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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria

@melancholytheclown.bsky.social
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Clowncore, kink 🔞, & mental illness 💖🍭🥹 29 | bi & genderqueer (they/it/he/she/we) | polyam | AuDHD, PTSD, DID, PCOS, endo, visually impaired w/ IIH 🦯 I'M A WRITER WHO WRITES 📚 ko-fi.com/melancholytheclown

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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 6h
This guy has a lot of cool traits/hobbies/skills, like: - confidence - kindness - skateboarding - gardening/green thumb - works as a mechanic - lover of punk music - 6'2" - open-minded - sweet Etc. He actually lives here too. But idk, man. Still like the other guy and have given up on romance.
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 6h
This guy has a lot of cool traits/hobbies/skills, like: - confidence - kindness - skateboarding - gardening/green thumb - works as a mechanic - lover of punk music - 6'2" - open-minded - sweet Etc. He actually lives here too. But idk, man. Still like the other guy and have given up on romance.
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 15h
IT'S JUST TWO SHRIMPS FALLING IN LOVE, BUT IT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 15h
We're gonna hangout virtually and watch anime together so he sent me a trailer for the anime we're gonna watch I felt like I could also send something, so I sent Shrimp Miku Falls in Love because that's an equivalent exchange
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 15h
IMPORTANT
youtu.be
shrimp miku falls in love
YouTube video by justan oval
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 16h
He 100% lives in Florida, goes to a Quaker church, and has the strongest traveling magician vibes I've ever witnessed Florida people, get on this
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Micheeel @micheeel.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Hammam risks everything as a volunteer nurse in Gaza. Today, he is the one who needs saving. He has lost his home & everything he owned, homeless & hungry. But his brother suffer severe epileptic seizures without the treatment💔 Please donate for essential medicine & food. chuffed.org/project/1844...
Nurse Hammam at work, wearing a blue scrub and blue medical gloves, cleaning a patient's leg at the hospital.Selfie of Hammam with his disabled brother inside a tent with the unicef logo on the fabric
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 20h
The universe is denying me the guy I want so instead I'm having to replace him with two lesser guys (I'm kidding, they're very nice guys we just don't have that crazy chemistry)
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Quitting romance for the foreseeable forever
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
DUSTY!!! My big bookshelf has an assortment of books, notebooks, bones, rocks, and knickknacks. My smaller bookshelves have more recently purchased books, cameras, vinyls, more notebooks...
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
If you live in Florida there's a cool guy there that you might wanna let hit, ijs
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
A guy I'm mutuals with on tumblr who looks like a traveling magician sent me his ambient industrial metal album on bandcamp and it's actually good; I'd let him hit but I think he lives in Florida
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Cåråbine à Citron 🍋 @carabinacitron.eurosky.social · 03/10/2026
In Gaza, Abood has autism, an intellectual disability, & severe epileptic seizures. Without his medication, he suffers immensely.Treatment in Gaza is too expensive & his family cannot afford it. Any small donation could help save his health. Please don’t leave him in pain chuffed.org/project/1844...
Picture of Abood with a text : "i'm abood from Gaza please donate me"
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
I actually imagined them being in my life long-term so the fact that they just kinda dumped me is so... They wanted to do the translation for my book, I was going to actually finally ask them out... What the fuck
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Letting him hit in an arcane and esoteric manner
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
I was literally just about to type, "I think this man wants me to sit on his face," before I realized that no, I didn't "think" that, he just fuckin said it
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Y'all know that Jill Scott song where she offering that man whatever he wants??? I be feeling like that when I like someone
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Frieren, 🏳️‍⚧️ Tiefling Princess @fes4ever.northsky.social · 03/10/2026
Buy bitches snacks from their wish list. Bitches love it when you buy them snacks from their wish list.
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Briar Darby Sinéad Madarch (fae/it/he) @sineadthefae.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
tfw the weed is hitting & music is loud & your tits are out (but like in a dude way) & there are beautiful women on the internet to talk to & also sometimes women have tits out too (but in a girl way) & sometimes boobs are even in your dms??? 😍🫠 i 💚 weed i 🖤 internet i ❤️‍🔥 women i 💜 music wheeee 💕✨
