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Melty Syndrome

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art, unresolved childhood trauma and chronic pain. meltysyndrome.carrd.co

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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
when I was collecting art references for my character arts I will go around and search for shirtless models just because I need to see how the muscle structure is in different body types. I’m a gore artist wdy expect… they don’t just not wear clothes, they are straight up cut open (artistically)
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
I love my big ass 16 inch display but it’s uhh I underestimated how big it is.
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 22/09/2026
i need to dismantle and hide my display tablet for a couple of weeks because we didn’t know the relatives that are visiting from the other side of the country are bringing the kid to stay with us🤦‍♀️ That thing cost me one month salary, I can’t leave them out in the open
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
I have a 45 year gap between me and my father and the rest of the extended family is like at least 50 years older than me? I was trying to help my grandaunt (which is like 80 years old btw) to get into a nursing home and the good ones needs to be recommended by someone already in there
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
and then… fish and chips potato chips 😭 I want all the unhealthy food at some point I figure out why I have a problem eating normally because my mother is deathly afraid of any preservatives and seasonings and healthy food taste like poopoo
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
Ignore the rant please because I’m having a migraine and have very specific food cravings rn Tomato sauce spaghetti NO NOT THE FANCY tomato sauce slow cooked seasoned to perfection pasta I’m talking about KETCHUP
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
I’m not saying their thoughts and suggestions are not valid but… I get mildly annoyed every time someone told me to change my art style to a more cutesy one because those usually get more attention and sales (if I do make merch out of it)
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
Me begging at the wall: why can’t more people see my cool art 😭
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
When I’m responsible for feeding myself this is how it looks like 😭 I eat like a child. The orange soda was unexpectedly comforting.
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 15/09/2026
My threads acc got flagged for too much trauma posting lolol
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
Eva Stratt and 2 coffee 👍 I love coffee too. #evastratt #projecthailmary #art #sketches
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 11/09/2026
I’m going to rant because in my 9 years of working, I’ve never seen the entire company all quit at the same time. I’m kind of like a special case since I’m basically the person that isn’t really involved in the operations but just supporting in the sidelines so technically my position isn’t-
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
daily lock in reminder
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
WIP fan poster of Project Hail Mary. I had a lot of fun drawing Rocky especially 🥺 #art #projecthailmary #sketches #fanart
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 08/09/2026
rockyyyy I was testing my mouse handling skills and it turns out okay haha 😆 #projecthailmary #rocky #mspaint
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
One of those days I will make it out there *migraine
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
WIP fan poster of Project Hail Mary. I had a lot of fun drawing Rocky especially 🥺 #art #projecthailmary #sketches #fanart
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 29/08/2026
yknow I’m all for letting people just draw whatever they want and however they want but at the same time it also pains me to see that they’ve been drawing for years but they are not improving 😭 But hey art is about fun, and you should do whatever makes you happy. 👍
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
Owh yeah people didn’t know the thing about living within the traditionally Asian life and the only way to leave your toxic family and life is to die lol I love it when people kept “educating” me so i leave them behind and have my own life. Listen, I would’ve been gone years ago.
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
The injury was so bad that everybody collectively thought I fell from riding a motorcycle… No I just… fell. Land is flat. It was raining heavily tho.
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
Well it makes me extremely sad to find out that all these years, my family took what I did as a joke. I can never have an art career. I was getting somewhere but they had to shut me down because making art for a living is ridiculous.
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
I have no idea how much time will it take me from now but I hope to attend and hopefully have a table in all the overseas conventions I wish to go to
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
these are the illustrations I did for a short story I wrote called “Glass Child”. You can read this on my blog. Link in my bio. #art #shortstory #writing
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
Got myself a night light and people come into the room and turn on the light anyway and I have to like go turn off the ceiling light every single time.
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
Feels like a good coping mechanism is have a camping tent in my own room because the light is too bright and people constantly come in and out of my room anyway. Also like most Asian kids, I don’t have a lockable door.
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
I will post my other art tomorrow…
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
Someone please build a door for Zagreus’s chamber. #hades #zagreus #thanatos #megaera #art #sketches
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
I bought a few great games and I will be enjoying them without any judgement!
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
Lock in!!!
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 05/07/2026
Ah I unfriended everybody on my accounts Honestly I feel better this way I think.
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 24/06/2026
I would love to stay positive…
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
WIP sketch #dorohedoro #fanart I’m about 100 chapters into the manga currently and barely started on season 2 of the anime
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 17/06/2026
Imagine making art and be proud of your art and all people remember and talk about is your looks… I love my craft and I want to talk about my craft but people just… “But you are so pretty.” I am very offended. There’s a time and place for everything.
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 17/06/2026
I generally do not like people that play teasing me. It’s frustrating to figure out their intention and I often wonder what have I done to deserve such things. Why would you say something mean to me? Oh that’s because you look cute… Fuck you.
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 17/06/2026
I’m sad yes but my situation is also very unique. I may speak English in a way that people thought I might be a whitewashed Asian but no, I worked hard on my languages since I was a child, my family does not speak a lick of English.
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
I’m going to stay in my little bubble and make my own art for a bit
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
WIP sketch #dorohedoro #fanart I’m about 100 chapters into the manga currently and barely started on season 2 of the anime
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 02/06/2026
That’s enough doom posting More arts soon
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 02/06/2026
I feel… very trapped… in my own life… Can’t move out, can’t pursue my interests, parents kept having problems with each other and refused to divorce… and I kept having to mediate with them I also hate the way I’ve been labeled as cute when I tried so hard to be serious
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 02/06/2026
Genuinely hate the person I’ve become.
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 02/06/2026
I mean I lived my entire life acting the way people wanting me to act and then when I got super depressed and suddenly people were like just be yourself I’m what??? How do I even do that lmao And I lowkey hate people because of this
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 02/06/2026
Welcome back to another day of doom posting I never truly learn how to deal with my emotions, good or bad so I just did what is logical which is go back to my own little hole until I can act like my default self again.
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 03/05/2026
daily practice #art #sketch
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 20/04/2026
What is this situation where I am a bigger woman in a group of smaller women and then I’m expected to act like the man of the group…
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 20/04/2026
Honestly I know Elden Ring is going to be a pain… but I want to try it 😭 love the world building and character designs
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 17/04/2026
WIP and art progress of Nightreign Guardian. from left to right, a brief sketch to map out the idea, I let my intrusive thoughts win and how I want the art supposedly to look like. #eldenring #nightreign #guardian #art #sketch
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Gabe @bloodiedflora.bsky.social · 16/04/2026
I forgot to post HIM #eldenring #mohg #moomin
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Rashuu | semi hiatus @rashuu.bsky.social · 19/04/2026
Dawn Guardian #ELDENRING #NIGHTREIGN
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Melty Syndrome @melty-syndrome.bsky.social · 19/04/2026
Completed sketch #eldenring #malenia #radahn #art
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