iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

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Basil 🌱 @basil-mage.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Fat bear week

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

I need to fix my brain. I need to draw. For others and myself. LET ME DRAW. WHY DO YOU REFUSE!!!

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 13/04/2026

I wish to someday, have my back feel not fucked up. I need to see a masseuse or something.

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 10/04/2026

Nightmares suck so much, can barely go a night without one. Recent one was gorey and had me paranoid about the safety of me and my family.

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 06/04/2026

Moving my legs in any way at all is so bad right now... I need to get back into doing those stretches the phys therapist gave me for my lower back... (Being wildly out of shape and carrying heavy tubs of stuff down a flight of stairs was a BAD idea)

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

I wish I were at home. I miss my bed. My blanket. But most of all- My Toilet. My fat ass is too big for the circle seat.

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 23/03/2026

Why won't my body let me start drawing? I have everything in my head I just need to get it out. I need my hands to move but the blank canvas taunts me.

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 21/03/2026

Saturday is apparently our day to visit and transport people. And Sunday will be weekly groceries instead... I had plans but I guess I gotta change them.

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 09/03/2026

The disconnect between brain and body. Why won't you move how I want to? I guess I'll just sleep. Trapped in this room. In this bed. In this body.

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aves 🌱 @aves.bsky.social · 05/03/2026

ppl who still commission their favourite artists even in this era where everyone is broke and genAI is being pushed on us at every opportunity—you are appreciated more than words can express!!!

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 21/02/2026

I really wish my brain would let me draw. And also let me feel well enough to stream. I've been so tired and mentally unwell and I just wanna hang out.

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 21/01/2026

Today is my birthday and I'm awake too early. Back to sleep for meeeeeeee.

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 10/01/2026

I keep getting the urge to draw something but it's a nebulous sorta desire. Where it's just some desparate feeling to be in the process of creating. I don't know what I want to draw, but I feel like I'm gonna explode if I don't. And then I get frustrated staring at the canvas bc poses are hard.

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 08/01/2026

Another day, another wish that I could want to draw things that other people wanna see. I know I can draw whatever I want but also... what do I even want? I just wish the depression would let up enough for me to figure out. And enough to then draw.

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J.M. (But also Nemo) - writing comms open @alamhigo.bsky.social · 31/12/2025

Today is the last day that you can repost this image

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 30/12/2025

Hoping my evil message reaches those who need to hear it most, this coming year

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 21/12/2025

A sketch really does make things different

In a sketchy style, a young man with short, messy red hair and blue eyes with tan skin, glances at the viewer

In a more rendered or polished style, a young, red haired man with blue eyes and tan skin, glances towards the viewer

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 04/12/2025

What if I start making like, yearly avatars? Like, I think I'll stick with Ursa for this next year (2026) as well, and design a new character for the next year (2027), in December.

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 29/11/2025

I wish I could have one night of being extremely comfortable without pain. And to have my brain not sabotage my attempts at working on important things. (I start working and The Fog sets in, and then I panic due to not working at that moment, and then anxiety spiral)

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 26/11/2025

I drew femboy cock last night (After complaining and getting distracted for 4 hours), be proud of me

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

Being artist is suffering (1 milbillion brush strokes and nothing to show for it)

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mallow -> blfc @mallow.gay · 05/05/2025

the original got wiped from the internet. but you can never get rid of luigi house, but it mansion

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 07/11/2025

Hate that I have to have a subscription to trade pokemon in za I ONLY have trade evos left to get! Thay's IT.

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

I'm post game in Legends ZA and am only NOW seeing posts about Corbeau HE'S THE WIZARD WHO'S CURSED MY DICK. MY SHORT KING.

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 13/10/2025

Maybe I should like. Add sketches or b/w or grayscale options for when I rework my comms

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 29/09/2025

I really wish that I had any passion left in me towards creating things. Like, the depression is suffocating. I have ideas! Just. Not any drive. I wish my art felt worthwhile anymore.

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 27/09/2025

Stomach is messing me up a lot and this sucks I have some homework I have to catch up on and I kinda wanna draw. I wish this could all just slow down and stop.

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 23/09/2025

MY TUITION BILL GOT PAID OFF (i forgot that there was the possibility of them sending me the state grant as well) So uh- comms not as necessary now but it'd still be appreciated

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 10/09/2025

ko-fi.com/mellonkoli/g... Hi everyone! I need help with making sure I have this semester covered! I BARELY got my financial aid reinstated and am glad to be having to pay less than $1k. Instead of the near $3k if it hadn't been reinstated. I have #commissions open on my ko-fi!

ko-fi.com

Support Mellonkoli

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 06/09/2025

Planning to rearrange my room. My bed's placed over the heatet vent and I kinda need that to be unobstructed for the winter. ...I've gotta get rid of some things. Like the boots that don't fit. And maybe some other things in my storage tubs.

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 30/08/2025

Been outside for almost 4 hours, sun's nice but now my feet hurt. We haven't gone to get groceries yet so I have. Made A Mistake.