high angle of darby (a fat white butch-ish dyke with huge fucking tits) sitting extremely bisexually across a large armchair. his boobs are pointed down with pierced nipples, the right titty tattooed all over with genderqueer floral leafy vines and a semicolon tattoo on the areola. darby has freshly painted very short nails in blue on three nails, lesbian fingering fingernails painted green. he wears a green/beige crop top flannel open, frame cutting off before much bare thigh is visible, but part of big belly is in frame. he has most of his red/pink/black face paint wiped off, but he hasn’t cleaned his face properly yet. he looks extremely high as he smirks with intoxicated glee up at the camera, dexterous fingers posed against soft pierced lips and pierced septum/both nostrils, covering left half of dimple piercings with coordinating hand. its short hair has a bit too much product and glitter in it and curlicues over its forehead, 3/4 profile of face showing off undercut shave and double right eyebrow piercings along with around ear white earbuds that don’t go in the ear. jewelry is from peculiarity shop as often true, same necklace as earlier, 3 sets sterling studs. it is extremely high on weed gummy edibles.
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Too real, but they'll never stop
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The hottest dad on Bluesky @coconono.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
battles without seasoning or honor
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Y'all are crackin me up in the quotes lmfaoo
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petite & sweet @melaninc0urtneyy.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
static.klipy.com
Liz G's Furious Stare
ALT: Liz G's Furious Stare
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JerseyQuinn @jerseyquinn.blacksky.app · 04/10/2026
More
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North East Bylines @northeastbylines.co.uk · 01/10/2026
A humanitarian appeal: I am Saed, trying to save my family from the siege, hunger, bombardment, and destruction—and from the harsh conditions we face today in a country where everything has been destroyed. Help us overcome this ordeal. Please participate. To Donate⤵️🍉 chuffed.org/project/1876...
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Chantal James @chantalalive.blacksky.app · 04/10/2026
Aw! Can we all please get our tiny violins out for Caucasians & their sorrows, the battles of the struggle & strife of being white? All that never having shit that counts as trauma happen to them. Having the most money & best places in society. Being treated nice on the sidewalk. Poor them!
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Every Caucasian you know is fighting a secret battle that you and your melanated ancestors could never possibly comprehend 😔
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Listen
youtu.be
COLD CAVE - YOU & ME & INFINITY
YouTube video by COLD CAVE
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Someone should buy me dinner because I'm pretty idk
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Caucasians on the internet are always threatening each other with "the camps" meanwhile the camps literally exist and are currently being filled with poc while an increasingly militarized and radicalized group of government-backed idiots kills and imprisons innocents in the name of white nationalism
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
I made him a playlist and it's like 100% songs I've thought about him while listening to and like... I wanted to make it and send it but I'm terrified of him listening but if he doesn't listen I'll just be embarrassed. So I really backed myself into a corner here.
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rottenpale 🏳️‍⚧️ @rottenpale.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
What could be better than a mix of a little black outfit and a chastity cage… and I even swallowed the key! JK More stuff coming I havent even wiped my make up yet
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Micheeel @micheeel.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Nurse Hammam has risked his life to save the wounded & injured since the beginning of the war in Gaza. Right now his family is starving & homeless & his brother suffers from severe epileptic seizures. They need you today. Your support could save their lives. Please help🤲👇 chuffed.org/project/1844...
Nurse Hammam at work wearing a blue scrub and white medical gloves at the hospital, placing an IV drip on a patient's armNurse Hammam at work wearing blue hair protection, black gloves, surrounded with medical equipment.Hammam sitting on a pile of rubble, making a peace sign with his fingers, wearing black clothes.Selfie of Hammam with his disabled brother, inside a tent with the UNICEF logo visible on the fabric on the ceiling
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
More people should listen to anarcho-punk simply because they are correct
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
