iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

The air pressure in new york really helps with feeling the weight on my shoulders >.>

Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

Covered in bites. I love it here so much. I should have posted these a while ago but, guh~ Not crying as I pack to fly out. Not crying at all.

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

I'm going to come back. I'm going to go and be strong and cry a lot but it's okay because I'm going to come back.

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

Aftercare clinic Actually in all honesty, just a care clinic where I cook you food, give you a massage, and talk to you about likes and dislikes. Just a safe space for you to cool down. Just a place for everyone to be safe

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Someone please help! I'm surrounded by pretty women! ... On second thought, nevermind. I'm perfectly fine on my own. No no. I insist. Go. I've got this covered

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

It's catching up to me that I ate out @luna.tgirl.zone and this bitch immediately had us make a secret handshake Slowly getting closer and closer to asking to stay 😌

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Trans pussy: looks like a pussy, smells like a pussy, tastes like a pussy It's a pussy

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Cool airport shenanigans and all that, but there's one issue I need to do my legal name change. My deadname stands out on this plane ticket like a lasagna noodle in a bowl of dry rice

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Writing song lyrics in my head and getting that urge to cry happy tears because I'm an emotional lump "There's a thousand miles between us Said the candle to the moon But honey, I'm coming home real soon Oh honey, I'm coming home to you"

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Todays Playlist Dysphoria Dysmorphia Dystopia Depression Deltarune

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

Is it crazy to want the Alaya Vijnana system implanted into me?

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

It's amazing how one pair of khaki pants can make 2 years of progress vanish, as if I'm mastering dysphoric stage magic. Give me my hips and ass back you monstrous fabric prison!

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Basic psychology. If you talk about your mental health through Nintendo game references then you need sleep. Am I going to sleep? Absolutely not. I'm inspired enough that i won't make any stupid references. Time to write 7k words for a prologue. Let'sa go FUCK

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

Debating on writing some smut during my work break. I could really use a good submissive scribe session

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

I've been in one of those really good moods today where just, I sing without thinking. And I don't usually feel great about it but stars above- I sound good. And feminine? Like, my voice as I want it? Maybe I should just sing everything...

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

Restrict me to barks only for a day. Please. Finding words is so hard, so just take away the words. Yeah I'll get frustrated at the beginning but holy fuck-

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

I'm going to bake so much tomorrow. I need to destress so we have cookies, pies, donuts, bread, bagels, and pizza on the list Might not get to all of them but fuck it. I need to put my head in the kitchen so bad rn

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

Trans Women looking at their steam library like "Shit, I have a type."

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 10/08/2026

Getting correctly gendered at work by the worst individuals imaginable might be a flex. At the very least it's stomping on the "we can always tell" crowd.

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

Hindsight is 20/20 and all that but holy shit, the amount of red flags could have filled several golf courses

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

Holding out hope that my hundredth gender wellness appointment will come with the prize of free bottom surgery Yeah, I'm delusional. So what?

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 04/08/2026

"You chose your hormones and they aren't super bad to deal with. You have no idea what it's like to have these kinds of heavy emotions or mood swings." I really wish people knew what the fuck they're talking about Emotions come with the territory. Don't compare me to you

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

First vial of estrogen is done. This feels small, but significant.

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

Not to abide by the new york stereotype, but if you give me a sourdough bagel with a nice schmear of cream cheese, I'll get on my knees and start barking. Use this information as you will

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

"I don't want you to write sad poems. Write about something else, like happy things! Just be more happy!" Sorry mom. I write a lot of poems and I'm not all about covering up my depression, anxiety, or dysphoria. I think my next work will be about seeing emotions in monochrome, does that sound good?

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

"The part that makes the feelings work is broken." "You- wha- what's broken?" "You know. The thing that makes the feelings work? The part that processes and also helps with words." "The brain? Are you talking about your brain?" "Yes?"

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

Heartwidower Not a recognized word, in dictionaries. I define it as so Noun "One who seeks out the hearts of others, not for love, but for the experience of watching them break"

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 23/07/2026

My feed caught up today. Congrats on coming out @jasvine.com Hang onto that mark of pride, it helps with taking out the transphobes :3 For all of you who responded negatively. Stew in it for a while. Enjoy your "Sea of Sorrow"

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

I'm pretty sure my mind going all over the place is a pleasant thing to deal with from the perspective of my co-author and our readers. "Yeah, that chapter i was supposed to finish writing/editing is almost done. But look! I have seven new ideas that are really cool!"

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 20/07/2026

Rot Intransitive Verb "To undergo decomposition" Or "To go to ruin"

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

At this point, fuck it. Who wants to join a cult that worships my boobs I'll offer you the bountiful blessings of PTO and sick time No this isn't a job. Don't look that far into it. Just worship my tits please.

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

I'm taking a nap, and you can too! Benefits of naps include "Zzzzzzzzz" "Honk-shoo" And sometimes even "SNORK!-wiwiwiwi" Naps are vegan friendly! And gluten free. Unless, your pillow is made of bread, or some sort of wheat pasta Idk I'm tired. Nap time.

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

Writing more and more poems about religious corruption and trauma while my 500+ page theology retrospective whispers in my ears. No no. The world isn't ready for you yet

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Bi-annual epiphany Holy shit I have BOOBS!

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Charlotte Sometimes @charonsferry.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

🌸 universal t4t experience is telling a partner "fuck i wish i could kill ur parents holy shit"

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

Being told to sing as she pushes me over the edge Telling me to use my words even as I forget them Becoming an instrument under her fingertips Having my head held between her legs as she commands me to sing louder All the songs I could fit into a kiss All the words that fall to screaming your name

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

I've written close to thirty poems since noon today (posted two of them), and I think I'm finally reaching the tipping point where the disgust and anger I have are turning into "Go cum your brains out and lose the ability to think bad thoughts" This will make tonight into a living hell for me

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

Muse Noun "A source of inspiration" See also, Muse Verb "To become absorbed in thought"

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

Crashed out so hard misspelled the name. Smh. It's Nietzsche BTW. Go get some literature

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

And for the love of all that is lyrical and full of whimsy, it's actually "abyss". I needed to find more works by Nietzche and you couldn't even get the words right! What use us an all knowing computer that just tries to gaslight people into rewriting literature?

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

I'm afraid we've reached the point where when I look into the void, the void will not look back at me Instead a browser AI assistant will tell me about the "emptiness and uncertainty of the universe" For fucks sake, even my soul crushing literature is becoming soulless.

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

Mayhem Noun "A situation where there is little to no order or control"

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

I only posted one poem last night because the others kinda scared me Quick question, is "doomed lesbian murder poetry" a thing? Or did I just make a new sub-genre of writing It has to be a thing already, right?

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Just Mel @melodybluebell.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

Yeah, this is good Give me another

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