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 27/08/2025

I forgot to post her after last night's stream! My dear Hena! #ocsky

A woman with pinkish red hair and pink and blue eyes smiles brightly

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 21/08/2025

Hate that OBS ruined my plans for streaming last night. Had to get rid of EVERYTHING to fix it (uninstalling and reinstalling then booting in safe mode didn't fix it) Only a fraction of a time would it let me do anything. Was just trying to record to check some audio and OBS said no.

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 18/08/2025

I have some fuzz growing at the corners of my jaw!!! My body really is deciding that if I'm not on prog, that it needs to up the T symptoms/traits

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 13/08/2025

This has not been a good few past days. I need to work on art/comms but my room's been too warm while I'm awake. Plus my internet's been getting a bit spotty. Bro cmon. I wanna drawwwwwwww. And not be insanely tired.

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zomb 🪦 @zombvibes.bsky.social · 02/08/2025

wow, as an artist, i really should be posting more on social media! why am i not doing that? *doesn’t draw* *doesn’t draw* *doesn’t draw* *doesn’t draw* *doesn’t draw* *doesn’t draw* *doesn’t d

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Rosemary • GOT ENGAGED 💍 @breadsticc.art · 01/08/2025

it's one of those days I suppose

Three panel comic. First panel is a featureless cartoon person sitting it a desk with a drawing tablet, happily saying "time to draw". Second panel is of the same person leaning close into the tablet screen, with a clock behind them, the pen laying on their desk, and three dots next to their head. The third panel shows the person and tablet from behind, with a screenshot of an empty digital art canvas. He asks "time to draw?" and in parenthesis at the bottom it says it has been 6 hours. Comic by Breadsticc Art.

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 31/07/2025

If this ceiling fan decides to try to not explode, I have a feeling I'll be streaming again soon (Have been on break bc brain stupid and depressed, and also bc my room gets too warm too quick with my pc on)

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Mr Peculiar 🔞 NEW ANIMATION OUT @mrpecu.bsky.social · 29/07/2025

You didn't think we'd forget about you two, did you? All payment processors get love! :) While Mastercard and Visa are drowning, these two have been feeling a bit neglected. u_u stop-paypros.neocities.org #SaveSpeech

Background: Personified Visa and Mastercard surrounded by a crowd of people
Foreground: Monder lady looming over a personified PayPal and Strip
Dialogue: Hello, dear. Do you have a minute to chat
Caption: All my homies hate censorship
stop-paypros.neocities.org

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 27/07/2025

There are certain men who make me feral. Both are depressed. One is a blue haired little shit, and the other likes making puns. Their asses are not surviving my onslaught.

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Mr Peculiar 🔞 NEW ANIMATION OUT @mrpecu.bsky.social · 25/07/2025

Hey if you hate censorship and want to do more than just doompost online, you can actually do something: Being annoying! Hoards of people have been blowing up the phones of payment processing companies to pressure them not to bend to the whims of puritan groups. stop-paypros.neocities.org

Cartoon monster lady, Sue, in a "Don't Stop Calling T-shirt, pointing at a personification of "puritan activist groups" looming over a personification of "payment processor"

Sue's Dialogue: YOOHOO! These motherfuckers think they can pick and choose what you do with your own money. You wouldn't let them do that, would you?

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⚠️ eve g ⚠️ @evegwood.com · 25/07/2025

People are sharing a lot of resources on how to make your own website so I've updated the website-building section of my site with a link to some of the best I've found. PLEASE make your own website, it is fun (sometimes)! Fast (sometimes)!! Free (sometimes)!!! 💻 evegwood.com/links#resour...

Website-building resources
Tutorials
new The Quick ‘n’ Dirty Guide to Making a Website (2022)
new Mala's Self-Hosting Guide
new A Mini Guide to RSS Feeds (video presentation with the same info)
new Music on Neocities: A cheap bastard's guide
W3Schools - learn HTML, CSS, and Javascript

Resources
Bear Blog - small blogging platform
Zonelets - small blogging engine (I use this one!)
GifCities - Geocities GIF archive
Lightbox2 - lightbox script
Neocities - web hosting service (what I'm using right now, recommended!)
Rarebit - open-source webcomic template
Whimsical! - graphics website (cursor credit)
new Virtual Observer's comment widget

Articles & Arguments
Rediscovering the Small Web by Parimal Satyal
Plain old webpages still matter by Felix Plesoianu
My Website is a Personal Museum by biko
Cyber Mauseoleums (Or the Argument Against Deletion) by neonaut
new Every site needs a Links Page / Why linking matters by Daniel/Melon

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 19/07/2025

At the powwow and damn am I sweaty. Got some ice cream at least, though I'll die later.

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Mave/Makki @mellonkoli.bsky.social · 19/07/2025

Ran out of my anxiety meds. I have no insurance for a visit to my psych. It's gonna get rough.

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