You have no idea how certain I was that he was done with me My trauma trigger alarms were fucking BLARING He's just been sick. He isn't done with me at all
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Chika Fujiwara's Happy Spinning Dance
Alt: Anime girl spinning around happily
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Dai Thee Cutiepie Confectioner 🥧 @maniamademe.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Happy #sexworkSaturday thnks for the tip😘❣️ #buttonyourface #nsfw #brownnipples
An underbutt selfie taken with my phone angled up from below my butt. My phone is held out behind me and I’m twisting my torso slightly to look back at it. Capturing from my butt up the side of my body, I’m holding my black crop top up with my hand flat on my chest, so you can see the side of my breast and a bit of nipple. Strands of waistbeads sit on my hips and I’m making a kissy face at the cameraAnother underbooty shot with my ass more centered in the frame my torso is twisted less and I’m peering at the camera from under my arm. Side and underboob are visible and there’s a small spaceship tattoo visible there aswell. In this pic you can see the whole tail of my leopard print thong resting at the top of my butt.
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Today is the day we found out about the first person we knew to commit suicide. Please hug your friends and tell people that you love and care about them. It was junior year of high school, only 16/17 years old. I promise things can get better. Depression is real, don't treat it like a joke.
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PlantGothKira @plantgothkira.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
update:
checking $7.63
savings $0.00
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
PLEASE SPARE ME, THIS NEARLY KILLED ME 💀🤣
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
This is NOT my guy btw This guy is paralyzed (legs), a father, a trauma survivor, and only 26 I think the "Being 26" thing is the issue tbh
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Briar Darby Sinéad Madarch (fae/it/he) @sineadthefae.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
“kid who is told it is so smart it can do anything it wants to” to “burnout stoner whose lifestyle is about being living porn” pipeline
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
You have no idea how certain I was that he was done with me My trauma trigger alarms were fucking BLARING He's just been sick. He isn't done with me at all
static.klipy.com
Chika Fujiwara's Happy Spinning Dance
Alt: Anime girl spinning around happily
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
He said "mogs" ... I had the perfect guy for me and now there's just... ... This isn't gonna work...
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Micheeel @micheeel.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Hammam is a volunteer nurse in gaza, giving his all daily without pay to save lives. But now, his own family needs our help. They lost everything and are homeless, and his epileptic brother urgently needs medical treatment. Let's support them. Every donation counts: chuffed.org/project/1844...
Nurse Hammam at work, wearing a dark scrub and white gloves, placing metal fixators on a patient's upper arm in a hospital.Selfie of Hammam with his disabled brother in a tent with the unicef logo on the fabric
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Subhumans lyrics continue to hit
Reason for Existence by Subhumans:
What's your reason for existence?
Do you believe in anything?
Or does your lifestyle contradict
The words you write the songs you sing?

Are you happy in your work
As you protest about the unemployed
You don't wanna work but you need the money
The reality you can't avoid 
But do you wanna work for the money?
Do you wanna work for the system?Are you happy as you vote
To keep the parasites alive?
You don t want to vote but you think you should
They said it was right and you never asked why
But do you wanna vote for your conscience?
Do you want to vote for the system?

Are you happy signing up In the army just to get some pay?
Fighting a war without a cause Can you manage to ignore your self-decay?
But do you wanna fight for yourBut do you wanna fight for your country?
Do you wanna fight for the system?
You're their reason for existence
They use you to finance their state

The words you shout with such conviction
Is it the only way to express your hate?
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Domina Olivia, pussy haver ☭⚒️ @ol1-v3.northsky.social · 02/10/2026
happy Friday
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I should not have seen that quote about finding something you love and letting it kill you at such a formative time in my life, because apparently what I love is men who don't care about me
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
I was turned away for having ptsd
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Look at this shit
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Rapid Onset Gooner Dysphoria @melancholytheclown.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
HE LOST THE USE OF HIS LEGS LAST YEAR AND THE DOCTORS STILL DON'T HAVE A DIAGNOSIS FOR HIM?!?!? 😭😭😭
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