2025
Can I rant about something sensitive? Yes? Thanks.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 11/08/2025
Started using Proton VPN to watch content unavailable in Chile. Now when I'm not using it, Google still seems to think I'm abroad. Unless I type my city, it keeps showing me results from the US/Canada. To be fair, I also had to turn off my laptop's SIP to use a program and maybe that's causing it?
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 10/08/2025
When your dignity is forcibly stripped, your ability to trust goes either numb or away.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 10/08/2025
bit*
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 10/08/2025
I never imagined I'd enjoy seeing someone who hurt me struggle and suffer. A disgusting sensation of divine justice. I just...she never suffers the consequences, so finding out she's doing poorly does bring me a tiny but of...relief?
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 10/08/2025
For all the harmful thoughts I have about myself, I never really feel like hurting others. Lately, however, it has morphed into a disproportionate explosion of anger towards people who've hurt me. You might say it's a justifiable anger. It doesn't feel right, though.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 10/08/2025
I'm in a considerable amount of pain, physical and emotional. Sciatic nerve injury from fuck knows. Been limping for a few days now. My body's likely responding to a lack of movement and social interaction, it's like it is pushing me to do something.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 10/08/2025
I can never seem to stay away from here for too long. Part of me considers it a platform where I might exist as a person, not as a bunch of numbers and algorithms.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 01/08/2025
Remind me to stop opening up.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 30/07/2025
Yeah, this is stupid. I can’t take it anymore.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 30/07/2025
Coming back was a mistake. I shouldn’t be here, and no one wants me here.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 30/07/2025
Am I alone because people see how much self-hatred I endure? Or am I alone because I’m not good looking? Why does no one seem to care?
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 30/07/2025
Does it feel like nothing because no one is around to share them with? Or because I hate myself too much?
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 30/07/2025
I’m asking because I’ve done stuff with my life. I play several instruments, I write music and lyrics, and I produce. And now I’ve become fairly good with barista stuff. I can’t seem to appreciate these achievements. It feels like I’ve got nothing to show for it.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 30/07/2025
Do any of you feel like you’ve achieved nothing when in fact you do have things to be proud of?
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 30/07/2025
I’d kill to know what it is I’m supposed to change in order to accept myself.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 29/07/2025
T'was a fuse. Fixed.
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F. @memoryhouse.bsky.social · 29/07/2025
Ngl I want someone to hold me. And make me cum.
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